Reena

Barely slept.

The spiritual practices that I use everyday - Meditation Emotion work Lucid dreaming Lsd - I don't do everyday but at least once every few months. guided imagery Journaling my spiritual insights thoughts.

@Phil in how many hours is the first zoom call?

I had some overripe bananas lying around in the kitchen. So I made a banana walnut cake. Yoohoo.

You have been through something I went through. You might want to check out Crappy Childhood Fairy channel on YouTube where she explains the phenomenon of limerence - an excessive attachment to someone who isn't emotionally available. I had developed an attachment to my ex boyfriend who treated me as "unimportant" And he dumped me. I was hurt and felt wounded and impacted very badly. It caused depression and I sort of lost myself. I wanted his validation very badly. I wanted to do everything with him. It felt like everything was Meaningless without him. My emotions were similar to yours and so I can relate to what you went through the guy. However there is one difference. He did not remain friends with me so it was much easier for me to forget him. I suggest you to cut off contact with this guy who you were with. Because he is a source of torment to you. That's not healthy to your mental health. You need to be away from what's hurting you. You have to gradually (it won't happen abruptly) forget him, move on and find someone who has a deep respect and a loving care for your well being. Right now this won't be easy for you but always hang onto hope. I know how you feel and you did a good job opening up about it. Try to get into your regular gear, he should not be a part of your life anymore even mentally, don't let him stay in your mind rent free. Take care of yourself, you are more beautiful than you know.

Reward time Friday, April 26, 2024. I will reward myself 3 gold coins. Tasks finished. - Woke up early morning on time - 1 × 15 minute meditation - 10 minute makeup routine - 10 minute walk and cardio. - made breakfast and tea Dealing with autism is all about good habits Autism exercise today. Check out Ways to reduce irritability in autism. Take an inventory of all the ways you wish to grow in your life. Write it down and stick that to a place where you can see it often and remind yourself of your highest intention for the season. Get rid of background recurring thoughts. Do mindfulness for autism I think mindfulness exercises will help with my autism to redirect my attention and improve focus. Bullet focus. One part of autism is inability to respond to surroundings. I think mindfulness can help with that. I have a mind racing hyperactivity hypereactivity instability issues. Spend time outdoors whenever I'm hyper on thoughts or mind racing. Observations I made about my autism - My mind can suddenly and abruptly go blank. My mind can go racing with 20 Thoughts in 20 separate lanes which is a autistic hyperactivity. My brain can develop Dysregulation and brain fog. I suffer the following symptoms - discombobulation - disorientation - Dysregulation - dissociation I also suffer the following symptoms - - sensory overload - brain zapping due to anxiety - nightmares - mind numbing and mind blank - brain fog and sleepwalking, dissociation - freeze response - autistic hyperactivity - mind racing - anger issues, irritability, agitation and aggression - sleep paralysis once a year Reward time - 12 pm Friday, April 26, 2024. I will reward myself 3 gold coins. Tasks finished - I had some overripe bananas lying around in the kitchen. So I made a banana walnut cake. Yoohoo. Qualities of mentally strong people- - Enjoying your own company - not fearing alone time - being tenacious and the ability to not give up after failure - learning from other people's success - embracing mistakes - getting rid of insecurities - acknowledging one's flaws - The ability to be honest - setting healthy boundaries - being vulnerable and open about one's insecurities - positive self talk - they are ready to learn new skills - they are open minded - they are curious - they are ready to understand new perspectives - they stay away from drama - they remain calm in difficult situations - they don't quit - they are not shy to ask for help - they surround themselves with supportive people Missed reward time. Friday, April 26, 2024. Reward time - 3 pm. Tasks finished. Read Bible one page. Listened to music. Harvested strawberries and apples on the farm and earned $10.

This is a good website for daily horoscope as per zodiac sign. https://www.dailyom.com/horoscopes/pisces/04-26-2024/ https://www.ganeshaspeaks.com/horoscopes/monthly-horoscope/pisces/

