Blessed2 Posted April 20 Share Posted April 20 In the past there has been a lot of self-judgemental thoughts. There still is, but I can take a different path. "I have a monkey mind and I should meditate every day to fix it." "I should fix my breathing." "I should fix my diet." "I should do the emotional scale." etc. Before I used to take those thoughts seriously. I would feel stressed out, try to meditate, try to read a book about correct breathing and diet, try to do the scale. A ton of discord. But now I take a different path. The thought comes. I notice the stress and upset. I notice the judgement "should" and "shouldn't". I notice the belief. I may notice myself googling or reading, trying to fix the problem, trying to do "what I should do", trying to climb the mountain. But I listen to the discord. I notice it is a belief. "I have monkey mind" is a thought. I allow myself to be. I allow the "failure" and "shortcoming" to be. Weirdly enough, awareness returns to here-now. Quote Mention Everyone is waiting for eternity but the Shaman asks: "how about today?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Blessed2 Posted April 20 Author Share Posted April 20 Oop, wrong sub I guess. Mods may move this to celebrating & sharing. Quote Mention Everyone is waiting for eternity but the Shaman asks: "how about today?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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