Faith Posted September 20, 2022 Share Posted September 20, 2022 8 minutes ago, DMT Elf said: Lol ย ย ๐คฎย ย You're a thought. Do you think a thought is going to occupy 'no thought'. The 'changeless' can be realized only when theย ever-changing thought-flow stops. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 20, 2022 Author Share Posted September 20, 2022 11 minutes ago, DMT Elf said: Lol ย If I was ever getting it on with someone who said the things leo is instructing here I would kick them out of bed, regardless of crackers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
James123 Posted September 20, 2022 Share Posted September 20, 2022 26 minutes ago, DMT Elf said: Lol ย This is what enlightenment is ๐๐๐ without any limits, freedom ๐๐๐๐๐ "It is impossible for a man to learn what he thinks he already knows." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 20, 2022 Author Share Posted September 20, 2022 42 minutes ago, DMT Elf said: Really? Now that I've heard it said in Leo's voice, yeah I'd have to lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 20, 2022 Author Share Posted September 20, 2022 2 minutes ago, DMT Elf said: I know! It's horrible! Hearing leo talk about sex actually makes me never want to have sex again...i need to forget I ever watched this Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 20, 2022 Author Share Posted September 20, 2022 @DMT Elf did you see the one where he cries about how beautiful his porn collection is lolย Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 20, 2022 Author Share Posted September 20, 2022 3 minutes ago, DMT Elf said: @Lester Retsel Every time you look into a woman's eyes from now on, you will see Leo staring back at you! Always Leo! From this day, until your last day. That is literally my nightmareย Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 20, 2022 Author Share Posted September 20, 2022 Just now, DMT Elf said: To be fair to him, watching porn on psychedelics is actually pretty epic. I never felt compelled to watch it while tripping.. . Sex on them can be great, but also can be terrifying.ย I actually feel like I'd be grossed out by porn while I was tripping tbh Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 20, 2022 Author Share Posted September 20, 2022 2 minutes ago, DMT Elf said: @Lester Retsel And every time you hear a woman's voice, it will be Leo whispering in your ear. "cum fiend, cum fiend.." over and over again. Actually there's a common thread here, I think this goes back to the early abuse, since he didn't have sex until his late 20s he naturally watched a ton of porn first and so that's how he learned about sex.ย I've thought about how my generation is probably the last to ever have experienced real sex prior to seeing it on the internet, but he definitely isn't in that category even though we're the same age.ย So him crying over it could actually have more to do with his repressed shit than it being so "beautiful"... or not, really I have no idea, I just can't relate to him past a point.ย I feel like if I was having that level of spiritual awakening, jerking off would be the last thing on my mind, but, I guess, if you're nonual and all that there's no difference between your grossest lowest urges and your highest qualities...but still...it seems so trashy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 20, 2022 Author Share Posted September 20, 2022 (edited) 15 minutes ago, DMT Elf said: I have no idea. I was watching porn for three solid years before I ever even kissed a girl.ย ย All I can say is that the appreciation happens at a different level. At least for me it does. But I'm sure it depends wildly on the particular substance and dosage. I'm 37... I saw pictures but not videos onlyย before I was sexually activated..ย For leo I simply don't believe his excuse for one second the he was too busy to "chase girls" before 26.ย I mean, then he wasted tons of time and money for something the average person does naturally and for free.ย And I simply don't believe that any teenage dude has priorities aligned to their "life purpose" that causes them to be indifferent to sex during their sexual prime lol Edited September 20, 2022 by Lester Retsel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 20, 2022 Author Share Posted September 20, 2022 2 minutes ago, DMT Elf said: I don't either. What else was he doing that was so important? My understanding is he had plenty of time for video games lmao guess that was part of his "strategy" and "life purpose" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 20, 2022 Author Share Posted September 20, 2022 @DMT Elf 5 minutes ago, DMT Elf said: I don't either. What else was he doing that was so important? and yeah,, it'd be one thing if he were just honest about that,, but he maintains the excuse to this day... meanwhile he feels free to be PLENTY honest about other gross shit, like his racism... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Adeptus Psychonautica Posted September 21, 2022 Share Posted September 21, 2022 15 hours ago, DMT Elf said: The racism really caught me off guard. I wasn't expecting that at all. ย Whats the racism you are referring to? My YouTube channel -ย Adeptus Psychonautica Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 21, 2022 Author Share Posted September 21, 2022 4 hours ago, Adeptus Psychonautica said: ย Whats the racism you are referring to? Have you kept up with this entire thread?ย It was quoted and linked to a few pages back or so... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 21, 2022 Author Share Posted September 21, 2022 (edited) 4 hours ago, Adeptus Psychonautica said: ย Whats the racism you are referring to? In short he's saying shit like "I prefer to live in an all white neighborhood...having preferences for certain races doesn't make you racist..." It's like, if you're seeking enlightenment or whatever, shouldn't you be always striving to expand your experience and what you know, challenge your own prejudices?ย Am I going to use this as another opportunity to plug my channel?ย You bet yr ass... ย Edited September 21, 2022 by Lester Retsel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 21, 2022 Author Share Posted September 21, 2022 1 hour ago, DMT Elf said: https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/85033-sweden-has-now-higher-crime-rate-than-usa/?page=3 ย It starts about 3 pages into that thread. He said heโd prefer to live in an all white neighborhood, and heโd prefer not to live around too many Jews or too many Hispanics. He went on to talk about how itโs totally normal to have racial preferences. He called it โethnocentrismโ and said itโs wired into the human mind. He went on to call his audience naive for taking issue, and then he went off about how the overly pc liberals are not realistic enough about racism โethnocentrismโ, and how this has justified Trump and MAGA. Yeah, I don't think it's true that race preference is something we come pre wired with...studies show children don't even recognize the difference between races until they are taught to.ย ย And oh yeah, Jesus was the most racist and sexist fictional character ever lol... I remember him talking about how girls will make a million excuses not to fuck you so you gotta just keep bugging them... but also most women are bad at sex anyway... pretty sure he was an antisemite too... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 21, 2022 Author Share Posted September 21, 2022 ย He seems bent on digging himself in deeper... maybe he's trying to become part of the idw, is that still a thing? Maybe he'll transition into being a new ben Shapiro type.ย This shit is fucking crazy. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 21, 2022 Author Share Posted September 21, 2022 I'll let someone else deal with Devin this time Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Faith Posted September 21, 2022 Share Posted September 21, 2022 24 minutes ago, DMT Elf said: Is it weird to anyone else that most of his posts in that thread are edited? ย What's weird is that admins and mods can edit their posts and it doesn't make a record or time stamp of it. It's one of the perks. He must have changed his own setting to now show it. I find THAT weird. ย ย ย You're a thought. Do you think a thought is going to occupy 'no thought'. The 'changeless' can be realized only when theย ever-changing thought-flow stops. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted September 22, 2022 Author Share Posted September 22, 2022 3 minutes ago, DMT Elf said: This is interesting. Leo mentioned being molested in this video. It was slightly unclear whether he was talking about himself or giving a general example, but now we know. Knowing how personal this example is for him gives new context for the emotional anguish he shows here. It's way more raw and real seeming than it was when I first saw it. I'm feeling things for him as I watch this. His pain comes right through the screen.ย timestamp, 1:32:00 roughly... ย I'm sure it does but I'm not gonna watch.ย His face makes me mad. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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