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I might have encountered something like this in lucid dreams. Also once in a random astral projection during headache. The ones in lucid dreams often appeared as blue-skinned, very human-like beings. The astral projection one was like a multi-dimensional geometric shape, glimmering in purple light. Sound familiar? Have you yourself met ETs or such?

Reminds me of this book I once read, it talks about ACIM. The left page is "Outlook of ego" and right page is "Outlook of Holy Spirit". 😁

How does Leo usually go with bursting bubbles and defusing beliefs? Where have you seen him do this? For me it seems that non-ideology, non-belief and non-dogma is talked and mentioned often, but not really implemented. Usually it's more like attacking / belittling other ideas, perspectives and belief systems with narratives about ego, survival, self-deception, avoidance of truth, levels, stages, and whatnot. This has nothing to do with direct experience nor bubble bursting, it's just belief system and acts out like any other belief systems.

Alright people. Let me hear your best tips and tricks. Any good books you've read? Fun games? Ways you or your partner(s) create more relaxed, exciting, fun, connected, safe atmosphere? If you'd make a list of three things you've found most important for good sex and physical intimacy in general, what would they be? What makes someone a good intimate partner? What makes a bad intimate partner?

Huh... Good question. It seems like there is me, the one who is writing this, me here now. And there is beliefs and narratives about a me-self, stuff like "a me who doesn't know what is true. A me who might be bullshitting myself. A me who is biased, ignorant, deceptive." This is more like belief/theory/philosophy about a me, rather than... Me. Might be that there isn't really any bias, ignorance or deception here, only seeing, hearing, feeling, sensing... Though there is thoughts about "ignorance/deception", and that thought doesn't feel so good. It doesn't feel good or right to think I am biased, deceptive, avoiding or denying truth or something like that. Far more resonant to think I am innocent, I understandably and rightly look for feeling better. - I just wrote "truth" to the dreamboard. Feelin a bit odd about it, some anxious thoughts. But I'm gonna listen to the emotional guidance now. At least this I know: whatever it is, it's not my fault. I've done nothing wrong. I've tried my best. If truth isn't good, if truth won't co-operate with me and my wellbeing, that's their problem, lol. I won't be settling for anything less than complete and total goodness, love and compassion.

You kinda just feel it. I believe the fundamental priority is wellbeing, at least for me it is. If something someone says to me, any advice, criticism etc. is aligned with wellbeing, you feel it. Sometimes it takes a while to open yourself up to it though. But this kind of criticism/advice is comes with respect and compassion. But also you feel when someone tries to make you think of yourself guilty, unworthy, etc. When you are aligned and clear within yourself about what you want, what is your authentic self, you simply won't 'take it in'. You won't hear anyone or anything that is not aligned with your true wellbeing. This flag comes go mind. I think it's the coolest flag ever, everyone should pay their respects to it. It's a bit misunderstood perhaps, and has certain negative connotations in the polarized political sphere, but I don't care, I love it. For me, it says "fuck anyone or anything that comes between me and my wellbeing." Sure, one could say it's a bit too individual-oriented or even selfish, but I don't give a shit:

@Phil I would like to read many books, such as Conversations with God, ACIM, The Law of One, Abraham-Hicks. Though when they are in front of me, when I read them, I feel doubt, and certain insecurity. I feel like I'm bullshitting myself, by enjoying and being open to these books. I'd like to feel alignment, I'd like to feel truth and inspiration. Though because I don't know if these books are just illusions, intented to keep me from actual truth and peace, I feel unsure and can't really get into it with my being. I've heard so many times, "Oneness is truth, go for absolute truth." Even though all these books talk about Oneness, and it is a very central message of each one of them, there is also aliens, spiritual beings, energies, chakras, crystals, seven densities, ascended masters, father/son/holy spirit, etc. I like how these things sound, I'd like to kinda make-believe and see if they work and make me feel better, if they are true. But this insecurity and doubt is keeping me from it. Why do others say "energies, chakras, crystals, densities, etc. are nonsense, Oneness is only Truth", but others say "Yes, Oneness is truth, but also all kinds of cool stuff." I'd like to just relax a bit and go with the flow. I'd like to go and kinda play with these weird cool things like crystals, chakras, healing energies, channeling, spiritual beings, etc. "But maybe I would just bullshit myself. So I can't really feel good and at peace about it."