The last tarot reeading is pretty accurate. I do see some sort of a change in my attitude. Also a more final sense of identity. I'm not sure about the personal quest part though. https://www.dailyom.com/horoscopes/pisces/04-26-2024/ ByDailyOM Astrology Last Updated: April 26, 2024 The true nature of your talents and skills may become apparent to you today, causing you to feel substantially proud of yourself. You may feel driven to make the most of your newfound confidence by asking a loved one or peer to critique a creative project, taking on more responsibility, or diving enthusiastically into a new discipline. Your feelings of competence can also energize you and help you learn to trust the guidance you receive from your intuitive mind. Consider that this may be an auspicious time to seek out new opportunities in your workplace and in your personal life. The self-assurance you enjoy today can help you discover your potential, thus compelling you to pursue a course of success that is unlike any you've imagined yet will prove most rewarding. It is when we feel competent that we are most apt to act decisively and successfully articulate our many talents. Fear and well-established insecurities can interfere with our ability to take advantage of rewarding opportunities that present themselves in our personal or professional lives. Courting feelings of confidence by taking on added responsibilities or immersing ourselves in creative endeavors allows us to reassure ourselves of our talents while expressing ourselves through work and play. With self-assurance comes boldness and the courage to pursue ever larger and more complex ambitions until we have become the successful person we have dreamed of being. Since you feel capable of almost anything today, you will gravitate toward goals that will challenge you and enrich your life. https://www.ganeshaspeaks.com/horoscopes/monthly-horoscope/pisces/ Pisces Monthly Horoscope This Month Apr 2024 As the month begins, Saturn may demand you to work for extended hours to cover up your acquired commitments. Also, emotions are often more volatile. If you are in business, the pace of progress is likely to slow down in this phase. Gradually, Jupiter may bring clarity and you may now have the wisdom to implement your financial planning more efficiently. Venus will bring positivity and optimism in your love life. Mercury will not be so advantageous for your studies and this will make your somewhat lazy. As the month advances, Jupiter will help you to think about development and put in action a long-conceived plan for achieving higher growth. Mercury is not very suitable for taking any important decisions related to investments around the mid of this month. Saturn will require patience as disruptions in your relationship due to ego will be quite possible during this period. Saturn presents a rather not so comfortable health proposition. So take better care and go for preventive measures. The latter half k seems good for your career advancement. However, Saturn will require more hard work and systematic planning for the desired success of your work. If you are in business, this can be a good time to coordinate your efforts and direct it towards accomplishments of your pending projects. Venus will support you hence it is the time to take decisive steps to take your relationship to the next level of harmony and joy. However, your wavering mind may become financially harmful and lead to economic losses so it is necessary to be careful. Also, you need to guard your relationship against outside interference around the month end. Mercury will make you receptive and you will find learning much more interesting and easier. North Node indicates a possibility of some minor injury hence need to take adequate precaution and do not do things in a jiffy.

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Today's insights. Two major arcana cards represent a path to spiritual self awareness and signal that something very significant will happen this week. 1. Page of Cups: The expectation of a family addition is filled with creativity, intuition, and emotional connection. This could signify the joy and excitement that comes with welcoming a new member into the family. It may bring about a sense of wonder and new beginnings. 2. Four of Wands: The likelihood of relatives or friends visiting is high. This card represents celebration, harmony, and coming together. It suggests that there will be gatherings or events where loved ones will gather to share in joyous occasions. Perhaps there are upcoming family reunions or special occasions that will bring people closer. 3. Ten of Swords: The general family atmosphere may be going through a period of crisis or defeat. This card indicates an end to a difficult situation or a time of great struggle within the family. There may be challenges or conflicts that need to be addressed in order to move forward and find resolution. 4. Two of Pentacles: A family member may be in need of help balancing their responsibilities or managing their finances. This card suggests juggling multiple priorities and finding stability amidst change. It could indicate that someone in the family is feeling overwhelmed and could benefit from support or guidance. 5. Three of Swords: Relations with distant relatives may be experiencing heartache, discord, or loss. This card signifies emotional pain, sorrow, and difficulties in communication. There may be unresolved issues or misunderstandings that are causing tension between you and your distant relatives. It's important to address these feelings and work towards healing and reconciliation. 6. Knight of Wands: Your relationship with your spouse is dynamic, passionate, and full of energy. This card represents action, adventure, and enthusiasm. It suggests that there is a strong drive and motivation in your partnership, with both of you actively pursuing your goals and dreams together. 7. Four of Cups: The dynamics with your children may involve feelings of apathy, discontent, or missed opportunities. This card indicates a sense of boredom or dissatisfaction in the family dynamic, particularly with the younger members. It's important to pay attention to their emotional needs and find ways to engage and connect with them on a deeper level.

@Blessed2 @Blessed2 thank you.

@Blessed2 is it Tarot Divination by Evansir?

@Blessed2 can you give me the link or the name of the app company please

If you want a career in tarot reading then you'll need some basic knowledge and resources. I am still on the learning curve. I don't want to be a tarot reader but I want to know how it works.

Dreamboarding goal statements and affirmation statements. Goal statements - I want my life to be enriching. - I want my life to be fulfilling - I want my life to be balanced - I want my life to be artistic - I want my life to be energetic - I want my life to be determined - I want my life to be purposeful - I want my life to be meaningful - I want my life to be spiritual - I want my life to be natural - I want my life to be wholesome - I want my life to be holistic - I want my life to be organic - I want my life to be beautiful - I want my life to be satisfying Affirmation statements - my life is enriching. - my life is fulfilling - my life is balanced - my life is artistic - my life is energetic - my life is determined - my life is purposeful - my life is meaningful - my life is spiritual - my life is natural - my life is wholesome - my life is holistic - my life is organic - my life is beautiful - my life is satisfying

