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Medication decreases God and Love. Therefore closing the door. I experienced my 5th peak state/psychosis recently. Short lived because I took medication asap and throughout and closed the door as soon as possible. It was traumatic. I'm experiencing electric shocks from objects and from sitting and sleeping. To repair the dynamic you need to focus on the original principal of God and Love. Up God and Love to work through the relationship dynamic. Open the door further to fix the dynamic. Closing the door also repairs the dynamic. It's about balance.

No God and Love = close door No love, meditation No chakra work No dresses No Makeup No soft heart (asmr) Detransform. Cinderella (Be as unnattractive as possible) It will take a few days. Faded is enough. They became stronger when I practiced Love. It's okay to read the words and stand outs and synchronicities. It's lack of God and Love that makes them fade not lack of looking for them.

I'm not averse to playfulness but at my core that's what I stand for. Playing with Gods and the ascended. Playing with the dream within God and Love. But God and Love reigns supreme.

It's not Law of attraction, it's God and Love. Do I even want miracles? Do I even want life? Do I even want power? I just want God and Love. Even if it means death.

Were they awake when I was asleep? Yes.

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Have your fun but remember love and that it's a dream. Explore, have fun, resonate with darkness, sow stories but remember love and that it's just a dream. Don't be afraid of the pain, supernatural or the stupor (possession). It's okay to take a break. Transform it all with love.

God or higher beings started speaking to me, encouraging me to meditate and set myself free. I started meditating hardcore and the possession stopped. Any affects of the spirit will either be turned into something good or disappear entirely. Power of love.

They did something to me to my perception. Possession? I feel dizzy like I'm taking a backseat. Or something. Idk. The closer i am to the spirits the more I go into peak state/psychosis. I know that. The medication is fighting it off. Theyre inside my body. Inside my mind. Possession. They want to be inside me. Closer. Close to me.

@Reena Happy Birthday Reena! Blessings.

The doors open through union and absorption. Extreme separation has a strong impact on union. There is a feeling of entrancement, absorption, suction to union. The feeling of absorption gets worse over time, smashing opening the doors.

Fundamentally, harmful angry spirits have a lack of love. They seek love at their core deep down at their core if you catch it early on enough, before the momentum strikes. Like all beings they seek connection, love, belonging and significance. If the momentum is too strong then you won't be able to tell at all, their harmful nature will cover it up entirely. They are very good at covering it up. They'll share their heart with the right person.

I remember calling the feminine spirits "Love" and the masculine spirits "God" last peak state because I like those words to describe the energies they embody. The masculine: power, aristocracy, confidence, might, beauty, lust. The feminine: a pure heart, giving, empathy, unconditional love, stillness, depth, flow. The masculine spirits have threatened me recently with "dead" and "poison" if I don't connect with them and I don't doubt them. They can be very forceful and dominating (they are "Lucifer" after all). There is a momentum to their threats. I will actually start to taste poison in foods if I don't listen to the masculine spirits.

I would say the spirits of unconditional love, stillness, flow and depth are the feminine and the desirous, comforting, 'angry' spirits are the masculine. I don't wish to discount either polarity. They both have their time and place. To put the masculine spirits (what I referred to as "Lucifer") in the shadow is a big mistake. To ignore it or prioritize the feminine is a mistake. To ignore the feminine is not good either. It's about balance.

There are spirits of unconditional love and deep deep stillness, especially in the trees and nature, that don't have that element of bondage and neediness and desire that the other spirits have. I feel extremely drawn to the spirits of unconditional love and stillness. They seem to have a deeper nature. It angers the other spirits I think. I need to look into this further. I think I have some old notes on this subject.