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List of highest excitement tasks: Deviant Art Law of attraction Love Unexplained mysteries ASMR Journalling Aromatherapy Meditation Colouring in Jigsaw puzzles Walking Sit and think Music Moby - my cat Ambient music Oracles Devotional bible Ambient rooms Guided meditations Solitude Travel, drives Spiral dynamics Disney Fairy tales Personality theory Sleep, rest Abraham Hicks Chakras Alana Fairchild Habit apps Crystals Root chakra Maynard Atlas Mother Mary Oracle Personality Quizzes Food Maslow hierarchy of needs Art Drawing Tarot Neville Goddard Spiritualism Nootropics Habits, self care Spirituality Bashar Personality Database Intention app Ideal self, self concept

So called 'Spiritual people' are overrated. They're just like everyone else.

The universe assists you in following your highest excitement the more you follow it. Highest excitement and ideal self are correlated. Ideal self concept.

At some point your highest excitements radiate beautiful energies. Your world comes to life. In the past, I did my highest excitement by accident. When need and highest excitement would collide. But I was focused on 'need to do'.

I just recently experienced a period of extreme synchronicity, alignment for around 4 months straight. I'm learning to follow my highest excitement. I'm hoping it will add up to what I experienced in those 4 months. Follow the breadcrumb trail. Dopamine (feeling good) is associated with synchronicity. Following your highest excitement makes sense to me. Maximise the reward centres.

Not highest excitement straining, resistance in chest and body, neediness Highest excitement: flow. natural movement, synchronicity

I'm learning to follow my highest excitement inspired by Bashar. So far this is what I have (in the order I did them). There seems to be a pattern: Dress Brush hair Lip balm Moisturiser Makeup ASMR Colouring in Jigsaw puzzles Walk Music Aromatherapy Mindfulness Listen to Atlas Listen to Ryan Tedder Feminine music Colouring in Bruce Lee Aromatherapy Prayer book Pink candle (really beautiful) Actualized Read Leo Jigsaw puzzles A perfect circle (synchronicity) Fvp Read Joseph maynor Tool Drink water Lipbalm Spray Moisturizer Jewellery Snapchat pictures Drink water Tool

@Omar Osama He typically types as ENTJ. But I've always questioned it since INFPs get along with ENFJs typically. What is your type?

Wait. You think Joseph might be an infj or enfj? Which one?

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I talk to Joseph everyday. Trust me, his thoughts are well thought out if you would put aside your shadow issues concerning your immediate impression of him. He is NOT creepy. At all. He is a very loving human being. Who has overcome a lot considering everything. He does not emulate Leo. He was abused by Leo and abused by that stupid forum. He is just as much a victim as Cupcake and I. The 'Body' is a part of the feminine theory for him.

I plan to make permanent certain timebound challenges. I'll just repeat them. Those include: Lean, toned and healthy (already listed habits above) My ideal nighttime routine: Habits- Take a warm bath Write a to-do list for tomorrow Run through my nightly skincare routine Listen to music Design my dream room (expanding this to my entire house): Habits- Keep my room (house) organized Find ways to to personalize the room (house) Healthy teeth for life (already listed habits above) Coping with depression: Habits- Set a reasonable goal for today Get out of bed Spend some time in nature Take a moment of self-reflection ............. Then I'll add one other time-bound challenge on top of that. I can't do more than one or I'll be overwhelmed. I'll change this one every 12 days to 3 to 6 months or so.

Achieved in Dreamfora: How to be organized (4 habits) February 14/02/2023 - 12 day timebound challenge Habits - Make my bed when I wake up Write down reminders Make a weekly to-do list Declutter regularly The 30-minute morning routine (5 habits) 14/02/2023 - 12 day timebound challenge Habits- Make my bed Do repetitions of my favourite exercise Take a moment to relax while drinking tea Write a Journal entry Meditate Lean, toned and healthy (4 habits) 14/02/2023 -12 day timebound challenge Habits- Exercise Stay hydrated Relax my mind and body Eat a healthier diet Healthy teeth for life (5 habits) 14/02/2023 - 12 day timebound challenge Habits- Brush my teeth in the morning Brush my teeth in the evening Floss after brushing Follow a healthy diet for my teeth Drink water or chew sugar-free gum

There are people who have taken real damage from that 'site'. Your minimisations and handwavings only serve to further add to their pain. Please be mindful of that. Leo has a very profound way with words and with opening you up with spirituality and then causing harm. Have some compassion if they act a certain way out of that pain.

