Isagi Yoichi Posted February 4 Share Posted February 4 (edited) I have this illness which is tinnitus I constantly hear ringing in my left ear when I do meditation I always hear it and it sounds like white noise but it's natural lol when I focus on it, it ruins my meditation and the right ear starts ringing as well I just wanted to share it bec I feel bad about everything in my reality now and the shit country I live in. I want to know if there is a chance I can heal it magically I can wear hearing aids but they are annoying and the voice volume increases 500% so I don't wear them. one the positive side I can use tinnitus as an anchor to the present moment lol. Edited February 4 by Isagi Yoichi Quote Mention for coding & software engineering services message me on discord Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted February 4 Share Posted February 4 What about without separation? Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted February 4 Author Share Posted February 4 2 hours ago, Phil said: What about without separation? what is separated? Quote Mention for coding & software engineering services message me on discord Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted February 4 Share Posted February 4 @Isagi Yoichi Breathe deeply, relax, welcome any emotions which might arise into the spaciousness you truly are, and make a fun game of inspecting and noticing exactly that in your op. All of the music, every rap, rhyme, riff & symphony, is made possible by the background hum of our being vibrating. Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted February 4 Share Posted February 4 Sorry, I'm posting this again! I think it's a really good meditation and it makes sense here Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted February 4 Author Share Posted February 4 6 minutes ago, Phil said: Breathe deeply, relax, welcome any emotions which might arise into the spaciousness you truly are, and make a fun game of inspecting and noticing exactly that in your op. i did it but i didn't feel anything, there might be a feeling stuck in my chest its contracting it doesn't feel good Quote Mention for coding & software engineering services message me on discord Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted February 4 Share Posted February 4 Just now, Isagi Yoichi said: i did it but i didn't feel anything, there might be a feeling stuck in my chest its contracting it doesn't feel good Will you listen to the meditation video I shared? Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted February 4 Share Posted February 4 @Isagi Yoichi What comes up naturally to you with respect to that non-resonating contraction? What resonates? There is no right or wrong answer. Whatever comes to mind and feels better, even if ever so slightly, share that if comfortable doing so. Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted February 4 Author Share Posted February 4 Just now, Jonas Long said: Will you listen to the meditation video I shared? yes i did when you first shared it I will again appreciate it bro Quote Mention for coding & software engineering services message me on discord Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jonas Long Posted February 4 Share Posted February 4 Just now, Isagi Yoichi said: yes i did when you first shared it I will again appreciate it bro Oh, cool, thanks Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted February 4 Author Share Posted February 4 (edited) 10 minutes ago, Phil said: What comes up naturally to you with respect to that non-resonating contraction? What resonates? There is no right or wrong answer. Whatever comes to mind and feels better, even if ever so slightly, share that if comfortable doing so. okay after some struggle, listening to Quran feels better I did it yesterday after feeling discord before sleeping today too after waking up I felt really bad and discordant so Quran feels relieving to me now Edited February 4 by Isagi Yoichi Quote Mention for coding & software engineering services message me on discord Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted February 4 Author Share Posted February 4 reciting the quran feels really good too Quote Mention for coding & software engineering services message me on discord Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted February 4 Share Posted February 4 @Isagi Yoichi Does it in seem like thoughts arise about having an illness & discord is felt… and as thoughts arise about the Quran, discord declines, recedes or is lessoned? Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted February 4 Author Share Posted February 4 Just now, Phil said: Does it in seem like thoughts arise about having an illness & discord is felt… and as thoughts arise about the Quran, discord declines, recedes or is lessoned? yeah i don't hear the tinnitus it only works when I am completely still or when I am thinking about it Quote Mention for coding & software engineering services message me on discord Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted February 4 Share Posted February 4 @Isagi Yoichi What if in fact you are completely still aren’t thinking about it? Sand falling slowly through your fingers feels pleasant. It’s an experience of how sand falling through fingers feels, to you. Your fingers falling through sand doesn’t sound pleasant, and doesn’t seem to make any sense. Could it be the same way with thoughts? And with the thought, tinnitus? Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted February 4 Author Share Posted February 4 3 minutes ago, Phil said: What if in fact you are completely still aren’t thinking about it? Sand falling slowly through your fingers feels pleasant. It’s an experience of how sand falling through fingers feels, to you. Your fingers falling through sand doesn’t sound pleasant, and doesn’t seem to make any sense. Could it be the same way with thoughts? And with the thought, tinnitus? yeah exactly , its the thought that feels discordant not the exp Quote Mention for coding & software engineering services message me on discord Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted February 4 Share Posted February 4 @Isagi Yoichi Yeah totally. In the same way that I’m always rambling on about emotions being guidance for thoughts… sensation wise, relax / feel more deeply, and see how it feels to think, think about, contemplate or consider… the ringing is much more related to connection, unity, well-being & alignment, and not labeling, separating, dis-ease / disease or illness. Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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