Seductive Coitus - my feminine feelings

[Reena]

6 minutes ago, Jonas Long said:

Just remember, things that work "on paper" don't necessarily work in life. 

But at least I'll have a vague idea of what matches my needs and what I want. I don't want to feel clueless like last time I was in love and not a clue about compatibility. I've guilted myself so much over my past relationship mistakes, that I want to feel like I'm not being vague or reckless about it. I want to be a responsible person. I want to quit blaming the guy if it's my own problem. I want to be more matured and live less in fantasy land. 

 

[Reena]

Love that comes easily can also go easily. 

 

Pay careful attention to what a man says. 

 

If he makes it look like he only wants sex and doesn't put much effort into winning your heart (the effort shouldn't be desperate but elegant, there are too many desperate men who know how to make a woman feel special but that's not love Reena, remember that. You have been betrayed too many times to fall for this type of shit. No more of those constant stream of fuck boys in my life. I want a promise ring this time. I'm going to be petty like a child and throw a tantrum. If I don't say what I want I won't get what I want. Guys always tend to win arguments with me. None of that bullshit anymore. I want a man whose heart is truly surrendered to me. No matter what, he wants me.) 

In order to deserve such a good man I should develop myself too. I should raise myself to deserve his devotion. Devotion is the word. Yess. People who truly love each other are true friends. 

 

 

[Reena]

Love that comes easily can also go easily. 

 

Pay careful attention to what a man says. 

 

If he makes it look like he only wants sex and doesn't put much effort into winning your heart (the effort shouldn't be desperate but elegant, there are too many desperate men who know how to make a woman feel special but that's not love Reena, remember that. You have been betrayed too many times to fall for this type of shit. No more of those constant stream of fuck boys in my life. I want a promise ring this time. I'm going to be petty like a child and throw a tantrum. If I don't say what I want I won't get what I want. Guys always tend to win arguments with me. None of that bullshit anymore. I want a man whose heart is truly surrendered to me. No matter what, he wants me.) 

In order to deserve such a good man I should develop myself too. I should raise myself to deserve his devotion. Devotion is the word. Yess. People who truly love each other are true friends. 

 

 

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I'm loving buttons these days for some weird reason. 

I want to collect buttons. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited October 23, 2023 by Reena

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I can also call it sexual Limerence or sexual deprivation. 

 

Or romantic disease, romantic pain or romantic distress. 

 

[Reena]

I want a loyal, caring, sweet, responsible, attentive, affectionate, obedient, faithful and responsible husband. 

 

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Some pics I took of myself. 

 

 

 

 

Edited October 25, 2023 by Reena

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Edited October 27, 2023 by Reena

[Reena]

 

It's difficult to understand a woman. When a woman is in her maternal instinct (is there a better word for it then please let me know), she is very loving, coddling and intuitively caring towards the man. It's so natural to women when they like a man.

 

                                          

 

It's a different thing that a man can probably never experience in his lifetime. It's a feeling hard to replicate or understand. It's very biological, strong and hormonal. Its a state gifted to a woman by nature. And in this loving state, a woman wants to make sure the man is happy, she wants to tend to him and care about him.

 

                                        

Sometimes she is seeking, sometimes she is giving, both ways she is creating the bond of love.

What men lack is the ability to feel this in women, they sometimes mistake it as weakness and sometimes take it for granted or get too logical about it, question it or try to make sense of it. 

 

                                     

 

It's a vibe a feeling. Not to be understood or reasoned with. But to be felt and absorbed and respected. 

Automatically everything about you as a man will change.

 

                                      

 

Edited October 27, 2023 by Reena

[Reena]

Dialogues with my future husband. 

 

[Reena]

Imaginary conversations

 

 

Me :  I don't think anything is permanent 

My future husband : you have to hold onto something that works. 

 

Me : you're my husband and I am deeply attracted to you 

My future husband : I know 

 

 

 

My future husband : we will take care of things.. You won't have to worry. I'll solve this. 

Me :  why didn't you tell me? 

 

 

My future husband : there's no point. 

Me : ok. 

 

My future husband : I'll protect you at any cost. Even if it means putting my own life at risk. I won't let you suffer. I can die but won't let you bear this. 

Me : if you let yourself be hurt, how will I take that? How can I see you being destroyed? I can't live without you. 

 

[Blessed2]

18 minutes ago, Reena said:

Imaginary conversations

 

 

Me :  I don't think anything is permanent 

My future husband : you have to hold onto something that works. 

 

Me : you're my husband and I am deeply attracted to you 

My future husband : I know 

 

 

 

My future husband : we will take care of things.. You won't have to worry. I'll solve this. 

Me :  why didn't you tell me? 

 

 

My future husband : there's no point. 

Me : ok. 

 

My future husband : I'll protect you at any cost. Even if it means putting my own life at risk. I won't let you suffer. I can die but won't let you bear this. 

Me : if you let yourself be hurt, how will I take that? How can I see you being destroyed? I can't live without you. 

 

 

Would you want for the man to die in stead of you if it came to that?

[Reena]

3 hours ago, Blessed2 said:

 

Would you want for the man to die in stead of you if it came to that?

I'd rather want me to die instead of my man because I wouldn't be able to live without him or take the fact that he had to die for me. I guess that's what my subconscious mind is trying to convince my future husband in the last part of that imaginary conversation. 

I remember telling my ex boyfriend that if a situation happened where we both were kidnapped and the kidnappers wanted to take out one out of us, I'd gladly offer my own life and beg not to hurt him. 

 

Edited October 27, 2023 by Reena

[Reena]

3 hours ago, Blessed2 said:

 

Would you want for the man to die in stead of you if it came to that?

A slight correction - not the but my man. 

[Reena]

Why do I get turned on by men who bully me? 

 

Maybe their authoritarian nature appeals to some shadow instinct in me????? I don't know. 

 

It's toxic to not expect reciprocality.