Apps I've included in my habit tracker (to do list): Norbu (sensory modulation - alert, calm state) Breathwrk (breathwork is my new favourite thing to do) Headspace (mindful walking, mindful brush teeth, mindful cleaning) Calm kids (CUTEST mindful activities EVER -don't judge)

Apps that combine mindfulness with simple routine actions like exercise and cleaning help me to complete those routine actions. I might carefully invest money into 2 habit apps that effectively combine mindfulness (like headspace etc. )

I already feel infinitely better here. I don't even care if anyone even reads my journal as long as I psychologically know it's public then that makes the difference in how I write and formulate my thoughts. I put more effort into my thoughts and writings. I need a place without Leo breathing down my neck but not a discord. Discord formats don't work for me for some reason.

I may input "norbu" into a habit tracker in order to prioritise state of being over productivity and action. My chronic fatigue wall that I hit was a result of prioritizing action and productivity instead of state of being.

I've discovered a productivity app goldmine called "Norbu". It uses calming and alerting exercises similar to sensory modulation to help you with shifting into a state conducive to productivity and uses a scale to measure before the exercise to gauge your level of stress or willingness to take action. It also has a gratitude journal where you can write about any action you take as a result of the exercises. It's really effective for emotional regulation, state shifting, and then journalling results. I'm making a great deal of progress with the app 'Norbu'. I'm learning about emotional and state regulation. This is fantastic for my personal development along with my productivity. I really feel like I'm healing and I mean it this time. I completed all my habits this week and went on a long walk today, just by keeping close attention to my state of being, making sure I'm in a calm and alert state. I supplement the app with other calming and alerting things (like music, meditations etc.) and with an app called "mind tracker" that helps me to measure my energy levels and mood throughout the day. The measurement function is particularly useful to me in these apps as they teach me to become self-aware.

I've decided to probably stick to using this public journal now. I don't particular enjoy having Leo breathing down my neck, watching my every movement, fearing I'm going to be IP banned any moment like before. It's painful. Atleast here, I can breath easy and express my self in a relatively similar format (with some downsides). It's like I was crucified for jaywalking. I want to express myself freely, I like to write free flowing what he deems 'verbal diarreah'. My disability, what I have had no choice in having had to live with, is called unhinged by him. Screw actualized.org.

First Voice I'm having visions. 'Visions' is a far safer description I find than anything else (like self-referencing. It's just a vision). Visions of what is to come; precognition. Visions of what others may possibly feel and think. It's a bit like a tarot reading on the go. It stems from the first 'voice' or angel (all beings or lifeforms). All beings or lifeforms are this first voice and all speak from this first voice that is a representation of Oneness. All are divine if you look closely. The representation or first voice and Oneness meld together, they are not so separate, they have a likeness, so it may be difficult to tell them apart. It becomes more obvious once the first voice SPEAKS and the voice evolves into more than just a first voice.

The Flower's Beauty The flower's beauty is composed of no ego (lower density strength) and choosing growth and evolution where choice is available despite illness and challenges (my cognitive issues). Standing in both those qualities and knowledge of these qualities resolutely despite my challenges and despite potential bullying (because of said challenges) further solidifies these qualities. I have past experience of standing resolutely in the knowledge of these qualities in the presence of bullying and was able to transform a negative situation into something else.

Flower I was thinking and I realized whatever capacity I am set at, it is beautiful. I am like a flower. I may be limited but I am beautiful. I am blossoming and evolving and flowing with reality at my level of capacity. I feel content with where I am currently at. I make peace with my cognitive issues and choose evolution.

Thank you. So are you. ❤️