Phil

“This guy” 😂

👊🏼 Mushrooms are great. Psychedelics are great. They’re also pretty powerful and can blow through subtleties. ‘They’ also don’t actually exist. 🙂 We aren’t nothing - we aren’t at all. There is no we. That little nuance, that little thought, maybe was blown through. Awesome, all for it, but yet can ‘come back around’ to be aligned. No one has an ego to write these sentences… this is thoughts arising, about there being a doer / doers, egos, writers and sentences. This is literally appearance. “Writing itself” if you will. There’s no “ultimately”, nor is there “time”. “That’s” THIS. (Nothing, you ♥️). I’m not talking to you, nor am I talking to myself - I’m not talking. Period. There’s no “talker”, there nobody “here” lol. Subtle nuances like this as well. There’s no you which has pain. Nothing (you) is being the whole show, and therein pain (sensation) as well. There’s nobody that remembers, nobody that has sentences, nobody here to believe or be believed, no ego which never leaves. This subtle nuances stand to be de-contextualized as arising context which imply there is something. Namely some thing which isn’t This, or the present / The Present. 🎁 * Onlookers… which there aren’t, do your research and be responsible for set, setting & dose or you’ll very much wish you did.

@Isagi Yoichi Then of course, boredom. Boredom is indeed quite boring, like peace… but peace which is without frustration & pessimism. So if thoughts arise as boredom is considered, and frustration and or pessimism is felt… express (share here if you like, it’s encouraged) those thoughts. Let em out. Empty the barrels! Burn this whole place down brother.

@Isagi Yoichi Thoughts might arise… and pessimism may be felt. Do the same. Allow pessimism to be fully felt. Feel free to share whatever those thoughts are. Doesn’t matter if it’d otherwise be labelled as bitching, complaining, venting, etc. It’s encouraged. How thoughts & interpretations feel has nothing to do with what anyone else thinks about it. One aspect is it’s about expression, letting it out.

@Isagi Yoichi Relax & feel it. Fully feel into the frustration. Let it be ‘heard’ (fully felt). Be deeply aware of it, via feeling… until it isn’t there anymore. It will dissipate, disolve, and literally vanish / disappear. It’ll likely take less than a minute.

@Isagi Yoichi Frustration?

Nice. That’s about as convoluted as possible. I couldn’t make heads or tails of that either. Now, what would that there is only Self ‘look’ like? Are there toxic individuals, manipulators, chronic liars, narcissists, enegery drainers and drama seekers? If yes, who knows this? If no - why might it seem like there is?

@Mandy Any anger experienced about studying?

@Isagi Yoichi There any experience of discouragement from studying? It might not be acknowledge, idk. It’s kind of what the threads about in a way. Without the selves & the forcing. Maybe you’re experiencing discouragement and it’s obscured by those thoughts.

Expression wise as in emptying… awesome. Is it getting out of your own way? Not quite yet. The “you that hates” is what’s in Your way. You don’t hate. You do experience (the emotion) hatred. How about discouragement? Felt? With respect to the deadline and possibly a sense of urgency… this getting out of your own way thingy takes maybe ten minutes.

@Isagi Yoichi What comes to mind as why, or what that belief might be based on or seem to relate to?

@Isagi Yoichi Since you are yourself, maybe the concept of you forcing your self is obscuring, getting in the way? And maybe the enjoyable way involves ‘getting out of your own way’…? Make any sense? It could be that there is an underlying limiting belief that you can’t / aren’t able to, and maybe guidance is felt such as powerlessness, unworthiness…?

@Isagi Yoichi What is or seems to be keeping you from sitting, studying, and enjoying?

@Joseph Maynor @Reena Was that comment too open-minded?

@Isagi Yoichi Obviously in that context you’d have to find or hire someone to force you. Or maybe join the military to receive the militant approach. Or of course, a different context. Maybe this is more related to that, what you mentioned about your dad, than studying. Maybe that’s why when Phil asks for proper grammar, the pendulum swings to the far other side, overusing capitols. Some transference is experienced perhaps. Onto studying as well.

Creating a forum about Truth / spirituality / nonduality, ostracizing & excommunicating “users” for sharing the Message, dismissing loa as spiritual mumbo jumbo, manipulatively & deceptively conceptualizing conditioning as karma…. and the forum having a corrupted database is just too much.

@Isagi Yoichi That’d have to be by someone else, yes?

@Isagi Yoichi Is it possible what’s extreme is already experienced in terms of equanimity & interpretations, and is being overlooked, and so an extreme solution is sought? Big pendulum swings as it were. Is what you want… to be forced?

Empty, unfetter… and then. What’s on your mind?

@Robed Mystic Corrupted database. Priceless.

Doesn’t sound like it. How are you in an illusion exactly?

What would denial there is only Self look or sound like? What’s the role of exercise in this regard?

😂 😂 😂 Holy shit that’s funny.

So is this. The deflection & projection inherent in answering the question with a question is meaning and an other, based on misidentifying as a separate self of thoughts. The separate self of thoughts isn’t actually present & is actually thoughts & not a self.

Slowing down thought wise is being aware. Lot’s of otherwise unnoticed illusory aspects like presumptions, assumptions, judgments & projections which feel discordant are dispelled, ultimately dispelling the separate self. Another approach would be, bringing long term preferences to mind, in what situations would proper grammar be employed? Or even, how is proper grammar serious? Maybe even more so, it’s just a sign of the times (cursive->proper grammar->telepathy).