WhiteOwl

Thats true actually. I will try it out then also! Clever thinking 😅

@Mandyit put me off that you cant just blend whole celery But have to juice them, as i only have a blender.

Such meaningful weekend. Profound and incredible. Sweet people, great challenge playing and just feel so blessed with that experience. Good job universe. My vibration is always in correlation to what is focused upon. I feel anger and jealousy when thinking that they are good match. I feel unworthiness with the thought of them having a great time together. I feel anger and revenge with thought that she doesn't want the best for me, or just generally thinking that she doesn't mean good. I feel blame also. how certain thoughts feel... nothing to blame her for, or him. If it was even possible. feeling blame and anger makes me feel worry also. Thinking i am separate and that i have to think certain thoughts and not others make me feel worry. Feeling worry and all these emotions make me feel doubt. Expectations and false conclusions sometimes make me feel disappointment. Feeling worry and doubt makes me feel overwhelment. I feel frustration and impatience with thoughts that an i should be thinking different thoughts. I feel pessimism sometimes when "negative" perspectives are focused upon. I sometimes feel boredom. I feel contentment. Understanding how it fits together makes me feel contentment. Its just how thoughts feel. Its not about her or them or anyone else. I feel hopefulness. These last experiences has been so meaningful and the synchronicyties relative to thoughts has been breathtaking. I feel positive expectations for my music. That was a very delightful experience and gave much hope and courage on the endeavour. I believe that she likes me, obviously, and that she means well. I believe i am worthy no matter what happens. I like her, and i would like to have fun and openness with her. Thats what feels good. Some flirting. No matter what happens. I feel enthusiasm for creating and experiencing what i desire. I feel enthusiasm for music and for connecting and having fun. I feel enthusiasm for flirting, thats kind of fun. I feel passion for being alive being a creator. I feel love and gratitude for all the experiences and everything that has happened. Just incredible. I have to go outside now. Too hyped

What job do you want to do?

This is the misunderstanding. These are thoughts. How the thoughts feel is the guidance. Focus on feeling, not thoughts.

@RoseAnd also, you don't think thoughts. You attract them with your focus. So focusing on certain thoughts will continue to give you more of that. LoA .. Thats why if you have a "negative" momentum the best thing to do is meditate, go for a fun / fast walk etc. Anything to get focus away from thoughts as the momentum is misaligned.

Eating food gives you anxiety? Living in a house gives you anxiety? Thinking about getting murdered might give you "anxiety". Thinking about getting hit by a car as well, or falling down the stairs, or.. or... how does that focus feel though? What is source telling you

Why are you creating what you are creating now? Not following or understanding the guidance. They don't.. Maybe "old persons"believing a lot of crap do. Sounds great. And why are you not fully immersed when you are with your friends or doing what you are doing now?

Pure fun and enjoyment. There is no end goal. Yes what? your guidance might be telling you that you focus on misaligned "things" follow your guidance and it will all make sense You are not going crazy. This is a thought, and its probably not aligned in creating what you want, and you feel that. What do you want to create and experience if everything was possible?

Everything really is a vibrating appearance. How amazing is that. Nothing to be afraid of. Lets just have as much fun and enjoyment as possible.

allowing lots of hidden guilt. "I have to be perfect". Feeling guilt in thighs and ass. Almost feels good when allowed. COME COME. All these thoughts (Which is one thought) of her and them and bla bla. Its just the limited mind, and not even. It does nothing. Sitting at a cafe smiling and laughing. I have to meet with the people i will play with tonight. I feel almost too excited and happy. Feeling emotions is a fucking superpower. And this gig.. going somewhere new, meeting new people, playing nice music. Thats what i am going for. Feels amazing to try it. Going to taste of more. Feeling fucking blessed right now jesus christ

Thought:" I am not sure how she feels" Feeling the guidance of doubt, worry. The idea that "I" knows how someone feels make me feel doubt. Could be because there is no-one there who feels a certain way. Thoughts of "others" feels like worry. Thoughts that i know or don't know something makes me feel doubt.

Feeling decides what happens in the movie? Which is not separate from the movie

There is the belief that feeling "negative" emotion is manifesting unwanted things. Which is kind of the case? Feels very discordant though.

What i really want is to feel good. That would be the reason for any desire. All thoughts about the desire currently making me feel discouragement, worry, doubt, frustration. Its not fucking worth anything. Suffering for no reason. Why is it so hard to stop it apparently? LET GO AND LET GOD LET GO AND LET GOD