Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Share Posted November 21, 2023 (edited) Placa de viziune I think everyone should maintain a Dream Board or Action Board, or a Guidance Board. Like Phil has a dream board. Time to do the same. This is how my vision board looks. Structure of Morality and Primal Instinct. Static Component. Balance of two forces. Masculine and Feminine integration Light Rohaniyat and Dark Rohaniyat (Rohaniyat means spiritual sense) light triad and Dark triad obligation Karma Growth Harmony and Wholeness. Fulfillment. wisdom Logic and Rationale Edited November 21, 2023 by Reena Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 I also want to use certain tools from Phil's recommendations. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 On my vision board right now, inner child crisis. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 I was a gifted child. I should remember that. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 It seems the feeling of being guarded, comforted and put to sleep makes me feel really happy and "at home." Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 I can imagine in my dreams and visions that I'm being comforted. I'm tired. Yet rejuvenated. I'm being told that here and the now are in the context of the future. Since I'm the inner child, I will call myself Baby. Baby, put yourself to rest. You worked so hard. You need bliss. You lack basic happiness and the world will not be enough to fill that hole. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 I tried to navigate the world in whatever way I could. To get a grasp of what the world looks like. The world of concepts and theories of life and living, of love. I tried the best to align my life to the universe. These days I'm interested in learning Romanian. Interesting language. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 I'm investing my time into learning Malay, Indonesian, Greek and Romanian. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 Also focus on consumption. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 17 minutes ago, Reena said: Also focus on consumption. Not just expression and expansion and curiosity. Consumption as well. Sometimes ask questions like a child because it opens the brain for further contemplation. But sometimes it's good to be silent in a corner and consuming the world of knowledge and being still and just learning and growing in other ways... Sharpen your debate skills lol. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 TRUTH, WISDOM, PEACE, LOVE, COMPASSION, MERCY, HUMANITY ARE THE TRUE RELIGION. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 Every lover is looking after their lover. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 I feel like a mythical figure was in love with me. Like this one. Xiuhtecuhtli | Aztec God, Fire, Sun | Aztecs Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 If you're going to deal with the devil, the devil is gonna screw you. So just don't deal with the devil. But for that, first you need to recognize who the Devil is. When you have a devil as your master, you simply obey till you find greener pastures Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 In his own words - "one of the rules I had in my marriage, and it was a rule that my wife also was pleased to follow was that if we have a problem we're gonna deal with it right now and we're going to deal with it right to the bottom and that's very unpleasant but if you do it, sometimes you only have to do it once and the problem goes away, and then you don't have that bloody problem everyday for the rest of your life, and sometimes it takes you know 20 times before it's fixed, before you got to the bottom of things. And that can be very unpleasant. " Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 The biggest question is - What did you do to work on yourself? What did I do to work on myself? And every day is an opportunity to work on myself. To be a better person. To drag myself out of my problems. To motivate myself to get what I want. To free myself of distractions. To find love. Your heart is the center of the universe. Your heart is the center of your life. Your heart is your vision.. Your heart is love in its purest form Love your own heart. Love my own heart. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 The biggest part of Masculinity and Masculine Integration is that it has courage, authority, holding you accountable along with ownership and discipline and boldness, openness, transparency, and extreme maturity. I think masculinity will be deeply lacking without maturity Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 21, 2023 Author Share Posted November 21, 2023 I can imagine the masculine to be someone who - -carves his own path -doesn't deal with bullshit -looks to contribute in a meaningful way - is goal driven -cuts out toxicity -is extremely matured -can handle almost anything with ease. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 22, 2023 Author Share Posted November 22, 2023 Yay!!!!! Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted November 22, 2023 Author Share Posted November 22, 2023 How can I cultivate love? This is the most important part of emotional mastery. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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