Reena Posted January 12 Share Posted January 12 What's the point of thinking all the negative stuff my mind keeps thinking. Think of happy stuff. On the contrary, can I accept negative things? Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 12 Author Share Posted January 12 I'm imagining I opened a hotel called Tropicana and people were having fun there on a remote island. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 12 Author Share Posted January 12 I imagine that if I were living there. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 13 Author Share Posted January 13 Once again feeling really hungry. I slept a little longer today. I felt better. But my legs are still weak. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 13 Author Share Posted January 13 When you feel awful. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 13 Author Share Posted January 13 I'm extremely hungry right now Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 13 Author Share Posted January 13 I was reminding myself that good things can still come to my life. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 13 Author Share Posted January 13 My period has been significantly delayed. And that's a good thing because I'm very low on nutrition. I want to use Judaism as a spiritual bench. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 14 Author Share Posted January 14 I woke up late today. Felt low in energy. I want to do more work on the farm. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 14 Author Share Posted January 14 Today I have to motivate myself again. Do it. Just do it. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 14 Author Share Posted January 14 I woke up again. Feeling like shit. Got tiny fraction of work done today. I felt exhausted easily. I took my meds today. The effect of the med lasted only a few hours. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 14 Author Share Posted January 14 Today is January 14 and tomorrow is national holiday. I really don't know. I don't want another psychiatric appointment. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 14 Author Share Posted January 14 I also bought a task counter. And I will be giving myself reward points on stuff achieved. The tally counter will show the number of tasks I did. Today is January 14 Total tasks completed - 15 Tomorrow is Jan 15. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 14 Author Share Posted January 14 I bought an alarm clock so I wake up on time. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 14 Author Share Posted January 14 Tasks to be done today Farm work - collect eggs and keep eggs in baskets. Arrange items in warehouse. Arrange Laundry for guest workers. Process orders Clean equipment I don't know if I can finish all that. Some days are good and I can get more work done. Others day I slack off really bad. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 14 Author Share Posted January 14 I don't feel hungry as much as I feel dull and lazy.. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 15 Author Share Posted January 15 I feel a bit powerful right now and I should reward myself. I felt horribly anxious to go to some part of the farm where there are people because of my social anxiety. But I mustered the courage to go there and face the situation. I had to put potatoes in a basket. I used to often tremble (hands shaking, trembling) before when I saw someone watching me, this time I felt less nervous. Yay. One reward for doing something uncomfortable. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 15 Author Share Posted January 15 Too tired today. Filled many baskets. I almost collapsed. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 15 Author Share Posted January 15 I'm too stressed out. Just relax. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Reena Posted January 16 Author Share Posted January 16 I barely slept at all. Woke up two hours ago and began work. Totally zonked. This is the hardest I have worked. Quote Mention So basically I'm an autistic INFJ BPD sigma Pisces female with anger and CPTSD issues. Wow wow. My plate looks full. I Couldn't have been weirder than that. Now I get why I'm so idiosyncratic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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