Rose Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 If I am the universe.. why the fuck am I doing all this.. why did I create this “me” who thinks it’s this separate self.. what am I as a universe trying to achieve with this? Am I just bored as a universe? Is this just to entertain myself? What is my end goal here? What is my end goal as a separate self?? Let’s say I realize I am the universe… then what?.. Is this realization there just to release “me” of all the anxiety? What does this universe person 😅 want to do? Is it learning through this “ME”? Collecting data through me? Is it just a ML model training itself….. Am I going to get to the next level as a universe once all my separate selves reunite? Am I feeling lonely as a universe so I am just playing? Please explain to me in as simple language as possible because I am going crazy.. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WhiteOwl Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 3 minutes ago, Rose said: what am I as a universe trying to achieve with this? Pure fun and enjoyment. There is no end goal. 5 minutes ago, Rose said: What does this universe person 😅 want to do? Yes what? your guidance might be telling you that you focus on misaligned "things" follow your guidance and it will all make sense 7 minutes ago, Rose said: because I am going crazy.. You are not going crazy. This is a thought, and its probably not aligned in creating what you want, and you feel that. What do you want to create and experience if everything was possible? Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rose Posted April 28 Author Share Posted April 28 3 minutes ago, WhiteOwl said: Pure fun and enjoyment. There is no end goal Why am I creating wars then? Do I have some kind of bipolar disorder as a universe? Why am I killing people and having their lives be so short? Why does every old person seem to be miserable at the end of their lives? Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rose Posted April 28 Author Share Posted April 28 5 minutes ago, WhiteOwl said: What do you want to create and experience if everything was possible? What I was experiencing when I was little - no sense of time, being completely immersed in playing with my friends or in whatever I was doing Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WhiteOwl Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 Just now, Rose said: Why am I creating wars then? Why are you creating what you are creating now? Not following or understanding the guidance. 3 minutes ago, Rose said: Why does every old person seem to be miserable at the end of their lives? They don't.. Maybe "old persons"believing a lot of crap do. 3 minutes ago, Rose said: being completely immersed in playing with my friends or in whatever I was doing Sounds great. And why are you not fully immersed when you are with your friends or doing what you are doing now? Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reborn2 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 No, right now you are Rose. So just live out the rest of your life to the best of your ability and enjoy it. Do good for yourself and for others in equal measure, try to minimize your suffering and suffering of others. Contribute to society in some way. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rose Posted April 28 Author Share Posted April 28 1 minute ago, WhiteOwl said: Sounds great. And why are you not fully immersed when you are with your friends or doing what you are doing now? Because I have a sense of time now, a sense of being hungry.. I need to feed my body myself now so it doesn’t die, I need to live in a house so my body doesn’t get murdered All this is creating anxiety Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WhiteOwl Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 2 minutes ago, Rose said: All this is creating anxiety Eating food gives you anxiety? Living in a house gives you anxiety? Thinking about getting murdered might give you "anxiety". Thinking about getting hit by a car as well, or falling down the stairs, or.. or... how does that focus feel though? What is source telling you Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WhiteOwl Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 @RoseAnd also, you don't think thoughts. You attract them with your focus. So focusing on certain thoughts will continue to give you more of that. LoA .. Thats why if you have a "negative" momentum the best thing to do is meditate, go for a fun / fast walk etc. Anything to get focus away from thoughts as the momentum is misaligned. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blessed2 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 17 minutes ago, Rose said: why did I create this “me” who thinks it’s this separate self.. what am I as a universe trying to achieve with this? You didn't. It's just a mistaken belief. An assumption that is overlooked. I like to think that this dream of a me, us and a universe is like a little sidestep in not two infinity. The smallest of the smallest "part" of the mind of God (you) kind of forgets, sidesteps, overlooks itself. And gets sidetracked into this dream of samsara. That sidestep is corrected instantly the moment it happens, but for "us" it seems like it's still going on because for us there seems to be time. Quote Mention I am the playful and ever-present Source, joyfully embracing every thought and emotion as part of my perfect, unfolding co-creative dream. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rose Posted April 28 Author Share Posted April 28 3 minutes ago, WhiteOwl said: What is source telling you It’s telling that I was little I used to enjoy “playing” about going to work, having a family, making pretend dinner I think it all boils down to that I hate my work.. especially endless years of studying something that I hate feels misaligned and forced Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WhiteOwl Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 5 minutes ago, Rose said: It’s telling that I was little I used to enjoy “playing” about going to work, having a family, making pretend dinner This is the misunderstanding. These are thoughts. How the thoughts feel is the guidance. Focus on feeling, not thoughts. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rose Posted April 28 Author Share Posted April 28 10 minutes ago, Blessed2 said: The smallest of the smallest "part" of the mind of God (you) kind of forgets, sidesteps, overlooks itself. And gets sidetracked into this dream of samsara. That sidestep is corrected instantly the moment it happens, but for "us" it seems like it's still going on because for us there seems to be time. So it’s like some kind of little frizz that happens for a quick glimpse.. are “us” that small frizz? How do you know that it corrects itself? Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WhiteOwl Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 9 minutes ago, Rose said: I think it all boils down to that I hate my work.. especially endless years of studying something that I hate feels misaligned and forced What job do you want to do? Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Blessed2 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 6 minutes ago, Rose said: So it’s like some kind of little frizz that happens for a quick glimpse.. are “us” that small frizz? "Us" as in these characters, yeah. 7 minutes ago, Rose said: How do you know that it corrects itself? I don't know, I just like to think that way. 😂 Cause it never really happened. It's an assumption, and it will eventually be seen for what it is. Quote Mention I am the playful and ever-present Source, joyfully embracing every thought and emotion as part of my perfect, unfolding co-creative dream. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blessed2 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 Made a visual representation of how I see it: Quote Mention I am the playful and ever-present Source, joyfully embracing every thought and emotion as part of my perfect, unfolding co-creative dream. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rose Posted April 28 Author Share Posted April 28 (edited) 35 minutes ago, Blessed2 said: Made a visual representation of how I see it: lol 😂 So basically we are just an accidental frizz that got confused and lost in an infinitesimal moment.. and what a frizz does is basically irrelevant because it’s just frizz Edited April 28 by Rose Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blessed2 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 (edited) 30 minutes ago, Rose said: So basically we are just an accidental frizz that got confused and lost in an infinitesimal moment.. and what a frizz does is basically irrelevant because it’s just frizz Yeah, that's how I see it. https://acim.org/acim/chapter-2/the-origins-of-separation/en/s/61 Also Genesis and Parable of the Prodigal Son from the bible might make more sense from this perspective. Edited April 28 by Blessed2 Quote Mention I am the playful and ever-present Source, joyfully embracing every thought and emotion as part of my perfect, unfolding co-creative dream. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 3 hours ago, Rose said: Please explain to me in as simple language as possible because I am going crazy.. 👍🏼 Stage blue anthropomorphizing. Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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