Jonas Long

Or, are they?

I'm noticing feeling exasperated even just following this thread without saying anything. I think it's because I watched my fake dad die in this level of lack of self awareness, deflection, absolute unwillingness to introspect in the slightest. And he fancied himself "spiritual" as well.

Idk how you managed to make this a reply to a post I made 4 months ago, but either way, maybe take it as a reminder to not take things so seriously. That's where everything goes wrong.

Lol no, it's actually not you being targeted. Any time anyone writes Willy Mother F’ing Wonka it shows up as Willy Mother F’ing Wonka. It's a pretty hilarious Easter egg.

No, I'm laughing at "Willy Mother F’ing Wonka"

Willy Mother F’ing Wonka 🤣 It's too good.

I think it would be really interesting and useful for you to read back everything you've written today and understand that it's all been you trying to reach you, but the tiny bit of introspection scares the shit out of you so you go back to projecting immediately. What are you afraid of really?

Its not personal. You are having this reaction because you feel the spiritual ego you are trying to protect being threatened, and the spiritual bypass being noticed and called out. But you are not the spiritual ego, or the spiritual bypass.

I'm not a teacher, I'm just saying things. This is exactly like a case study in projection though.

He's right though. As long as you continue to pretend to be a teacher as a way of doing a spiritual bypass and service your spiritual ego you are going to suffer more and more.

@Joseph Maynor you're throwing me off by editing your posts after I've responded to them. I'm not and never will be a teacher, ever, that's your obsession with insisting on being one again. Again, more of you talking about you. Read everything you've written today and realize you are trying to reach yourself with it all. Scapegoating Phil, scapegoating me. All to avoid your insecurities.

Even more to the point. @Joseph Maynor read what you've been writing here and don't assign any of it to "someone else", not even a little bit.

My message for you is look within. Maybe give therapy a go.

Yeah it's occurring in me in that I'm reading something that is articulating a misunderstanding of whatever "the message" is.