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I'm refering to the lack of job satisfaction and debts, you've shared that in some other topic but apparently you feel better about it now. I remember it cause your nickname is so memorable

You are just needlesly playing with your body's chemistry, in my opinion. There is nothing really wrong with porn, porn is just an audiovisual medium, that's all, it cannot create anything in your body/mind that wasn't already there to begin with. Coffee can give you some trouble under certain circumstances and in certain ammounts due to coffeine but those problems are mostly not severe. Kratom, idk, just seems unnecessary and can cause side effects/various sympthoms in the future, you might not be aware of it yet it can still negatively impact your health Yeah sobriety doesn't have a fixed definition, but in general the healthiest way to go about life is to just listen to science, stick to basics and just not put any unnecessary shit in the body. I love when some people use that as an excuse btw, oh yeah you cannot REALLY define sobriety so why not just mess with my body however I want to, well, good luck with that LOL And yeah, in regards to your other problem as well, I think you may want to start here, honestly

Do you get some additional form of a fixed salary or is it completely commission-based? And how long you've been working there? If you've just started to work recently and you can only earn money throught commissions then yeah, you are probably in over your head and you should quit and find an easier but still decently paid job. If you've already been working there for longer and you have a certain confidence in yourself that, in spite of you hating that job, you can make a certain garantueed income each month, then I'd say keep that job for some time, perhaps you'll eventually change your mind or you'll find something better. But the most important thing is to get rid of that debt, you probably already know how, you know - start regurarly putting money each month towards paying off your debts from the smallest to the largest and lowering your living standards until they're paid off, that kind of thing. I would also reflect fairly long as to why you got yourself into those debts in the first place. Was it trully necessary or usefull, or smart to take those loans? If not, then learn those lessons. I would also recommend being a monk with a roof over your head, bed to sleep in and all that funny stuff, instead of being a homeless monk. I don't know, just a suggestion.

I experience something similiar, not regurarly but during certain periods of time. You just have to ignore them. I don't know of anything else that could help No, it could be something else as well Better not play psychologist

But they're damn strong, that's for sure. No problem ripping any human to shreds if they anger them

Inteligence beats brute strength 9/10, which is why humans are on the top of the food chain and not gorrillas.

Just smell really really badly, like shit level badly. That'll be enough

It is true and also not true at the same time. Things are more complicated than that, there are a lot of things you do not have control over and you absolutely are and could be a victim of, and in fact free will itself is a questionable concept. I no longer stay by what I've said to her or whoever it is, in this instance, especially not in this particuliar context.

Happy New Year to everyone!

Hello people, I write this from the second account because my first account is currently inaccessible and this will be the only and last comment I'll leave here before I leave this site for good. Firstly, I want to apologize to anyone who might have felt humiliated or in upset in any way, shape or form by my comments, and I'd like to make amends with them if possible. I don't like the way I have been reacting to people here lately and the fact is, I could have said it in a different way, and in fact I could have just ignored this whole thing and it wouldn't have even started. So, albeit I also feel like my position wasn't completely unjustified in some sense, I also went way too overboard with some comments in the past month because I was triggered inside by something. So again, I want to apologize and if there is any way I can make up for this whole situation in a reasonable manner, let me know. Otherwise, I am just going to leave this site because what I found out is that my personality doesn't match up very well with the personalities of this website, or websites of this nature in general. So it's going to be better for everyone else here if I just leave. What I wouldn't like to do though, is to leave with a sense of guilt in myself, knowing that I could have done something to make this situation less uncomfortable for everyone but I haven't. @Proserpina I appreciate your offer, but I really think it would be best if I just leave. I don't think I fit into this enviroment with my worldviews and my way of life and style of communication. There are also some people hanging around here with mental health issues, and I just don't want to seem unempathetic towards them anymore. @Proserpina Well, the fact is, I don't really understand seriously mentally ill people and I've been acting like an absolute fool this entire time. Just that reason alone is enough for me to leave. I can only understand people with asperghers to some degree, because that's what I have. @Jonas Long It is and it's not at the same time, it depends on how individual people view it @Reena I want you to feel comfortable and loved in this place. Not a peep from me anymore