Devin

I have something I do when I'm down if you want it. Think about something immediately available to you that you will enjoy; watching the sky, kicking the soccer ball at the park, walk around town, jog, glass of water, yoga,.... go do that. Then usually sleep and eat. All those heros and happy endings you see are fake, happiness is just in that moment doing that small thing you enjoy, there's no different happiness, not for a rich man or famous person. Just watch life unfold, the only thing you have to do is enjoy, you don't need to get successful brother, that's not even a minor detail, it is just a minor accent to life. First enjoy, then just try at life, primarily enjoy, often times in the modern world especially that means a lot of resting. You're being too hard on yourself. Jesus " First seek the kingdom of heaven, then."

❤️I hope the best for you. Don't give up on life buddy, you've just been misled, you can do it, it's just that you've been misled. Want any practical life advice? This forum is a bit toxic, I don't see how anyone would be healthy minded spending much time on here.