ConsciousDreamer666

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I think it's fucking beautiful

If I don't think, or stop thinking 'conditions' such as physical reality, distance, or thoughts such as POVs, others, truth, god, states of consciousness.... then Love its all that its left. Just don't think, let go of everything. 😇 Releasing all 'conditions', never felt so good 💙

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"How can I get this Love I experienced again" ---< A thought - condition. The actuality is: Love is already 'Here'. I already am experiencing it/Being It. 🤭 "But I need to reach a high state of consciousness to experience Love" ---< Another condition, that blocks what is already the Truth = Love. Remove all conditions/Thoughts = Love unfolds. 😍😍😍 Additionally: "What if I forget it? I need to remember this for ever"----< There is no future to remember this. Is already here, always. It is the Truth.

Ok I think that 'clicked' something hahaha God-Awakened or Not, 'my' perception feels way Lighter today 🤔 (Like it has 'holes' through it.... kind of like a gruyere cheese I guess 🤣 )

Then I suggest Exercise more than Yoga. Honestly Yoga if done properly gives you incredible amounts of energy, it's not the best practice to relax. But...To not be such as an asshole (lol), I still give you a proper answer if you still want to try: - Siddhasana (with your hands downside touching your knees) and - Savasana Research, practice, master just those two poses. You can get very intense relaxation states in your body with only those two. Fair enough. I meant more than the teacher has a certain realization-awareness, etc...stability. In other words, the teacher must have selfless energy to initiate someone into a Kriya.

The thing is Yogic practices have to be 'transmutted' to you with some energy from the teacher or Guru. Then they become powerful. If the teacher its not enlightened the practices won't be do much for you. Back in the days Yoguis would be learning a single technique for years, to actually learn it properly. Nowadays look around, people teaching 20 asanas in 1 hour. Its ludicrous. Yoga its so complex and subtle that Yoguis would only practice one single Asana, and master it completely. It would be enough to attaining enlightment, only with one Asana. The only one who I´ve found legit its Sadhguru practices. They teach 1 online in their inner engineering course, although it's more of a Kriya rather than yoga. I think all of their yoga programs are teacher in person.

I don't think most men are chasing "p**sy" to become more attractive, but rather for the experience. At least that was the case in the past.

It could be also the other way. Men who have lots of sexual partners remain single/rotate partners precisely because they can do it. Although I guess the sweet dose its in the balance. Prolly a guy that has enough experience but not too much, is the most attractive for women.

Careful with doing Yoga with teachers that are speaking while/during the practice. It's can actually damage the system since while the practice your energetic body its more receptive and sensible. Fortunately a lot of teachers now in the west are realising the absurdity of it and lots of them actually have no option but to quit their jobs. Most Yoga here it's just a gymnastics game. Forget that any of this kind of yoga will awaken anything profound. Overall, you won't learn Yoga from Youtube, it's just not possible. You can learn to do postures, not Yoga.

But then what I felt yesterday was false? I'm not saying I reached 100% non-duality but ... @Phil Doesn't the 'feeling' represent how closer are you to Truth depending on how good it feels? Just like in the vibrational scale there the lower ends feels very bad because its very far away from the highest vibrations, and the higher end gets sweeter and sweeter as it gets closer to the highest. Well, yesterday was pretty sweet if you ask me 😄

I think I understand a bit about what you say. Yesterday's night I was watching a videoclip from one of my favourite artists, and while I was watching him singing, suddenly there was an implicit 'seeing' of the following thoughts: "He is something separate from me", "That videoclip was filmed in physical place different from the one I am right now", "those cars, actresses and the singer are things that are not Me, that is the 'external' world" Then I realized, Ok those are thoughts, nothing else. Like if my definition of separation and "two-ness" its built around thoughts, and it turns out they are false, then something interesting might come up out of this "investigation". (And I guess In the same way, 'your' experience, and 'my' experience its also built on thought and concepts. Although I find that duality way more difficult to break)

'Atmosphere' its something you are imagining (It's as real as a pink Unicorn = A thought ) @Phil So your 'experience' its not personal for you? Since you seem to not make a separation between 'I' and 'this place'.

I´m not talking about Solipsism. You also exist, but Here 🙂 Or... from your perspective: I do exist, but only There 🙃 @Mandy I need a hint, don´t get it 😬

🤣 Meditate more 😉 PD: I had the urge to say 'Nothing because you do not exist'. But I held myself. 😂

Also... if 'This Place' its all that Exists.... (This place: Awareness.) If there are no 'other bubbles' in a 'different place' experiencing a different part of the 'world' (because 'other' its a thought, 'world' its a thought, and 'physical distance' its a thought ) and its ALL happening HERE, then.... ....That means 'we' are completely united but also completely separated. uh? Still doesn't feel Complete Love to me. More like Half Love LoL

This place: Perception, Colours, sounds, etc.... Basically, that which I have always called 'my experience'. Maybe it is, maybe 'this place' and 'moment' called 'my experience' its actually the whole of reality. Everything! There is nothing 'outside' of this. Because that 'outside' its a thought.

