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Why are you punishing me so much? And that too publicly? What's the joy in torturing me?

I feel like your spirit is tormenting me. I feel like ruining your life and then I stop short because deep down I love you immensely. I cannot see you dying. I cannot see you suffering. I'll go crazy. Because I'm filled with sorrow and guilt and love at the same time. I crave you. I want you. I love you. I imagine you having sex with me. I go insane in wanting you. I can't even do this publicly. You have completely galvanized me. You have arrested me. I'm trapped in your love and I feel miserable because I cannot get your approval. 

 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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All these emotions I have for you. Even an ocean of tears is not enough. 

And I imagined I escaped into another world with you. 

 

So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. 

My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. 

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