Reena Posted April 10, 2023 Author Share Posted April 10, 2023 Find people who accept you and believe you. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted April 12, 2023 Author Share Posted April 12, 2023 It's ok. Cheer up. Don't feel bad. Don't give up. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted April 12, 2023 Author Share Posted April 12, 2023 I cried a lot today after many days. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted April 12, 2023 Author Share Posted April 12, 2023 I ate ice cream too. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted April 12, 2023 Author Share Posted April 12, 2023 I'm feeling down tonight. Things were intense. The last 24 hours were bad. The blaming was sickening. Just trying to stay calm. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted April 20, 2023 Author Share Posted April 20, 2023 It was quite a hot day. I was sweating like crazy. The temperatures climbed 90 degrees. I slept like a log through noon. I just couldn't get anything done. I was too tired and grumpy. Heatwaves are spreading throughout my city and some deaths were reported. My house is on the 6th floor. And it's directly exposed to the hot sun during noons. I could barely breathe. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted April 20, 2023 Author Share Posted April 20, 2023 OK trying to collect pieces together once again. - Waiting for a green signal from Joseph. - I have to do a recap and restoration of my old journals. - im glad Leo banned me. It was him and no one else. Thank God. - focus on food girl. Go cook. - hunting for new perfumes. Still looking. Precious goodies. - will mute Snapchat after I reach a 1000 snapscore. I need a barely there social standing lol. - need to remind myself to take meds. New med schedule this week. - start some Facebook group and start some blog work girl - I'll be hunting for new job after 6 ¬months. Till then break and work on mental health. Therapy etc. - I have found a new friend. Great.. - I have the old patrik place where I can write some stuff - continue writing End of Days - write schedules strictly. - what about the ice packs and use the private journal as well. Preety Journal. Wink. - look into IFS therapy - look into DBT therapy for borderline - look for some productivity apps - book stuff after 10 days. - get your favorite perfumes girl. - my sister won a promotion. So I'm glad. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted April 20, 2023 Author Share Posted April 20, 2023 Next Things on the table - Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted April 20, 2023 Author Share Posted April 20, 2023 ============================ * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted April 22, 2023 Author Share Posted April 22, 2023 (edited) The rose in my sister's garden. Cute. Edited April 22, 2023 by Cupcake Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted May 6, 2023 Author Share Posted May 6, 2023 Hmm. Spirituality is a part of something. Growth lines. - food, success, relationships. Health - spirituality, expansion of consciousness, enlightenment. Awakening. - love, peace, healing, growth, goodness, progress. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted May 11, 2023 Author Share Posted May 11, 2023 I sometimes think I'm a terrible person. I must be a headache. I am weird.. I don't act very womanly. But that's ok. I'm fine how I am. I fluctuate between masculinity and femininity. I'm a big bunny. I make mistakes. I act childish. I do whatever. I want to be surrounded by people who are simple, who love to have a good time. Why can't we have fun without being judged? Why can't we be cool and not have to worry about anything at all? Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted May 11, 2023 Author Share Posted May 11, 2023 Whoa, oh, oh Whoa, oh, oh Whoa, oh, oh Whoa I'm waking up to ash and dust I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust I'm breathing in the chemicals I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse Whoa I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive I raise my flags, don my clothes It's a revolution, I suppose We'll paint it red to fit right in Whoa I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse Whoa I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive All systems go, the sun hasn't died Deep in my bones, straight from inside I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted May 14, 2023 Author Share Posted May 14, 2023 My theory on spiritual systems. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted May 15, 2023 Author Share Posted May 15, 2023 (edited) Why don't you become strong? Why don't you prove them wrong? Why don't you be yourself? Why don't you get back up? It's now or never. Cmon girl you can do this. People will give up on you but you don't give up on yourself. Edited May 15, 2023 by Cupcake Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted May 15, 2023 Author Share Posted May 15, 2023 On 2/16/2023 at 1:15 AM, Cupcake said: (format 7 used) Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted May 15, 2023 Author Share Posted May 15, 2023 (edited) This is a novel facet of consciousness that I have recently revealed to myself. Reality/consciousness is Absolutely Good, but simultaneously better than Absolute Good These two aspects are equivalent and interchangeable but not reducable to either one, which is what generates an infinite loop of form getting better than void The void is generic and the form concrete, and the concrete forms are all equally absolutely good, but some forms can be better than other forms. Infinity plus one is not infinity but more than infinity, thus some forms are better than absolutely good, and this feedback loop is accelerating in time. It does not reduce back into infinity or Absolute Infinity but adds more to it. Differentiation is as good as absolutely good, but it can be better than undifferentiation So after reality being love and absolutely good, it is also lovemaking and euphoric All void is euphoric, but some forms are more euphoric than other ones Void is making love with form, this is the most beautiful thing that exists, and even more beautiful than that because of the self-definition to be better than better Because of this suffering does not exist, pain is not real, and there is infinite bliss for forever Edited May 15, 2023 by Cupcake Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted May 15, 2023 Author Share Posted May 15, 2023 (edited) One great thing I did this week is that I blocked a person who was going against the grain and detrimental to my life instead of investing my energy into fighting with them and letting them derail my progress. Good job girl. Edited May 15, 2023 by Cupcake Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted May 16, 2023 Author Share Posted May 16, 2023 I'm trying to improve. I'm also trying to focus on art. Let's see where my new journey takes me. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted May 23, 2023 Author Share Posted May 23, 2023 Sometimes you fight for your life. You fight for survival. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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