_A journal on Borderline disorder and women's suffering

[Reena]

I heard the first episode of the Phil on Borderline personality disorder, he is very accurate, 100% matches how I always feel

 

 

 

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[Reena]

. First episode of Phil on Borderline personality disorder 

 

 

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[Reena]

 

Second episode of Phil on Borderline personality 

 

 

 

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[Reena]

Finished watching second episode 

 

Completed second episode. He was a bit stigmatizing towards the end.

[Reena]

4 hours ago, Reena said:

Discussing my life and trauma part 1

https://voca.ro/1jy6hsWADB9p

 

[Reena]

Discussing my childhood trauma part 2

https://voca.ro/1lagr7vYdWjQ

[Reena]

Discussing my childhood trauma part 3

https://voca.ro/1hiGPomNc3J2

[Reena]

Discussing my childhood trauma part 4. Multiple voice recordings. 

https://voca.ro/1gwYNVkgCbC8

 

 

https://voca.ro/1lbN9MhhVKRf

 

 

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[Reena]

I've unique set of challenges as a borderline. 

[Reena]

Trauma induced behavior and abuse induced behavior. 

 

[Reena]

In the past 3 days I went through a lot of triggering. 

 

[Reena]

 

My voice recording on narcissistic abuse

[Reena]

Just finished a session with my psychiatrist. 

 

She prescribed some anti depressant. 

 

 

[Reena]

Untreated borderline 

Partially treated borderline 

In control borderline. 

 

 

[Reena]

I'll never tolerate someone who attacks my mental illness. Straight up. 

 

[Reena]

I'm attending a psychology course from tomorrow. 

 

[Reena]

I need to pay the psychologist today for testing. The battle begins now. In serious mode. 

 

[Reena]

I understand that it's a challenge to work with borderlines. But in every field of expertise, there are challenging levels. A cancer surgery is more challenging than providing first aid to a skin wound. 

 

But challenges and overcoming and finding solutions to them also bring out the best in us and build character. 

Lazy psychologists avoid difficult cases. 

I didn't abandon you 

But yes I'm hurt. Deeply. 

To be treated like a criminal when borderline is almost like a mental cancer. You are not in the shoes of the sufferer. So you shouldn't get to judge. 

How do you accept me for my flaws if you always want me perfect? 

You can always maintain boundaries with clients. You didn't know that?You automatically decided that all borderlines are bad people.By the way bad people exist everywhere, even without mental illness.

 

[Reena]

Detect emotional abuse right away. 

 

[Reena]

Some people thrive on drama. It's a dangerous behavior.