Proserpina

I really drove home into him whatever I meant to drive home. He didn't like that. In a way I knew the 10 points were incoming but still. I am loyal to him too. However the situation was complex at the time in terms of energy. His energy was off. I was trying to help. I was still in a vulnerable state and deserved empathy since I wasn't completely sober. 'Psychosis' isn't quite the label. More like hyper sensitive to energies to where I no longer could see solid reality as well.

I was given 10 points immediately for 'psychosis' by Leo and was threatened with banning. Instead of being understood for an acute episode I was punished and I soon spiraled when my mum died. Was given no empathy. Leo can be very unfair in his approach in terms of his punishments and banning.

I don't think you particularly deserved the banning. The fact that this forum exists is evidence enough that there is something loopy going on in Leo's thinking process in terms of banning and his doling out of punishments. Its just all very odd. You don't see this dynamic play out very often with other forums for the same reasoning.

@God I don't know if you notice but your energy can be totally off sometimes and you draw all of this to yourself through negative karma. I like you. But you can't go around throwing insults like that, especially toward people I love. You have a brilliant and pioneering spirit that I admire and I enjoy talking to you but your actions exceed the bounds of appropriate conduct sometimes.

@Joseph Maynor Its so surreal to be on a forum again with you. I still remember when I used to follow you around on the forums. It was some of the happiest times of my life.

❤️

Here is my new journal.

Aw you're so young at 24 years old. Just a baby.

This is not true. This is total lie. Please stop lying about me. This is the second time I've caught you lying about me online.