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Book II: Chapter: In the dark we fight with just as confused ideologies on the origins and nature of self that now have a life of their own Title: Of this world, it begins as me Summary: How do people fathom the confidence outside their own perpetual delusion to be so adamant about what exists beyond their own consciousness, the existence of their own consciousness itself and too, to somehow believe that the inverse is a more tenable position (solipsism)? Is the positionless too much dissonance as a starting position (because that’s what consciousness is given we’re always appearing and appearance is a flickering weighed against time)? Is it too much of a struggle to be adamant about your own delusional propensities or does it feel too insecure to stand strongly and courageously here just as it is to take in the inhumanity of the world and in oneself and seek to properly order it towards something that we have discerned as our greater humanity? Throw the anxiety out the window and just “be”, stop thinking about the principles of reality when you’re in a very anxious mood or in any analogous mood that is going to create thinking which generates a handicapped world ruled by “Prophetic Neuroticism”, and isn’t it already? Beneath the sight onto the sound I feel the hum much more than hear and see what’s found A consciousness, blasphemy Consciousness and its mappings Happenings in its coordinates of time It’s all, that confides beyond blind The ineptitude of capacities Perhaps the world was best without its tenacities God become synonymous with warcrimes And the turn of a dollar, something we associated with greed instead of love with a spine Light thus becomes the greatest credibility In a world that has turned against itself for all its incredulities All because they tried to see and hear the starting point Rather than feel it, in the heart too, and see it instead as something we see through Rather than with (that’s what we count at least our 5 senses for), and we do this even too without the wisdom of forgiveness or its proper use, a world from a distance, so green and blue Held within, life so true Truth… This is what they wanted deep down, But all they got, was a Donald Trump clown Kim Jong Un, and oh I forgot, Vladimir Putin, Un, deux, trois DIS GUY MUST BE A ALIEN OR SUTIN! Life made profound by Hollywood, and yet most live it by the sound of the emotional gun shot wounds of early Brooklyn, New York Jerry Springer, great truth talk Death (Jerry) by pancreatic cancer But we’re still here, learning to be more spiritually unified so we don’t do that to earth Deserve? Multiplicity but the singularity of a starting position, To understand the generators upon experience more than trying to label experience is the access point to getting more than just an audience members commission To live by the spine that makes the truth of life and therefore its greatest goodness for its greatest goodness is always affirming in the symmetry between the design of organism and the design of creation Hornet to coward Bull to reckless Universal exploration through synaptic cohesion But not more so as to not start all those above necessary belief wars, Than the understanding of our starting position Otherwise the truth like an ape locked in a cage We will never understand that theory of evolution is clearly false rational rage Created because humankind was unable to accept their misunderstanding Our century delusion has been rather, outstanding Round of applause Analysis: Confuse a being about what or who they are and they will never understand themselves much less their place in this world beyond the torment created by generations before us due to such well placed confusion we will have to learn to both deeply understand and forgive in order to release ourselves not even into some higher liberation of alien consciousness but just simply getting along as human beings and treating one another with deserved respect, dignity and the common sense of sovereignty. In fact, confuse this being, much worse have this being motivate themselves relentlessly to confuse themselves on their own accord and you won’t need a guard to stand by their now self imposed prison that we as a world have created for ourselves and our now misdirected compass. For we have not put self-understanding at the deepest possible level (as more important than merely first) and deeper still beyond any perception we have therein as our main imperative and yet not lost in the arrogance of the authority of this position. For who are we even if we never evolved from apes (we didn't by the way and its very easy to prove) but less hairier creatures that just have intelligence that is merely high due to regression towards the mean from a small sample size of sentience if we take not even the greater scope of universal intelligence into consideration but merely look at the level of intelligence in a single falling autumn leaf. We're a very confused society and this gives predators in spirituality, entrepreneurship and otherwise a license to take their arrogance, their meager greater intelligence which because its in a confused state, to then confuse another being even more about their own nature that upon success in the implantation of their performative yet even sometimes creative delusion, they believe their own fabrications even Christmasmore. We are going to be creating an entirely new species on Mars and I don’t even mean this biologically even though this is going to be the case inevitably, I mean this ideologically, and... THANK GOD we are! Honestly, thank absolute God that we're already motioning here very tentatively so we can get our starting position right and treat it more than just a house of cards that falls over but do so with a sense of pride and dignity where all the military honor which was, and granted still is, all good natured and is intrinsic to the functioning of our social DNA, now actually gets to have a proper existential spiritual purpose where the Pope looks part alien (inevitably that's where we're going, a (in part) digital Pope though?). Where heroism doesn’t have to mean taking a grenade and exploding our body into millions of pieces but instead is reflected in the ambition of our intelligence and the altruism of its creativity. If we thread the needle of belief and sew it right, and not lose track of where we began to sew, right around Kim, Donald, Vlad and even the good intentions of father Christmas and instead into something a little more Bach, Da Vinci and Dali; and heck, with everything becoming so digital surely we won't forget the wisdom of Pavarotti too? This will make a little more sense in light of what's coming up next.