Just watched this video: Hubble Deep Field: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hubble_Deep_Field There exists at least 200 billion galaxies in the observable universe. Perhaps even more, even up to 2 000 billion. Each galaxy contains from millions up to billions of stars / star systems. Just now, it occured to me once again with more clarity than ever before. We are not alone in this universe. It is simply a ridiculous idea to even think that we are. Just by looking at that picture, seeing countless galaxies right there, you just feel it. You intuitively just know you are looking at countless species and civilizations. It's like looking at an ant colony, each little ant being a full-on collective of self-aware, intelligent, compassionate beings. Jeez. I hope I will some day meet some of those beings we share this world with. I suspect it is possible. I'm so excited.

Searched "compassion quotes", was not disappointed:

👆👆👆 A whole philosophy on "not enough to handle". Compassion 🙏

I'd like to burst this bubble formation: "I am someone. Maybe a human, I don't know. It seems like there is a me, my mind, my body, and all kinds of other stuff, that chair, that television, this house, other people. Also, I think there is truth. Truth means something, it must be some very important thing. Though I have no idea what it is. Each time I try to figure out what is true or not, what is absolute, undeniable truth everywhere all the time, something I can trust, my mind gets all tangled up in logic and rationalization, and I always come to the same place, I don't know. I don't even know if I know. This makes me feel fear, anxiety and even certain terror. It seems like a paradox, there is no way to get a hold on it. Or maybe there is, I don't know. See what I mean? I DON'T KNOW. OR MAYBE I DO. I DON'T KNOW IF I MAYBE DO. For some reason I think it is super important to know what is truth. Maybe something horrible will happen if I don't. Maybe I can never know, and maybe thus I will always feel anxious." It's hard to put into words what I'm really trying to say, but if someone reading this truly knows truth, surely they must understand what I'm talking about, where I'm coming from and what I'm looking for. I have a slight intuition that this bubble can be burst. There is something yet to be uncovered. Something is to be let go. The context of these questions is to be freed. Maybe... Just maybe. I don't know though. If you are someone who truly, honestly, authentically "knows the truth" or something like that, any help, any advice or pointing could be most helpful. I'm really putting myself in direct light here. I fear what may come, what truth might be, how I might feel. So please be gentle. If you are up to helping me, I'd like to have as clear, as direct and helpful words as possible. I'd like to have something like a walk-through from where I am now to truth. Though I don't really want truth per se, I just think I need to know it in order to feel better. Really what I'm asking for, is: help me to feel at peace. True peace.

@Phil 🙏🙏 Great tips, thanks.

I've been having crazy insights about compassion lately. I guess it could also be called mercy, forgiveness, and well, love. What do you think about compassion? Do you see how key compassion is? I see exactly why this is so central in all these religious and spiritual traditions. This isn't just some "be a good girl/boy" - dogma, this is divinity, and I guess Oneness. This one truly heals, truly changes lifes. Those buddhist monks are not stupid, not stupid at all. If you have some good quotes or something about compassion, post it! I want learn more.

Resonating a lot with your word 🙏🙏 "These nursing babies are like those who enter the kingdom." - Jesus "Happiness is the absence of distance between our self and our feelings." - Rupert Spira We are so innocent 💚 just like babies and flowers. Don't mind us, just reaching for the boob, for the sun. Nothing wrong with that, it's just how it is when you stop resisting.

I'm thinking something like a short guided meditation video / recording, something to listen to every morning to get a daily meditation routine going. A speak-through of the basic body-scan / relaxation for example. Also, I've been looking for kind of this getting into the zone / alignment video. Abraham - Hicks has a pretty good 15 min guided meditation: Something like this would be good. A recording to listen when one wants to really feel good, and connect with 'larger self'. Words of clarity and compassion, allowing, etc.

