I never was a mod on Actualized just a regular user.
What was deal breaker is 36 years old man acting in his Las Vegas videos .
I have friends on actualized.
Soonhei who was my online friend(instagram) due to "conscious death" leo advocated on his videos and forum.
Hope you stay there and not polute this forum with your nonsense.
I returned(never exited) as this guy back.I died to and was formless actual Infinite Love in all directions.Hard to describe experience.There was literally nothing there.
Those Leo's "pick up" videos made me cringe so much. Sealed a deal for me to never help anyone on his forum. I moved here. Leo is not who he presents he is.