Forza21 Posted July 5, 2022 Share Posted July 5, 2022 (edited) It seems like all this non-dual teachings really got me into a nihilistic, dispassionate state. I tried to make a dream board, and there's nothing i would like to try or achieve. I feel like it doesn't matter anyway, or it won't make my happy. I wake up every day, and just pray for this day to be over. Actually my biggest wish is, that i was gone. Why even bother if it's all a dream? Why even bother if i don't know what's real or not? Why even bother if it is infinity indeed, i might just die this lifetime, whatever. When i was chasing ego-based goals, like money, bigger house, car etc., at least i had a purpose. After stepping into spirituality, it all lost meaning and i have nothing to do or achieve. It totally meaningless, boring, and stupid. Right now i have 0 interest in anything "world'ly" , i read all day on spirituality, and it doesn't help anyway. It actually makes things worse. Is anyone it this state? Does anyone know what to do? Edited July 5, 2022 by Forza21 Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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