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unworthiness/guilt/shame forgiveness/flowing downstream 🙏

Wouldn't it feel good to think this way?

Basically yes, that's what I'm saying. Being worthy/enough/whole/succesful is projected onto "awakening" or "understanding". And everyone else must also be convinced that one has best awakening and understanding, and that is very important to have understanding or awakening. Otherwise the success of understading / knowing truth is meaningless and unreal, because it serves no purpose if the feeling of unworthiness is allowed, expressed and 'healed'. So one holds onto their ideology and the role of a "teacher". "Inner child" is kind of a good pointer. A toddler understands nothing. A toddler doesn't give a shit about bias, ego or understanding reality - these beliefs don't even cross their minds. Yet, we all know how much better we used to feel as a child. Because there was no thought-attachment. Ime no-one really seeks understanding or knowing. What is sought is the feeling of wholeness, completeness, safety, surety and security.

For me it seems that these beliefs/thought-attachment (levels, bias, avoidance of truth, separate person who awakens/understands and teaches it) is the aversion of guidance of unworthiness, guilt and shame. All those beliefs convey not-complete/not-whole separate selves. Separate selves that need to achieve, prove, be less biased, be less selfish, be more pure, or to 'know the truth'. Beliefs about not-complete/whole separate selves feels like unworthiness, guilt etc. Non-aversion of this guidance is forgiveness and compassion, unconditionality. 'Motherly love healing the inner child'. When the guidance of feeling is no longer averted/supressed, those beliefs just don't resonate. It's not swallowed anymore. It becomes like indigestible poison. It's seen through and let go.

👆👆 yup. When the guidance of emotions like unworthiness, guilt, shame and general "not-enough" and "not-complete" is heard (no longer averted and suppressed), stuff like "levels of awakening/understanding", "bias", "avoiding truth", "hard pills to swallow" and "teacher/student" is cut through like a warm knife through butter.

Oh so there is a you, who speaks & understands truth, and a me, who does not. A me will never understand reality correctly or "awaken" if a me will not believe what a you writes. 😂😂😂😂 Talk about arrogance and manipulation. I bet you have a whole carreer plan to "teach oneness" end explain people how they're biased & avoiding truth if they don't resonate / believe you.

"You have understanding. Understanding of yourself and reality, because they are One. And understanding is the key to a better life. It is the key to happiness, selflessness, integrity and most of all to Lpve." "But your not there yet." "When you learn this you will have awoken." "Your being bias" "The truth hurts us all." " it is the way of the world because of the ego's selfishness." "articulating Truth" "weren't ready for the teachings and should have turned it off" "Non-duality is a total lack of bias. Notice that." "You can be enlightened and be a total asshole." "That is your bias." This is what is pointed to as Leoism. This isn't some universal spirituality. This isn't universal truth. This isn't "god waking to itself" lol. Dude, this is Leo's stuff. This is exactly the same rhetoric and language he uses. This is ideology and dogma, not spirituality. No other spiritual tradition, community or guru talks about this in this way. This is Actualized bubble. Inspect beliefs like "bias", "survival", "ego", "teaching/student", "avoidance of truth" or "understanding reality" deeply and closely. There is none of that in direct experience. Though they are widespread in Actualized. The whole of Actualized ideology can be let go. It's not necessary in any sense, and it is not universal nor absolute "understanding" or "accurate belief system". For anyone who resonates with what I'm saying, and is thinking if Actualized is good for you, take a moment to wonder, would you feel better if none of what Leo said were true, and you could stop believing it whenever?

"Oneness." then, "Teaching oneness." "You are not awake." 😂😂 What do you have to give when there is actually, literally no teacher and student, no a you who is awake and other who is not? All you've written in this thread spews this same narrative. People who need teaching and teachers who teach. People who don't know and people who do. Lol, is your whole philosophy just based on this power play of teacher/student? Do you have anything to give when there is no a you awake and other not-awake? The only reason anyone would ever listen to you or Leo would be if they project authority onto you. "But don't make it about the teacher." Yeah, right. I see right fucking through your bullshit. Your 'teaching' demands authority. "Avoidance of truth." "You are biased". "You are not awake." "Understanding."

What a slimy fucking response. Imagine someone calling themselves "teacher" or "someone who's here to help you awaken" saying this when confronted about arrogance. 🤦 This is exactly what I mean. Disgusting. Manipulative. Get the fuck out.

Lol I've listened to people like you for years. I know the game you play and I won't go down with you. You don't have understanding or awakenings. All I see is petty arrogance. The moment people stop believing you, you have nothing left.

Beep boop bullshit detector activate Beep boop

@Mandy Thank you!!! Almost in tears right now. Not because of the card, but because you did the reading for me. 💕 Sometimes it's just the moment shared, not the activity ya know.

Yess I kind of agree! 🤔 This is why I went from "total awakening" to "peace and feeling complete". We (or many of us) are looking to feel complete, feel alright and "done". So I, and perhaps others too, have been projecting that onto "awakening" and "realizations", rather than going directly to here and now as we are and addressing / healing what makes us feel incomplete. You can put your feet up and say "yay I'm done!", but not due to some awakening or meeting a goal. Rather, by letting go beliefs about a goal.

Try it!! Do one for me. 😄💕 One card. Use your intuiton. Post a picture here and write what comes to mind: I'm in a new relationship. I started dating. It's bringing up certain insecurities and stuff like that. A few days I've been feeling a bit insecure about the fact that I'm kinda lazy, and I'm not really good at anything. Some people are doctors, some people really know how to play guitar and sing, some people are really intelligent or funny, some people are physically active and do all kinds of sports. But I'm kind of none of that. So I don't feel like a person who someone would feel proud and happy to date.

Energy and intention.

I didn't say others don't. 😕 Yeah, many people seem to have had negative experiences especially in the sex & sexuality topic.

I didn't say anything about it being sexist. I said it's not me, my preference.

Yeah, I had some discord like that too. What made me feel insecure was that Leo often conveyed that a high value masculine man takes lead in everything, especially sex. That's not me so much. It feels quite off for me to "take a woman" so to speak. Yeah, that might at times be exciting, but overall it just isn't me. I like communication and general emotional connection a lot more. That made me think that I might just be bad at sex and that all the hot women just want crazy brainless caveman sex. 😄 Allowing the emotional guidance to lead is far better than any masculine/feminine sex ideology.

Yes, you're right. I'm sorry. It was kind of an emotional burst, written quickly. Sometimes I do that, because it helps to work through the emotion. Didn't think it through this time though. Thanks for pointing out my misbehaviour. 🙂

Still doesn't mean that this is Actualized 2.0.

I did not write that to you. I was talking about this subject in general. I was pointing to what I sense, dishonesty around masculine / feminine contextualization.

Wut? "Originals"? This forum is it's own thing, not some Actualized 2.0

Why does this subject make me wanna puke. So much bullshit. I'm almost feeling anger. Fuck all those idiots spewing this nonsense down each others' throats. Fuck anyone telling these bullshit stories about "submissive feminine" and "dominant masculine" and whatnot. Ew. It smells like hidden poop here. (Not talking about anyone here, just expressing emotion)

@Serenity If women = femininity, what is the need for the word "feminine"? For me, describing femininity / masculinity as "manly" or "womanly" feels like a bastardisation of masculinity and femininity. I feel like this is just new-age / "spiritual" terminology for the same-old gender roles and power game, for the aversion and suppression.