Reena

Thank God for the patriarchal Gods.

Daily vigilance is the key. And some basics of sociology.

Karma is decided by God. Also karma shapes your character.

Post away. I saw this meme today and I was laughing so hard. Omg.

Love is all there is. Ever.

Romantic conversations between me and Andy. Andy said - Because I was waiting for you. Andy said - Andy said - Andy said - Andy said - Andy said -

300 is a lot. Hope you get substantial information from the surveys.

Trenton Quinn Adgin Manny David Witherbee Dale Bert Dawson Gayle Zane Pearce (basically P) Andy Hunter

Hunter is a character that comes back.

I should be calling him Andy.

@almond you are welcome!

The good characters are the good memories and my intrinsic desires devoid of trauma. And the bad characters are the complications that arose from the trauma.

I think the good characters who appear in my dreams are the good parts of my life and the good people I came across as a child or the good memories. I think the bad characters who appear in my nightmares are a reflection of my trauma as a child.

The bad parts of religion are -cult dynamics - sexual repression - judgementalism / social ostracism Religion is like a double edged sword. It has both upsides and downsides. I guess we all need that imaginary emotional moral sugar daddy after all.

The biggest downside of religion is sexual repression. I was against religion for some time. But I think religion is necessary for 5 things - - rigid social structure - Discipline - social cohesion (bonding) - religion is pro survival. - Harmony In the absence of religion, there will be loss of social cohesion. Religion is also necessary for sociological learning.

Andy is very caring. He is down to earth. I'm turning more religious every day. Religion is basically sociology.

White guy, black guy, any guy, every guy has a penis, and every guy is the same.

So I'm married to - Dale Gayle David Witherbee Andy

The man I imagined is Andy I'm married to Andy in my dreams. It's beautiful. He is charming. Friendly. He knows how to tickle me. Trenton Quinn Adgin Manny David Witherbee Dale Bert Dawson Gayle Zane Pearce (basically P) Andy

If I were creating the survey, I would have included the following questions - Since english is not my first language, the sentences can appear a bit garbled. 1. Did exercise improve the quality of your state of mind including aspects such as agility, sharpness, alertness, focus, attention span etc. 2. How aware are you of your thoughts when you're having them? 3. Do you have multiple perspectives on the same situation? 4. How connected are you to your emotions and feelings? 5. Are your thought patterns repetitive and addictive? 6. How often do you get intrusive thoughts? 7. On a scale of 1-10, how grateful are you for your living experience? 8. Do you feel like you live in the moment? 9. Does living in the moment make you feel comfortable? 10. Do you prioritize your activities throughout the day?

The questions were very repetitive, similar and redundant. I think these are the questions I'm referring to - These two questions were redundant.

I think everything on the website was in Norwegian. For a minute I was tensed because it wouldn't translate. Then it hopefully translated. Feedback - 1. Questions could have been much much better. Most questions were generic and bland. 2. Some questions were very similar. I also felt (although this is just my personal opinion so dont take it as criticism) that the topic itself is bit disjoint. I feel a disconnect between physical exercise and mindfulness. There could be a correlation though. But at least, at cursory glance, mindfulness seems to be more about taming the monkey mind whereas physical activity seems to be taking care of physical health. So the transition of the questions from physical exercise directly to questions on mental acuity felt daft and awkward. This could be just me though. 3. A question on multi-tasking would have been awesome. 4. I think some questions would need reframing to make them more objective and contextual. Like this for example. There was no question on how exercise is good or bad for health. Instead I felt the focus was only on whether it's fun or not. I think you could have included an option that said - "I exercise because it's healthy." I was constantly looking for it. 5. I think like this survey sorely missed the real juice and was flippant and superficial. Good for a beginner survey but I didn't feel like I was giving exploratory information. It was a bummer.

Because I don't feel like sharing my problems with anyone. So I pour them in my journal.

Hmm. Just woke up. It's March 11, Saturday. It's 9.27 am. But i woke up an hour before.

That's a great metaphor. Leo sells something that should be experienced first hand and not sold. In Eastern spirituality, Leo's behavior would be considered very odd. Here we don't say- you are not awake. We let the person find their path.