Orb Posted July 27, 2022 Share Posted July 27, 2022 (edited) Hey guys, my schedule is packed and my mom always interrupts me when im meditating, she always wants to talk to me and stuff, shes an early bird so I have no chance to meditate as she will usually say something to me that will require me to respond and by the time she leaves for work Ill barely have time to meditate before I have work. And yes Ive tried waking up at 5-6am, I tried to not have anyone accommodate for my meditation sessions, but my mom wakes up at that time too. In the evening my mom comes home and interrupts me too when im meditating, ill tell her goodnight so that she can get the subtle queue that I will no longer be speaking to her for the rest of the day and want to have some space to meditate, even then she'll interrupt me even after I said my last goodbyes to her to tell me goodnight again and if I dont respond she keeps saying "Hello?....Oooooorrrrrrbbb.....you there?" until I respond "yes mom goodnight". Shes such a pain in the ass when it comes to meditation, I cant do it as long as im living with her, ive been living here for 2 years so believe me ive tried everything, I find meditation stressful because im always anticipating that my mom is gonna interrupt me for the millionth time to help her with something or just respond to good morning/night. I like meditation and will do it every morning and night when im living alone, but I cant do this living with my mom, im a very precise kind of guy, I get pissed when people disrupt my routine! Maybe its a lil autism coming up idk but its fucking annoying like let me have my routine, I need this 😡 🤯 ! Well anyways, can I practice more "active" things that dont require me to sit for 20-60 mins in silence in the meantime and still make "spiritual progress", still heal and let go of stuff and self-realize? Like can I just do self-enquiry as im doing work and other stuff? I cant sit down in silence for a few minutes, someones gonna interrupt me, someone from work is gonna call me. Its too stressful, I dont wanna explain myself anymore, I know it seems like im making excuses but I got 10,000 things coming from all angles and i dont have the time to meditate. When im living alone I will meditate every morning and night! I swear on my life! In fact when I was home alone for a week , I was living in heaven!! Every morning was beautiful, felt like I was rich with how I was conducting myself, when my mom came home I was like NOOOOO!! Now I wont have time to meditate bc my moms gonna ask me for help with every fucking thing! Sorry guys, ive been releasing a lot of anger, im a nice guy! 🥲 Edited July 27, 2022 by Orb Quote Mention "I shall give you what no eye has seen, and what no ear has heard, and what no hand has touched, and what has never entered into the human heart. "-Jesus (Gospel of St. Thomas) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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