Reena Posted December 8, 2023 Author Share Posted December 8, 2023 I'm still working around this Benton. I still had nightmares Benton. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted December 8, 2023 Author Share Posted December 8, 2023 I think in some ways Benton is really helping me even if he is not around. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted December 9, 2023 Author Share Posted December 9, 2023 I mean I got it that you aren't happy with me. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted December 9, 2023 Author Share Posted December 9, 2023 But I have some degree of angst against you that I suppressed for a very long time. These days I'm confused when you look at other women. You wanted other women over me? Trying to bait me? Trying to hurt me? None of what you do is extraordinarily different for me in any way. Like integral said that you were always in conflict with everything. It wasn't my problem then. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted December 9, 2023 Author Share Posted December 9, 2023 It's hard to love a man who doesn't love you. Or makes you feel undeserving of love. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted December 9, 2023 Author Share Posted December 9, 2023 I don't know what you want out of me. I'll never know what you want out of me. And I'll never be able to give you what you want and I'll leave it at that. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted December 9, 2023 Author Share Posted December 9, 2023 A question I ask myself very often - Can you ever forgive Benton? Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted December 9, 2023 Author Share Posted December 9, 2023 Maybe deep down you don't hate me that much. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted December 9, 2023 Author Share Posted December 9, 2023 Now my love has left me. I don't feel as much. As I used to. I don't feel the same way for you anymore. Maybe some day we become one. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted December 9, 2023 Author Share Posted December 9, 2023 In my dreams, I promise you. In my dreams, there's only you. In my dreams, in my dreams.... I promise you. I know I love you. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted December 9, 2023 Author Share Posted December 9, 2023 This silence between us speaks volumes. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted December 9, 2023 Author Share Posted December 9, 2023 It's not loving to be self absorbed. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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