Reena

I achieved some productivity today..

What would you want out of your life? What changes would you like to see in your life? What is the stuff that you are struggling with?

What changes would you like to see in your life?

What would you want out of your life?

What is the stuff that you are struggling with?

I'm feeling better today. If it weren't for this forum. A lot of my time is spent in doing things that I don't need to be doing.

I woke up but with nightmares. It was a bad experience. I recovered though.

This is exciting. https://youtu.be/MGCF2aVN7Z4?si=Rqwxx-mHBui50EbY

@Blessed2 what if you add tomato?

Staying away from drama helps a lot..

Note to myself - never get involved with other people's drama.

The internet has a problem of gang stalkers with a strong memory. It can be depressing.

Yesterday was a stressed day for me. It was April 27 . Morning began with a call with Phil. And after that the rest of the day certain events unfolded with my family and my stress levels rose significantly. Then the gang stalking began.

I feel like I am surrounded by gangstalkers again. Not just on here though. But somewhere else. Gangstalkers are the kind of people that I should avoid in my life.

Barely slept.

The spiritual practices that I use everyday - Meditation Emotion work Lucid dreaming Lsd - I don't do everyday but at least once every few months. guided imagery Journaling my spiritual insights thoughts.

@Phil in how many hours is the first zoom call?

I had some overripe bananas lying around in the kitchen. So I made a banana walnut cake. Yoohoo.

You have been through something I went through. You might want to check out Crappy Childhood Fairy channel on YouTube where she explains the phenomenon of limerence - an excessive attachment to someone who isn't emotionally available. I had developed an attachment to my ex boyfriend who treated me as "unimportant" And he dumped me. I was hurt and felt wounded and impacted very badly. It caused depression and I sort of lost myself. I wanted his validation very badly. I wanted to do everything with him. It felt like everything was Meaningless without him. My emotions were similar to yours and so I can relate to what you went through the guy. However there is one difference. He did not remain friends with me so it was much easier for me to forget him. I suggest you to cut off contact with this guy who you were with. Because he is a source of torment to you. That's not healthy to your mental health. You need to be away from what's hurting you. You have to gradually (it won't happen abruptly) forget him, move on and find someone who has a deep respect and a loving care for your well being. Right now this won't be easy for you but always hang onto hope. I know how you feel and you did a good job opening up about it. Try to get into your regular gear, he should not be a part of your life anymore even mentally, don't let him stay in your mind rent free. Take care of yourself, you are more beautiful than you know.

Reward time Friday, April 26, 2024. I will reward myself 3 gold coins. Tasks finished. - Woke up early morning on time - 1 × 15 minute meditation - 10 minute makeup routine - 10 minute walk and cardio. - made breakfast and tea Dealing with autism is all about good habits Autism exercise today. Check out Ways to reduce irritability in autism. Take an inventory of all the ways you wish to grow in your life. Write it down and stick that to a place where you can see it often and remind yourself of your highest intention for the season. Get rid of background recurring thoughts. Do mindfulness for autism I think mindfulness exercises will help with my autism to redirect my attention and improve focus. Bullet focus. One part of autism is inability to respond to surroundings. I think mindfulness can help with that. I have a mind racing hyperactivity hypereactivity instability issues. Spend time outdoors whenever I'm hyper on thoughts or mind racing. Observations I made about my autism - My mind can suddenly and abruptly go blank. My mind can go racing with 20 Thoughts in 20 separate lanes which is a autistic hyperactivity. My brain can develop Dysregulation and brain fog. I suffer the following symptoms - discombobulation - disorientation - Dysregulation - dissociation I also suffer the following symptoms - - sensory overload - brain zapping due to anxiety - nightmares - mind numbing and mind blank - brain fog and sleepwalking, dissociation - freeze response - autistic hyperactivity - mind racing - anger issues, irritability, agitation and aggression - sleep paralysis once a year Reward time - 12 pm Friday, April 26, 2024. I will reward myself 3 gold coins. Tasks finished - I had some overripe bananas lying around in the kitchen. So I made a banana walnut cake. Yoohoo. Qualities of mentally strong people- - Enjoying your own company - not fearing alone time - being tenacious and the ability to not give up after failure - learning from other people's success - embracing mistakes - getting rid of insecurities - acknowledging one's flaws - The ability to be honest - setting healthy boundaries - being vulnerable and open about one's insecurities - positive self talk - they are ready to learn new skills - they are open minded - they are curious - they are ready to understand new perspectives - they stay away from drama - they remain calm in difficult situations - they don't quit - they are not shy to ask for help - they surround themselves with supportive people Missed reward time. Friday, April 26, 2024. Reward time - 3 pm. Tasks finished. Read Bible one page. Listened to music. Harvested strawberries and apples on the farm and earned $10.

