Sleeping became more interesting than being awake.

[Isagi Yoichi]

I have this experience during the week where I sleep most of the time, like I wake up go drink some water then return back to sleep I can't count how many dreams I had but every time I go to sleep I must dream and  I hate it when I wake up I wish I could keep dreaming forever.

 

I don't have any responsibilities to do I finished my exams and I have no desire to do anything or achieve anything nothing is interesting enough for me to devote time to when I can just go to sleep and dream every kind of dream I have this weird ability that I like my dreams even if they are not so pleasant most of them are pleasant but I like all of them.

 

is it about my unconscious world that I am exploring that makes dreaming amazing more than anything in life? 

 

[Mandy]

@Omar Osama It's likely resistance to waking life. Do you dreamboard, write down what you want? How do the dreams carry over to waking life, what are they revealing to you? 

[Isagi Yoichi]

1 minute ago, Mandy said:

How do the dreams carry over to waking life, what are they revealing to you? 

 

I don't know exactly but I feel like I am healing I feel very good after the dreams this thing is going with me recently in the past two months.

 

I feel feelings I think i had in the past and forgot about them they are too good or maybe bec i am always depressed idk

[Mandy]

@Omar Osama I remember going through a period of time like that when I was in school, it was also the dead of winter and I wasn't getting enough sleep. I'd guess maybe you're adjusting to having more freedom and autonomy to do what you like, instead of following a set curriculum with your time.

[Isagi Yoichi]

 

7 minutes ago, Mandy said:

I remember going through a period of time like that when I was in school, it was also the dead of winter and I wasn't getting enough sleep

 

did you know what your dreams were telling you?

 

9 minutes ago, Mandy said:

I'd guess maybe you're adjusting to having more freedom and autonomy to do what you like, instead of following a set curriculum with your time.

 

yeah, this is actually what's happening I have the opportunity to escape the cooperate world and work for myself.

 

am I sabotaging myself with sleeping or bec I feel like I do not have to deal with shit?

[Phil]

2 hours ago, Omar Osama said:

deal with shit

Why aren’t the nighttime dreams framed up as ‘dealing with shit’?

[Someone here]

@Phil I don't know if you remember or not ..but a while ago I asked you if it is possible to sleep without dreams ..and you replied with something akin to "that's the default ".

The thing is ...unlike @Omar Osama..I fucking hate vivid dreams..because they make me question my reality (I'm sure you're familiar with Descartes' dream doubt). 

Also ,do babies less than three years old dream ? I guess not because they haven't developed a memory or a subconscious mind yet .

 

[Someone here]

@Phil and BTW..what the hell is a dream anyways 😆? 

[Phil]

10 minutes ago, Someone here said:

Also ,do babies less than three years old dream ? I guess not because they haven't developed a memory or a subconscious mind yet .

The assumption there is that people dream. 

 

11 minutes ago, Someone here said:

@Phil and BTW..what the hell is a dream anyways 😆? 

Essentially, guidance. 

[Someone here]

3 minutes ago, Phil said:

The assumption there is that people dream. 

 

So dream is more fundamental than the person who's dreaming?  Just like you are NOT an owner of consciousness..but rather "you "is s thought that consciousness has.am I understanding this correctly? 

5 minutes ago, Phil said:

Essentially, guidance

What does that mean ?

[Phil]

1 minute ago, Someone here said:

So dream is more fundamental than the person who's dreaming?

Yep. 

1 minute ago, Someone here said:

  Just like you are NOT an owner of consciousness..but rather "you "is s thought that consciousness has.am I understanding this correctly? 

Yep. Appears as, vs ‘has’, but yes. 

Yet also, if ‘you’ ‘think’ ‘you’ are ‘understanding’ - you aren’t. 

[Isagi Yoichi]

4 hours ago, Phil said:

Why aren’t the nighttime dreams framed up as ‘dealing with shit’?

 

Bec you don't have to deal with human bs, the business world or any kind of hustle with other people must be full of shit.

[Phil]

1 hour ago, Omar Osama said:

 

Bec you don't have to deal with human bs, the business world or any kind of hustle with other people must be full of shit.

What defines that as not dream? 

[Isagi Yoichi]

2 hours ago, Phil said:

What defines that as not dream? 

 

Nothing but I prefer other dreams 

[Phil]

@Omar Osama

But you said you like all of them. 

[Isagi Yoichi]

8 minutes ago, Phil said:

But you said you like all of them. 

 

yeah but i prefer other dreams too, I said some of them are unpleasant

[Phil]

@Omar Osama

Is it that you like your dream, and don’t like other’s dream for you?

[Isagi Yoichi]

3 minutes ago, Phil said:

@Omar Osama

Is it that you like your dream, and don’t like other’s dream for you?

Yes

[Mandy]

Kid's stories used to be more parable/fables, f*cked up fairytales, guidance essentially. I wonder if our moving away from those kinds of things to only writing stories that sell is partly why we ignore dreams that are of that nature. 

[Phil]

3 minutes ago, Omar Osama said:

Yes

What’s your dream? What do you want to create?