Tarak Posted April 25, 2022 Share Posted April 25, 2022 DO NOT READ IF YOU CAN'T COPE WITH THE WORLD Sometimes I just can't anymore. I know that how I see the world is a reflection of what happens inside of me, but whatever I try, I can only see a world getting darker and darker. I see a world were most people are manipulated by global propaganda, where elections are fixed and secret agenda's are being pushed and slowly manipulate humanity into a worldwide totalitarian system. I know that this is part of human evolution, that we need this dark period to learn very important lessons and that in the end love will prevail. At the same time I realize this takes time, way too much time relative to a human life and that both me and the ones I love will need to suffer decades more until the real shift begins, probably only after everyone I love has died. Sometimes I just want to give up, blow my brains out and take a long rest at the other side until it's clearing up at this side. I know I have things to learn from all this, but I feel one life can only take so much. I have periods of great strength and trust, but then it all evaporates and an extreme depression takes over. Sometimes I wish I never started my spiritual path, that I stayed the junk that didn't care about anyone or anything, that I had never searched for what happens behind the curtains. Sometimes I wish I was never born at all. Quote Mention I don't claim any truth. I just share my personal experience. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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