A few weeks ago I was having a therapy session, where I talked about what I really want to do, what makes me feel on fire. I realized I'd like to create music. I've always wanted to be a creator of music, but I never had the guts to say it aloud or even really bring it up in my mind. I'm afraid that I just can't do it so I've been pushing it away. After the session, I thought to myself "I'd like to try bass guitar. It seems like a cool instrument." Fast forward a few days. We talked about music at work. I told my coworkers I'd like to learn bass. Welp, my coworker had a bass guitar she didn't have use for. How much, I asked. Thirty bucks she said. Deal. Synchronicity hit me like a lighting. Didn't even care if the guitar was playable, I just knew this was alignment. Today I got it right here! It's nothing crazy, just a cheap entry-level instrument. It's playable, nothing is broken, the electrics work. Only problems are that the intonation is all messed up and the frets are ripping my fingers apart, so I gotta do some handy work. It feels good to play bass. You really feel the vibration in your body. It feels kind of earthy, really straight-forward and crisp. Thanks coworker and universe. 30 bucks feels too cheap though. I'll offer a bit more.

Wondering about compassion today. Compassion Guidance of self-love. Compassion always guides, always points north (love). Jeez, didn't know I love myself this much. We are all so, so innocent....

This resonates a lot. 🙏🙏

The dreamboard is your answer. Also, try this: > Open a note-taking app on your phone or find a pen and a piece of paper > Write down whatever thought is kinda bugging you. For example, maybe "I'd like to be a person who creates music but maybe I just too lazy" or something. > Reach for whatever thought that feels better. Write it down under the previous thought. > Again, write down whatever thought feels better. > Again > Again You'll be catching more and more better feeling thoughts if you do this every day or even a couple of times per week. You'll align with who you want to be.

The closest thing I come up with: feeling. Well, me. This body which is writing this word right now. This me who remembers growing up, who remembers spending time with someone yesterday. Nothing. Just nothing. This. I don't know. I don't know. That's a good question! I'm not sure, actually. Perhaps someone who would say "Yes, you're doing good holding them under moonlight. Great job! You're going to feel really good if you keep doing that. Here's a bunch of other ways to easily align with good energies. I'm gonna share all the best secrets with you so everything you want will be yours and you'll be at peace and thriving in life....." 😁

I have heard from many sources that all appearance is energy, appearing vibrationally. I've also heard that understanding energy and vibration is very important for health, alignment, conscious creation and general wellbeing. @Phil says: "The spheres are a vibrational appearance of you." Many sources say "Emotion is energy-in-motion." I have a lot of questions about this: - If emotion and thought is energy appearing vibrationally, why don't I sense any movement like I would if I held my hand over a subwoofer? - If what is called 'vibration' in this regard is not gross movement like sound is movement of particles, then what it is? What is moving between two polarities? Is it like a wave or something? - How can one directly observe and recognize that emotion and thought is in fact vibration? I mean... If thought is energy appearing vibrationally, then it must be that one cannot rationally come to this conclusion, one cannot think and believe energy and vibration... It must be direct awareness, right? If so, where's the movement, where are the waves? - Space and time are also vibrational appearance. So how can this vibration move, if there is no space and time for a vibration to be vibration? - What does science say about this? If we take, let's say solar plexus chakra or emotion called hopefulness, would it be possible to measure it scientifically, objectifically? What is the frequency of hopefulness? How many hertzes? - I've been wearing a crystal around my neck, and holding it under full moon light. I've heard crystals are high vibrational appearances - so is full moon, sun, water, even yesterday's spring equinox, sacred geometry like the metatron's cube, golden ratio, even symbols like Cho Ku Rei, Aum, the Yin-Yang symbol etc. Is it true that these kinds of things really do hold high vibrations, something useful for alignment, health and wellbeing? Or is this just a bunch of useless new-age beliefs?

@BlendingInfinite 🙏

I was just walking outside and felt this kind of collective awareness / energetics of this forum. Almost like telepathic communion or something, though not as crazy as it may sound like. It was very pleasant and uplifting. 💙💙 So happy to be here.

@Faith 🙏

What do you mean by that? I did recieve a PM about this forum. I was not a mod. It was from Ananta / @Faith. Not being a dick, I'm just pointing this out for the sake of openness. 🙂✌️