ConsciousDreamer666

You clearly haven't seen a lot of in life to say that...

Try putting Honey in tepid-lightly warm water. That way you can get some calories in. I´m sure you will be able to digest that easily. Let me know if it worked for you!

To grasp this there is a needed a massive raise in consciousness... it needs that the energy system its vibrating and active so damn high that literally a sound of an animal at 300meters it's realized that: - There's no 300 meters - There's no animal - There's no me listening anything (as a body) There's just Existence, Expressing Itself, in an never-ending Love expression. Individuality its a complete illusion.

Sorry man but I think you mis-understood the point of the topic. I was sharing the conclusions of yesterday, not asking for help or anything like that. I don't want guidance of any human, my 'Guru' so to speak its my own practices/energy system. Just sharing stuff. Thank you.

yes please a dark theme !

Can enlightment happen just by being aware of the sounds of chirping birds? Usually this is how it goes: A subject (human being) somwhere in physical reality, its experiencing a sound coming from an external object (a bird) somewhere else (a hundred meters away) in physical reality. So basically Subject (human, me) + physical distance + Object (bird). So 3 things! Me + external world + external object (bird). But lets see what happens in absolute mind stillness: Human (me) = Not found, not in direct experience. (probably its just another thought?) Physical distance = Not found, not in direct experience (probably it's just another thought?) Object (bird) = Not found, not in direct experience (probably it's just another thought?) What is found: Sound, Sound, Sound. I was going to say Sound here. But here its also another word/concept of course. And sound its another word of course. So what is really is experienced is Awareness, morfing into what seems to be a sound.

Imo, God is just a word. What does it even mean. I know though, that even if they are appearances, I prefer some experiences to others (and I even suspect reality has been designed this way precisely to tell a story). In othe words, I prefer to get my dick sucked than getting ballbusted in the balls . No matter how many times you guys say those are just thoughts

And where is that?

what are walls, sounds, 'perception'? Is that 'me' appearing as 'not me'? It's the whole field of 'life' that appears as objects, actually limitless and me? where the fuck am I???

That feeling of existence, awareness, or 'I', does it really exist within the body? Or maybe its just an apparent illusion???

That's literally what I said hajah. I'm sick of glasses, and lenses are uncomfortable for me. I used to be able to use them but not anymore God is already God. But God can be totally lost on beliefs or God can become conscious of itself. When God becomes conscious that it is Conscious, we call this 'awakening'. This state of clarity can bring healing and psychic abilities

If perception does not really exist, if seeing does not happen, if everything is imaginary then... It should be possible for me to cure my myopia, right? I'm sick of using glasses and lenses doesn't work for me anymore. And I'm scared of surgery, I prefer not to. I don't see how it shouldn't be possible to heal my myopia. I'm infinitely powerful and I can do anything I imagine / create. And yes, the "I" is not the ego or the mind, but, if curing my myopia it's a way for God to teach itself that indeed it is God, that indeed it's powerful, then it could happen in that way.

Here's an advice, stop thinking in terms of "a 10"

Chakras are imaginary.

Me

a thought/concept hahahaha

we are dead inside ourselves. feels good that death is apparently also life 😂

we are already dead

you

Feel the release of your heart 💙

ok, so the experience (wether good or bad) its because of the thought @Phil

Why emotional pain makes me horny then? What is the explanation? And how to stop it?

Yes, I would say when I'm being rejected humiliated ironically I feel a massive feeling of Love and like life it's perfect that very moment. Thanks 💙🌄🕊️

Unfortunately Not 1000s of meditation have given me this answer. The karma I´m carrying, the darkness, the trama-thoughts, the puzzle of the ego...damn it's so well designed, so intelligently armed. It's a piece of art, I would say I´m proud of my creation if wouldn't be because sometimes I think I went too far in the 'suffering' aspect of it. But anyways, I´ll cut to the chase: It happens to me, and I have verified it happens to other people too, that for example I might be with a girl and if she ghosts me or she does whatever thing that I find it makes me feel worthless, then I hate her, I judge her, I start to think, 'well fuck her, she's selfish, she's dumb, etc...'. However, when I´m horny, precisely this behaviour, but amped up to the max, puts me in such a pleasurable state. The more she insults me, treats me like shit, completely abuse me, uses me, etc... The more fun I have. Why is this?? (As a side note, I believe this 'fun' I suspect its actually "pain", but its an erotic pain, very dark thoughts that for some reason to the ego feel pleasurable) And of course when I am not horny I start hating her again, but this time multiplied by x1000 because of how she treated me while I was horny. Pd. Btw, I´m not talking about a specific girl, I don't have a gf that does this to me purposely, I just find them on the internet and I´m the one who start the interaction.

Of course , let the gaslighting and projection start! @Jonas Long @Blessed2 Go ahead. Engage and embrace sex as much as you want. No matter how much cooler you think you are because you think BDSM it's an art or whatever other hipster modern gimmicky fuckery narrative you guys play, it won't ever give you Bliss, Love, and Freedom. Good luck actually reaching Bliss Love and True Inner Love through that compulsive understanding of sex! Let me know if it works for ya! As a famous bramachari said: "meditators don't reject sex because of rejecting pleasure, they are just not interested in little petty pleasures". Although, with this post I never mentioned abstinence, you are the only who mentioned. Obviously go have sex if you are horny and feel it makes sense. But the reality of it is that 99% of times sex is not done because of conscious action but because of compulsion. You guys are defending behaving like animals, since the thing that differences animals from humans is that humans can choose to do survival things like eating or having sex consciously. The reality is, if you guys truly truly fucking new what is LIGHT, you would never defend any fetish or act in sex that somehow implies a difference, or a game of submission or dominance. Of course the modern fucktwards say "it's a game!!" Meanwhile this fucktwards had never met the truly Blissfulness and Ecstasy that their inner Being IS. if not they would not be playing those games and doing sex in such a way. Only because they are scared and ignorant they need to play games of "I'm better than you, or I have more power than you". That's darkness in a nutshell, ego in a nutshell. And of course, of normies like you guys I wasnt expecting much more than your closedmindnesd replies. But while you think you have everything sort it out, I probably have engaged in more fucked up twisted fetishes and sex that you guys probably imagine. So I'm not coming from a place of repression or not experience, but rather of having being in both sides. But go do the fuck you want. Then don't complain that your life is compulsive and you lack connection with God. But again, you probably never met truly God. Just delusions or teasers popping psychedelics. Not actually Light. If you embrace devilry forget about God and Light. You'll have to get the love from eating McDonald's, buying mercedes and getting or giving spankings. Constantly playing "the game" of ups and downs, of better or worse, of superior and inferior. Go ahead, have fun. Just not complain later that life feels rough. You didn't listen when important things were explained to you.