This is a good website for daily horoscope as per zodiac sign. https://www.dailyom.com/horoscopes/pisces/04-26-2024/ https://www.ganeshaspeaks.com/horoscopes/monthly-horoscope/pisces/

The last tarot reeading is pretty accurate. I do see some sort of a change in my attitude. Also a more final sense of identity. I'm not sure about the personal quest part though. https://www.dailyom.com/horoscopes/pisces/04-26-2024/ ByDailyOM Astrology Last Updated: April 26, 2024 The true nature of your talents and skills may become apparent to you today, causing you to feel substantially proud of yourself. You may feel driven to make the most of your newfound confidence by asking a loved one or peer to critique a creative project, taking on more responsibility, or diving enthusiastically into a new discipline. Your feelings of competence can also energize you and help you learn to trust the guidance you receive from your intuitive mind. Consider that this may be an auspicious time to seek out new opportunities in your workplace and in your personal life. The self-assurance you enjoy today can help you discover your potential, thus compelling you to pursue a course of success that is unlike any you've imagined yet will prove most rewarding. It is when we feel competent that we are most apt to act decisively and successfully articulate our many talents. Fear and well-established insecurities can interfere with our ability to take advantage of rewarding opportunities that present themselves in our personal or professional lives. Courting feelings of confidence by taking on added responsibilities or immersing ourselves in creative endeavors allows us to reassure ourselves of our talents while expressing ourselves through work and play. With self-assurance comes boldness and the courage to pursue ever larger and more complex ambitions until we have become the successful person we have dreamed of being. Since you feel capable of almost anything today, you will gravitate toward goals that will challenge you and enrich your life. https://www.ganeshaspeaks.com/horoscopes/monthly-horoscope/pisces/ Pisces Monthly Horoscope This Month Apr 2024 As the month begins, Saturn may demand you to work for extended hours to cover up your acquired commitments. Also, emotions are often more volatile. If you are in business, the pace of progress is likely to slow down in this phase. Gradually, Jupiter may bring clarity and you may now have the wisdom to implement your financial planning more efficiently. Venus will bring positivity and optimism in your love life. Mercury will not be so advantageous for your studies and this will make your somewhat lazy. As the month advances, Jupiter will help you to think about development and put in action a long-conceived plan for achieving higher growth. Mercury is not very suitable for taking any important decisions related to investments around the mid of this month. Saturn will require patience as disruptions in your relationship due to ego will be quite possible during this period. Saturn presents a rather not so comfortable health proposition. So take better care and go for preventive measures. The latter half k seems good for your career advancement. However, Saturn will require more hard work and systematic planning for the desired success of your work. If you are in business, this can be a good time to coordinate your efforts and direct it towards accomplishments of your pending projects. Venus will support you hence it is the time to take decisive steps to take your relationship to the next level of harmony and joy. However, your wavering mind may become financially harmful and lead to economic losses so it is necessary to be careful. Also, you need to guard your relationship against outside interference around the month end. Mercury will make you receptive and you will find learning much more interesting and easier. North Node indicates a possibility of some minor injury hence need to take adequate precaution and do not do things in a jiffy.

What would you do on a date?