Sometimes we have self goals. Sometimes we have life goals. My life goals- - I want my life to be enriching. - I want my life to be fulfilling - I want my life to be balanced - I want my life to be artistic - I want my life to be energetic - I want my life to be determined - I want my life to be purposeful - I want my life to be meaningful - I want my life to be spiritual - I want my life to be natural - I want my life to be wholesome - I want my life to be holistic - I want my life to be organic - I want my life to be beautiful - I want my life to be satisfying So I dabbled a lot into tarot reading today.. The Fool Things have been progressing well, and you're happy with the pace of your current trajectory. But the Fool cautions you to pay attention to what's unfolding around you. There may be unforeseen obstacles in your future that could hamper your progress. Your best course of action will be to slow down, and take stock of your surroundings. Try examining people and events from a new angle, with a new perspective. This will enable you to better navigate any stumbling blocks that may arise. Two Major Arcana cards represent a path to spiritual self-awareness and signal that something very significant will happen this week. This reading is automatically saved for you for the rest of the week. I had a fool and a tower card. Pisces :: Monthly Overview : Spending Spree Pisces, a focus on your sign this month can assist you in knowing what’s best for you. Have the courage of your convictions and don’t doubt yourself. Saturn in Pisces can mean that you take things more seriously than is necessary, but you’re also discovering that you do have the power to bring your dreams to life. At the same time, the sun in Aries until April 19 puts the focus on your finances and resources. You’ll be ready to resolve any ongoing issues and find ways to enhance your income. If you have a brilliant idea for a side hustle, now is the time to experiment and find out what works best. Logical Mercury will be retrograde in your financial zone from the first to the twenty-fifth, so be very careful when purchasing big-ticket items. Be sure to keep the receipts and paperwork in case you need a refund. The same goes if you’re signing important documents. It’s vital to read the fine print and make sure you understand exactly what you’re getting yourself into. Convivial Venus moves into Aries on April 4, which might encourage you to invest in yourself. Aside from a few treats, purchasing clothes or a makeover that will help you get a promotion or more business clients would be money well spent. The new moon in Aries on the eighth is also an opportunity to kick-start some new financial habits, especially when it comes to managing your money. Putting these in place now can help you stay in control. Communication becomes more important once the sun glides into Taurus and your sector of talk and thought on April 19. You’ll have a way with words, and you could be extremely persuasive without having to raise your voice. Finally, the full moon in Scorpio on the twenty-third could coincide with an argument concerning conflicting ideas or beliefs. While it might feel good to get the upper hand, it would be far better to stay on good terms with this person. Weekly Pisces :: Weekly Overview : Setting a new tone with loved ones and in your home comes naturally early in the week. It’s a time for tapping into your intuition to explore the aspects of home that bring you a sense of security and how you can further foster those details of your life. This could mean carving out more time to connect with relatives both near and far, or devoting more time to ensuring that the aesthetics of your home reflect your sense of style. Later, the cosmos bumps up your confidence, making you feel more vital and urging you to dive into any opportunity that will allow for more self-expression. Daily Pisces :: Daily Horoscope : You are full of so much positive energy today that your ego is enormous. Just be careful that you don't lose sight of what you're actually capable of. You can negotiate the difference between cocky and confident. It's a great time to try your most insane-sounding scheme and see how far you can take it. On any other day, reality might keep you from aiming so high, but today you don't really feel like anything can stop you. And you just might be right. I am the Mysterious Tarot interpreter. I wish you a good fortune. Let's begin to interpret your card. Today, there will be a major and ineXorable change in your life. You will have learnt the lessons from your phase of life and this change will represent The World a chance for you to bring about a desirable end to the old and a good beginning to the new. It will be time to move on. You will be approaching a more final sense of identity, and the security in the self that comes with age. I can tell you that you will have enough and that you will be enough today. You should move beyond thoughts of your personal quest to bigger thoughts of what you can offer the other people.

My tarot reading for the month of may - What did the tarot reader tell me - May month Tarot Guidance - happy happy sun card. - death of frustration - a new beginning - try not to get fed up. - abundance - generous money flow - prosperity is on its way - happy days are coming - everything that was stuck and stagnant will come to an end. - abundance - money, security, stability, building wealth - - you'll Start some business right now but it will yield results down the line - it's gonna grow - have faith and trust - if life has been a bit of a funk, it will work out eventually. - you don't get what you want you get what you are.

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May is approaching and I have to be ready for the month of may. I need to be strict with my discipline and organizing. I need to push myself harder today. Cmon do it but don't get fed up.

Reward time Rewarding myself a few gold coins. Tasks finished - I did a bit of organizing in the morning. I made a meal. I showered. I harvested strawberries from the farm for which I was paid $20.

I'm ashamed to say that I didn't achieve much today. I slept off for majority of the time. I ate a heavy meal and dozed off and felt exhausted. I even missed my regular reward times. Also I missed out on daily 15 minute meditation today.