howisitsoactivehere Posted June 19, 2022 Share Posted June 19, 2022 Every say is the same. Wake up, avoid my parents, eat peanut butter on toast at 12, go for a jog, drink orange juice, spend all day on my phone or staring at the ceiling, go for a walk, watch TV have dinner bedtime. Now that I found out other people don't have their own consciousness and are characters in my dream I've lost the ambition to do anything. All my ambition before came from impressing my friends, making them laugh. I suffered for decades for others and now I find out it was all for nothing. I'm not a real human being. The only people I feel love for in my life is my parents. And it's only because they look after me and help maintain my sanity, and add a little drama to my life. I recorded 2 videos yesterday and all I could think to talk about was how much I despise the non-dual community. I have no positive message to share with anyone. I respect Phil and Mandy because atleast their message has a light at the end of the tunnel, and they also give me good albeit confusing advice 😘 Idk what to do with myself Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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