Im Gonna Cry

[Orb]

I bought a chicken wrap and headed home and as I was approaching the front door a wasp flew right in front of me. 

 

I turned around and ran into my car 😭😭😭. 

 

Now I'm in my car wondering wtf to do.

[Loop]

I just got out of a shower that is outside which had like 4 or 5 bugs with stingers stuck in it. I let them be, they let me be, I let a few out them get out if I could. Almost all bug don’t sting unless provoked. They can be fascinating to watch too, bugz. 
 

🦟

 

If an energy be bugging you, just give the little one the attention they need. ❤️😆

 

[Mandy]

It's just the ghost of the chicken. 

[Orb]

@Loop This makes me feel a lot better. 

 

@Mandy Which chicken? 

 

luckily my mom came home at the same time of this encounter and helped me out. 

[Mandy]

@Orb The chicken in the chicken wrap. 

[Orb]

3 minutes ago, Mandy said:

@Orb The chicken in the chicken wrap. 

oh lol, maybe the chicken reincarnated into a wasp and was like "Hey you fucker! remember me?!"

[Mandy]

@Orb  If I was a factory farmed chicken, I'd do it. 🤷‍♀️ Having wings that actually work FINALLY, PLUS freaking out the guy that ate you, heck yes. 

[Mandy]

@Orb How do you feel about raw honey and bee keeping? 

[Orb]

28 minutes ago, Mandy said:

@Orb  If I was a factory farmed chicken, I'd do it. 🤷‍♀️ Having wings that actually work FINALLY, PLUS freaking out the guy that ate you, heck yes. 

😂😂

 

27 minutes ago, Mandy said:

@Orb How do you feel about raw honey and bee keeping? 

 

I don't have much of an issue with it. I haven't looked into it so I wouldn't know for sure but it seems like it can be helpful for the bees actually since they'd be taken care of by bee keepers. 

 

Also, I'm way less scared of bees compared to wasps.

[Mandy]

@OrbSorry,  I don't mean about it in general, but how you'd feel about doing it, visiting a place that did, or looking into it. 

[Orb]

Just now, Mandy said:

@OrbSorry,  I don't mean about it in general, but how you'd feel about doing it, visiting a place that did, or looking into it. 

It would be pretty cool actually. As long as I can wear a bee suit. 

[Mandy]

So why the reaction to wasps? Unpredictable behavior? 

[Orb]

1 minute ago, Mandy said:

So why the reaction to wasps? Unpredictable behavior? 

Wasps are more aggressive, their stings are more painful and can sting multiple times. They also look like jerks but now I'm judging too much.

[Mandy]

@Orb If it was symbolic or a message for you, what would it be? 

[Orb]

@Mandy I think it would be how the mind tends to amplify situations.

[Mandy]

@Orb That's all?

[Phil]

In Japan there are people who eat wasps and experience fear when interpretations of chickens arise. They share the fundamental belief the rope is a snake, but project the discord or fear in opposite fashion to coincide with the belief. 

[Orb]

@Loop @Phil @Mandy

 

i saw a wasp flying outside by the front door so i decided to go for a walk in order to face the fear. 

 

the fear came up and I acknowledged that it's also Love, and things got clearer and quieter 🙂

 

I also noticed we aren't afraid of objects, we are afraid of feeling certain emotions. 

 

There wasnt actually fear of wasps, but rather fear of feeling the fear associated with being near wasps.

Edited July 12, 2023 by Orb