WhiteOwl

Hey wonderful people. I want to apologize for all my misbehaving on the forum throughout my time here. Lots of whining and stingy comments, etc etc etc. Im learning along the way and its not always pretty. Thanks for the support always, this is a really awesome place. I will be making a new user with potentially a little more transparency to my own life, where i will also be a little more cautious what i share and maybe think stuff through more before posting etc. I think that could add to the way i use this forum. White Owl's out🦉

If you want to cry, Dumbo, The Hunchback of Notre Dame, The Lion King. Mulan also does it

Was almost writing that earlier. Any Disney movie will do

Whats sad? Feel it! Watch the transmutation and don’t belive thought. You lived a whole life before starting this, its challenging but the reward will come.

Changing the perspective to emptying, exactly what i want is perfect. 🔑

Does that then prevent the emptying then?

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Hahaha 💚 Its funny in here sometimes

Thats funny. It really does seem like you give a flying ass with the countless threads and arguing. Thats great you have found truth, now what? Is this the most valuable thing you want to do when you don't give a flying fuck about anyone else? I hope and think that some of the other people here do actually give a flying fuck about people and there wellbeing and thats why they are sharing the message. At least right.. 💚

@JaneWhy are you constantly talking about "solipsism"? Are you trying to improve the lives of others because you are living your own life so much to the fullest that you have a lot to give and share? Or what is it really about? You won't convince anyone here, you did your best, nothing new will ever come from it. You know the other solipsist forum exist right? (with all its delicious corresponding suffering).

Thats one way of describing it. Another would be to say that mushrooms / psychedelics amplify/intensify what is already vibrationally active, so emotions that were unconscious become "visible" to feel fully and in that let go. Once all the crap thats being carried around is felt fully, there doesn't seem to be any "spiritual maintenance", other than of course focusing on what you want in life. Nice, can really relate. Had a similar experience during last mushroom trip. My body was taken over (willingly) while my hands were shaking and legs drumming in a way i couldn't have done myself. So crazy and beautiful. Big emotional release in the end of that also

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Very much agree. Psychedelics are useful for working through trauma (if you actually do the work), but people seem to easily fall into delusions of grandeur if they are not careful. Psychedelics don't do anything that can't be done without but can assist greatly if done rightly.

This is why i don't believe it all should be taken any bit seriously anymore. Like when he got shot in the ear.. There is meant to be chaos, and there is no point fighting it. Its all ridiculous. Funny though...

This apparent experience.. with all of you.. sometimes the thought is like, how pathetic i'm just sitting here on a forum, and you are all equally sad for being here with me. But then again, that this actually exists.. from nothing.. the whole delicacy and just straight out impossibleness.. Gotta bow down to it all.. who the fuck could imagine this and how?? This is toooo good...