My Guidance°°°Placa de viziune and Progress Record

[Reena]

What if things didn't work my way? 

 

What if there's unfairness in this world? 

 

What if I died and there was never justice? 

 

What if I'm the wrong doer? 

 

What if I guilt myself for nothing?

 

What if I call myself a criminal? 

 

What if I attack my own self? 

 

Will anything matter? Will anything change? 

 

What if I died before my time? 

 

 

What do I want my legacy to be? 

 

What if I was not given even the last bit of mercy while dying? 

 

 

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What if I lived the life of a sick person? Will that be a nihilistic attitude that will lower me expectations in general? 

 

Do we understand the meaning of life only when we realize death is staring in our face? 

 

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Why are people so selfish? 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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What are the different principles? 

 

Values of Love 

 

 

Values of Structure, Primal Instinct and Logic 

 

 

Values  of Survival and Life

 

 

 

Values  of Morality 

 

 

 

Edited November 22, 2023 by Reena

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  focus on the good that you can do. 

 

Edited November 22, 2023 by Reena

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 everything is not as you see it. 

 everything is good as it is. 

 

 

 

 

Edited November 22, 2023 by Reena

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In my fantasy world, evil still carries a positive value. Evil is still good. It's romanticized. Good is too good. Good is too saintly. 

 

 

In reality good is too tired of fighting the battles of being honest and truthful. Of showing compassion. Of showing politeness. Of being sincere. Of being on the right side. Of fighting wrong. Of being principled and integrous. So it doesn't fly in the air like a warrior princess, it doesn't crush evil like in the movies, it doesn't sit 10 hours comforting you. Ever heard of compassion fatigue? 

 

In reality evil is not romantic. It doesn't have anything good to it. In reality evil is much worse than fiction. It is cold, manipulative and doesn't care. 

 

 

 

These platitudes of good and evil and the romanticizing of both can only happen in fantasy. 

 

 

However fantasy is so beautiful, the mind doesn't wanna agree with anything different from it. 

 

Live in reality. Fall in love with the reality of life. With the transmutation of life. Fantasy gives you the kick just like porn.

 

 

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Fantasies are like songs. You like to listen to them. But in reality there is no song. 

 

You were only listening to someone's creation. 

 

 

The fault of the media, art, theater entertainment is that it feeds the brain with these ideas of illusory grandeur. Even evil begins to look beautiful like fantasy villains. 

 

In real life, you'll need an extremely and extraordinarily high moral integrity to sound evil but be actually and fundamentally good.. It simply doesn't mesh with life. 

 

 

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How to stop romanticizing and fantasizing? 

 

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Just now, Reena said:

How to stop romanticizing and fantasizing? 

 

Is this because my reality is crappier than what I imagine and that's why I seek comfort in dreams, fantasy and romanticism. 

Yea I get it. 

 

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I don't have to read his comments so peace. 

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Don't be harsh on yourself. 

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Before I understand what inner child crisis is, I have to know what an inner child is!!!! 

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Maybe I was looking for a home. 

 

My home would have been complete with a husband. 

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Imagine if you were a child, what would you want? 

 

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Everything is not lost yet. Don't be confused. Keep going. 

Yea it feels like an existential crisis. 

Feel every emotion. This is human existence. 

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Then I was thinking about other things. A guy holding my hand whisking me away into another world. At least this much is true. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited November 22, 2023 by Reena

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Maybe sit in a garden and think about anything you want to think about. 

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My wedding gown should look like that. 

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This picture created the illusion that she was looking behind.