No I am not a loser who gets help from ChatGPT to write their journal. Though I would have used it in school to beguile in order to survive through what became a non-zero sum (educational) game. This is certainly of course one of the things I now dislike about this technology, I have to preface some of my words with this and implicitly get less credit for my neural fruit produce just by the mere fact of its existence.

Book I: Chapter: Cycles of change, the unforgiving tolerance of a cold winter and... Turning back the clock to rewire Title: Thus spoke, the mirror of parental time Summary: If being cannot learn to love their mother and father more deeply than anything else, how can they learn to love themselves much less the entire universe with great depth? Or does one deny their creator and therefore themselves with such impenetrable depth that their very perception is of the greatest depth of shallow-hood that merely has the illusion of such depth, even though its mastery can only be compared to that of the worst examples? So much of my nervous system Has been created by your cold wisdom The measurement of our distance Their tolerated sounds I told myself made sense Standing and reaching, standing and reaching Working and teaching, working and teaching In every observation, a counting of my own steps Of my own emotional preservation, distance now my precept Buying love was in the depth of my own understanding Tying myself to a cross, a self-sacrifice if I wanted to stay to try to be outstanding If I won you over I lost myself, if I found myself I lost you A compromise on the merry-go-round that would leave its mark That now takes me back to the start Of understanding the footsteps of time and how they cycle in being to explain the point of this march To re-balance myself while honoring you, to pat myself on the back for my duty paid while struggling to forgive myself for not achieving more How could I when it felt a lot of the time you did not want me to truly soar? It was this endless unresolvable dissonance which would sew knots into knots that would invariably create this present emotional chore Where I slowly weave back... and weave back.... the ticks tocks of time that sent me blind in order to truly preserve the deep love I have for you and that I deepen further in this moment as a son to his father, and what about, and whereabouts, his maaaaarther? A clock of distance, the multiplicity of sounds from this hyper-dimensional compass No wonder why we have so many problems in the world, father... and dear mother, etching through the directionless Who in your union within my nervous system I re-learn how to become and then To transcend.... To ascend Analysis: The attachment complex of the human nervous system creates the fabric of the society we live in and weaves the spider web of fragmentation to dissociation to secure social securities that pave the way to the next social invention that reflects the harmony versus chaos in the transition between tribe and tribal with globe and intercontinental globalization. In the midst of our great technological breakthroughs, human attachment plays a hidden role throughout political discourse and its surmising warnings versus good promises which are reflected in the type of governance and the impact that this has on families and the parenthood they knowingly/unknowingly embody to rebirth societies values through their imprinted example on who will become earth's future leaders in politics to spirituality to technology. "Earth" really is "Family" and "Family" really does become "Earth"...

