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Who are you? Look deep inside . You are god .

So I'm God cosplaying as a human . That's why I love one thing and hate another . The only way to love everything is to be in god consciousness 24/7 which means you will die. So it's not realistic to love everyone and everything unconditionally.

What's a "thing " and what's not a thing ? Give some examples as well as explanation, please.

@Phil I asked you a specific question. You ..did ..not ..answer.

@Phil define it then .

@Phil @Blessed2 Hi ..(sorry for the late response). Okay..so ., here is a question to you guys if I say that I love everyone unconditionally and that if i hate..I'm in hell(that's the interpretation of the hell metaphor in religions )...i feel that im not "ready "to go balls in the wall with my love .. so if you guys are enlightened please answer me this ... if someone kidnapped your children and did unspeakable things to them..like torture and sexually deviated stuff.. and traumatized them for life..Could you honestly say that you have unconditional love for that person? That you would not hate them and they are not evil? Be honest..now...

@Reena beautiful. Thanks for sharing 🙏

@Reena suggest something specific? Like a book or somethin'

@Alexander that's my whole point of this thread. I know what I should do ..but I don't know how to do it .

To love . Absolutely everything. As it is .love and accept fully .not acting .but genuinely and wholeheartedly. The only obstacle is I'm so fucking immature to do that ..I'm attached to all sort of things like a kid in a candy store ..something as trivial or silly as weather swings can ruin my whole day . I'm attached to being a finite human . I don't have the zero fucks given " attitude of a truly enlightened being .like Ramana Maharshi..this dude literally didn't give a fuck about dying from cancer ...I'm nowhere near this level of detachment and unconditional love . But at least I figured out what I should do: Unconditional love.

First of all ..is all types of sugar bad for you ? Like is honey and fructose (fruits sugar) as bad as white junk sugar? And second of all ..I don't seem to feel full and satiated after my meals without drinking a sugary beverage whether cold or hot like tea or Pepsi etc

@Phil I explained to you how that is not helping.

@Blessed2 thank you man . Very helpful advice 👌 👍.

Its difficult for me to wrap my mind around this ..because like I said .."You can let go of a thought " is equivalent to saying "thought can let go of thought " . Since "you " is a thought . And its like a runaway train without a driver . The illusion of free will . I'm not In the driver seat of my life . Elaborate more please. I understand. And that was Orb's point. You can check once .but then the thought arises again ..so I check again and there is no boogeyman..but then the thought /fear arises again . Its akin to OCD . Studying ..the constant struggle against addiction ..the struggle that comes with maturing from a boy to a "real man"..work..job ..taking responsibility of my life . And also we as men are doomed to suffer . I kinda wish I was born a woman. They've got it way easier lol. Also some existential fears that I mentioned regarding death and hell and these sort of things.

@Orb thanks . Any more methods? Those are great but I don't think they are enough . If a thought persists ..like "I might die " and when I no matter trying to focus on some thing else it keeps coming back ..what to do?

@Reena unfortunately no.

I hope this doesn't sound like victim-blaming..but I don't think that I have control over thoughts . Thoughts just arise unintentionally. How exactly to let go of a discordant thought? Lol

Is fear an emotion? And how to transcend fear? How to become fearless ? I'm experiencing a huge fear from facing the brutality of life...it's like I'm a child that doesn't know how to grow the fuck up . But I'm also talking about fear of what might happen to me.. I might get cancer ..I might die in a car accident..I might go to hell after I die and other such shitty fearful thoughts.

What does it mean?

Great . I understand what you're saying. Thanks . If only you just said that from the beginning 😆

@Blessed2 because I'm going through some depressed mood recently.

@Mandy what's depression?

@Phil so why does awareness experience discordant thoughts (which can manifest as depression)?

So my sense of self ..my sense of being ..my sense of existence..the fact that I exist as a human being ..the fact that there is existing existence is merely a thought in ma head..? Sell me something else. I don't resonate with this. Told you it's the same .both mean the same thing.

Because you dashed it in italic font ..and you generally speaking claim that there is no such thing as "I" or "you " or "we " (ya know...the Buddhist anatman kind of thing ..which I told you millions of times that its partially true and limited and not the end all be all ).