Serenity Posted August 8 Author Share Posted August 8 Ok. Shame. The sep self has a victim mentality and loathe sometimes in the Golum style God 'doesn't like me'. And seemigly really believes it. When this happens it makes me feel worried because the thought is believed in and I am afraid it will stick and I'll suffer as a victim forever. 😐 Am I insane 🤣 ? Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 8 Author Share Posted August 8 😈 😂 Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 10 Author Share Posted August 10 All these sep self 'self referential' stories are BS. --- There is an inner crisis going on at the moment. The transparency is increasing. A sense of freedom is arising. There is no me. There is nothing of the stuff I've been believing. What a relief. No one. No situation. No past, no future. No person with habits, character traits, quality or defects, etc. Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 10 Author Share Posted August 10 I don't think I am going to miss 'me'. Nor seeing it as a death. For it to be a death, it needs to have been alive first, which is something the ego never has been. Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 10 Author Share Posted August 10 I wonder if I am going to miss 'others' though. Mom 🥺🥹 Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 10 Author Share Posted August 10 Sense of self feels rude for not having been answering/replying to all the messages/interactions I've had this week. Truth is- it is feeling overworked, overbooked and overwhelmed. I need alone time for the inner work. Contemplation, knowing the emotions, making decisions and self-realization. Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 10 Author Share Posted August 10 18 minutes ago, Serenity said: I don't think I am going to miss 'me'. Nor seeing it as a death. For it to be a death, it needs to have been alive first, which is something the ego never has been. It's a good riddance type of a thing, really. Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 12 Author Share Posted August 12 I have like 50% less self-referential thoughts than last week. Less 'past' in the actuality. Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 12 Author Share Posted August 12 Actuality is so much more merciful than the mind identified overlay is. Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 12 Author Share Posted August 12 'End of suffering'. Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 12 Author Share Posted August 12 Struggling with boredom Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 13 Author Share Posted August 13 Still on the hunt for stories ('I... blablabla'). Hope this all becomes quiet soon. Stories are covering up opportunities in actuality. Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 13 Author Share Posted August 13 'no me, no others, no me, no me, no others, no me, no others...' Catching myself left and right. There are no stories about I or others to believe. They still come but I catch it and move on. Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 13 Author Share Posted August 13 no me to feel shame, guilt, unworthiness, blame, responsibility, overwhelmed... 🤷♀️ not fully there but I get the jest Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 13 Author Share Posted August 13 Maybe what has changed is that I can now recognize and melt the fake sep self in believes better than before. As far as I remember, I could only do so with more superficial thoughts. IDK Lets keep seeing where this goes Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
WhiteOwl Posted August 13 Share Posted August 13 32 minutes ago, Serenity said: There are no stories about I or others to believe. They still come but I catch it and move on. Creating a new sep self who is catching the stories and moving on is another trick to watch out for. That one is also not there. Its easy to take on a new self managing and figuring things out. Being on a path even. You also have to write something to communicate, so maybe you are aware. Just something i noticed from my own experience Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 13 Author Share Posted August 13 9 minutes ago, WhiteOwl said: Creating a new sep self who is catching the stories and moving on is another trick to watch out for. That one is also not there. Its easy to take on a new self managing and figuring things out. Being on a path even. You also have to write something to communicate, so maybe you are aware. Just something i noticed from my own experience Absolutely. But there is no sep self being aware of a self sep mostly, though sometimes that narrative still happens. I am being optimistic though, as the silence has increased and there are just not as many self referential thoughts nor sep self feelings coming up. I seem also to be breaking patterns and habits. 🤷♀️ Presence increases, there is less overlay and time on actuality. 😀 Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 13 Author Share Posted August 13 Money is nice, creative power is nevertheless where it is at. Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 13 Author Share Posted August 13 @WhiteOwl How is it going on with the music? Would you share some of your work (dm possible if shyness arises)? 🙂 Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Serenity Posted August 13 Author Share Posted August 13 It's all a projection game. Quote Mention “Know yourself as nothing; feel yourself as everything.” - Rupert Spira Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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