What if you lived in a world that was really the opposite of what you believed and everyone you ever admired was actually a fraud? Why does humankind put literally anyone or anything on a pedestal? I would argue that it does so through a hierarchy of social perception of value that because for most persons there is great distance between value appraisal and tangible reality, the sanity of what can be touched, felt, heard and easily understood breaks down and the insanity of what is fantastical, distant, loose and assumption filled becomes the grandiose steps upon which one finds their self-esteem. Narcissism for example can be characterized by the childlike wonder of the schism that exists between ones every-day self-perception where everything is as normal and simple as knowing oneself as the hands that they can clasp together and not giving a view of oneself any greater than that and simply having a perception of oneself that is devoid of reality. This "childlike wonder" appears as authoritarian confidence over an image that enables one to persist in the illusion that one ceases to have to exist, for in order to continue to exist, one must thus then concede to the sanity that possesses one to question themselves both with respect to the potential of alternate realities to ones perception but also most importantly, the concession one must make towards reality itself which can only come from sincere self-recognition. Narcissistic personality disorder is the pervasive false belief in the image of oneself that is no longer able to be questioned because ones psyche has become so disordered that their perceptions upon any one phenomenon must maintain a rigid enough structure that it becomes impermeable to outside and alternative possibilities. Most "disorders" of the mind simply have to do with analogous forms of rigidity for it is rigidity that reflects disorder rather than a plastic, flexible and open mind that is capable of processing alternate views including the many various perspectives of others that are there when it counts to add to the feedback reality gives to enhance ones proactive responses to it. The short version of narcissism in this sense is merely the strangle hold of literally any child-like wonder that doesn't return the self to its humblest self-perception, including its supposed non-perception. My brief preliminary thoughts on belief as expressed here share good connection with this mild pale cosmic oscillation from a humble towns 12 o'clock bell ring from its glorious cathedral, designed to juxtapose the self into the selfless and then back again reflective of our earliest beginnings on understanding the relationship between how we could use social spiritual orders to both construct individual spirituality and liberate one from those weakest ones. It's amazing to imagine the sheer intelligence involved in understanding the spiritual needs of consciousness versus the needs of an evolving society and seeing how mind vs society has evolved over thousands of years in different ways to understand and serve this problem. These thoughts you have, they go much, much deeper than you realise:

Shorter: The degree of awareness consciousness has on the number of A to Z operations that generate consciousness, especially belief and its self-consciousness, is our expressed freedom from their supposed necessary analysis (what's implied by the title of this thread). By jumping through the wormhole of this opposing modality, consciousness instead gets to experience the antithesis of their drudgery by aligning with what becomes a natural cathartic release of belief and its grip on the freedom of consciousness from consciousness meeting its deepest possible level of self-recognition in this superposition of states of consciousness "Super-reflecting" (if the described "cathartic release" is the effect then the hyperdimensionality from the superposition is the cause ).

I find inspecting beliefs in the traditional sense a pretty boring affair, consciousness exists as a limit to the amount of experience the universe can be aware of itself through the lens of information and the abstract categories assigned to that information including energetic. What is more important to me then is awareness of the categories that govern the operations that produce consciousnesses experiences. The more categories I can be aware of the more information superimposes on itself and forces a natural collapse on the information at the top of each of those categorical hierarchies like beliefs which expresses the balance between the fluidity of consciousness versus its contractive potentials which are a reflection of those beliefs. So to get to the goal of changing beliefs, it is not to focus on belief but to focus on the operations that lead to the main output upon our experience being our experience of consciousness. Every unit there is a unit of measurement where the more I can hold in mind including the ranges of energies from emotion to feeling to their more invisible subliminal conduits from psychisms to gut instincts, the more there is that described collapse and natural reformation that builds what we describe as the intuition that exists beyond any belief and instead as a natural challenge to not furthering its frontier. This is of course, why concentration to the awareness that builds it much more than raw intelligence (especially the paralysis by analysis on things like beliefs where you're just playing with houses of cards so to speak like a kid in a playground where most people I'd argue are really just pretending like they're making progress because they experience the little dopamine hits analogous to those oxytocin ones that jointly couple if you're spending your second decade in front of an overpaid (or perhaps underpaid) therapist) even is so fundamental to any genuine original personal development work that makes you a lighthouse for others to follow. Quite often one of the first problems people face when it comes to belief examination is the complete oversight on the parameters that govern the sheer existence of the contents of those beliefs and thus its so easily for others to completely miss the paradigm upon which they're contemplating their beliefs which is often the very purpose of core belief analysis work to begin with explaining why so many incredibly intelligent people due to this omission often make little to no progress in extremely needed areas regardless as to how many pithy insights or psychedelic drugs they take.

Concentration power and self-knowledge are highly underrated. Imagine a consciousness that cannot regulate its attention in any way, much worse without the wisdom to slowly grow it and you will discover a consciousness who's power and knowledge it possesses is in the hands of its distractions.

Range of psychism < > Range of consciousness < > Range of growth.