Orb Posted November 1, 2022 Share Posted November 1, 2022 I want to be a mess right now. I don't want to be "healed" I don't want to be special or enlightened. I wanna keep being crazy, keep being impulsive. Why not keep sitting down and be lost in samsara forever? I wanna sit down with a pulsing headache, bloated stomach, fiending for the next bowl of fruit. I wanna be upset, confused, lost. I don't care about peace, happiness, love. These are all culturally imposed on us, we are programmed to constantly seek what is "good", as long as we seek what is good, we imply that right now we aren't good enough. I like being a mess. I was perfectly fine being a mess, till Buddha came and fucked everything up. I'm gonna keep sitting down and being a mess, just feeling slow, dull, bland. What the hells wrong with that?! Enlightenment is a hoax, it's a lie! A goddamn lie! So is suffering! That's a lie too! All I'm left with is....well who cares anyway! Mind your own business! Leave me alone, let me suffer! I'm happy suffering! 😊 Sounds dramatic as hell 😬. Quote Mention "I shall give you what no eye has seen, and what no ear has heard, and what no hand has touched, and what has never entered into the human heart. "-Jesus (Gospel of St. Thomas) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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