Yesterday in the zoom call Phil you talked about (I´m going to paraphrase here because I don't remember exactly your words) something like Peripheral vision being a thought and not an actuality. So I have tried several times this exercise, putting my "vision" to the pheripheral area of my surroundings, and noticing that the thought "This is my peripheral vision" arises. It has happened a weird shift in "zoom" sometimes when I do this exercise. Seems like the Sphere or Awareness its "zooming" into my body and its the one that "sees", not me. Weird stuff, maybe someone can guide me forward or just tell me I´m going nowhere with this lol

Hi, since there's people here that probably have done more spiritual work than me someone can guide me in how can I better approach the greatest healing work project I'm working on: Deconstructing ALL Karma or The Pain Attachments of the ego. If not, just sharing this in case somebody finds it interesting or can help him. Right now this where I am: So basically this last couple of years I have verified some clear things about my 'suffering': 1- My suffering or my main reason of suffering its not because of X or Y but its a very complex web of beliefs, thoughts, emotions, memories and identifications, probably formatted on childhood, but maybe also just 'heredited', (even though past lives might not be real LoL). I don't see life the way it is, I see life revolving around this Karma. It's shocking to realize, I absolutely been carrying this through all my life. I never been 'free' with the exceptions of some moments or when I take drugs (or meditate LoL). How to solve the 'suffering' or deconstruct this identifications its not by solving X or Y, its neither doing therapy, thinking more, or thinking different, or 'healing' myself. All of that do not solve Karma. What solves it its literally Me Vibrating in a vibration above that one where the karmic bonds vibrate in. Energy. Energy. Energy. It's all a matter of how intense, fluid, light your whole system vibrates, or how densely and slowly vibrates. And so since last summer I started some powerful Kriyas and energy work, designed my diet around it, and have quit a drug which I suspected was pulling me back into this lower vibrations. However, I must say, even though this energy practices and sadhana its the most powerful stuff ive ever tried so far, I would say its 20% potent of what I needed it to be (100% would be resolving Karma and leaving me free, in a vibration above it). I must confess, sometimes I take a certain drug that let me feel completely resolved of the karma. I manage myself to not get dependent on this drug or something like that, because my sadhana and spiritual work requires a mind that is totally clear. But I just gotta be honest, I find difficult to see in the future this Kriyas becoming x4 more potent. It's like the Karma vibration is way way way stronger and it ends up pulling me back. It's true that I'm still learning the practices, there is a lot to master, a lot to learn. In a way I want to think that yes, someday I will be able to generate through the whole day this high energetic vibration and that will be it. I won. The complex web of pain of the ego will be gone. I know how to win it. I just need the correct tools to win it. And right now I´m like at 20% of effectivity with my current tools.

You clearly don't understand the scale. Go read some David Hawkins and educate yourself. Talking to you its like talking to a wall right now.

I am not sure, probably trauma that gets very deep in the first years of teen, adolescence, etc. But my main theory is that for some karmic reason I just vibrate deeply in shame-guilt with certain karmic bondages and anger releases that so it's a step forward. Careful with assuming what @Orb needs. I could be wrong, but judging by his posts, it seems to me a clear case of someone stucked in shame vibration and that's a very fucked up place to be and he needs to get as fast as he can from that place. The last thing he needs is a feminine approach (which is usually at higher vibrations) to climb those first steps of the scale. Anger vibrates at 150. More than even Desire and Grief! Notice how wrong you were thinking Anger its bad or useless. If I'm right and he is vibrating at 20-30-50, he needs a masculine-energy based approach to scale that (Anger). You thinking giving him +250 energy perspective its helping him, but its not realistic. His energetic aura and karma will not respond to it. He rationally might think you are right or understand you but it will do nothing for breaking his karma. He needs what he needs right now. Not the hunky dory fantasy approach. The approach that actually saves your fucking life. I also would love that Life would just be 'be all Loving and solve all your traumas right now', but life doesn't work life that. Don't think life is so simple.

Maybe. But I know I have all the right in the world to feel whatever I want to feel and express, in the same way that a woman that might have been domestically or sexually abused has all the space to feel and express hatred or anger towards men. See here's the thing, even though anger might not be the best 'vibration' in reality (it's one of the lower ones actually), it has its place: it must be felt and expressed. When you guys instantly judge people that might have hatred or anger (like me), by saying thinks like incel, etc... (which the word itself vibrates in pure shame and guilt, so if you use it, you still haven't really transcended that vibration), you are contributing to the problem that you are critizing. The irony is that you are not different than me, but you want to think you are so morally superior than me. Well guess what, you're not.

What I´m sure is that you preach about not being toxic yet in the same line you judging a person and insulting them (incel). Quite the irony for the moral preacher.

Maybe do some healing on your part before judging people so easily. I'm sure you think you are so better than me. Meh. Keep the judgment to yourself.