Gianna Posted April 29 Share Posted April 29 4.29.22 One day it will all make sense. At least that’s what I tell myself. I’m happy to be here. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Faith Posted April 30 Share Posted April 30 Welcome to the forum! 💙 Even if it never makes sense, it's not who/what you really are, so its okay. Sometimes trying to make sense out of the senseless, just doesn't make sense. 😊 Quote Mention You're a thought. Do you think a thought is going to occupy 'no thought'. The 'changeless' can be realized only when the ever-changing thought-flow stops. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gianna Posted April 30 Author Share Posted April 30 @Faith hehehe, so true. Thank you! 🌺 Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gianna Posted May 1 Author Share Posted May 1 🌹, john powell Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Gianna Posted October 4 Author Share Posted October 4 10.3.22 – i can't stop hating myself and I don't know why... self hate has spread like wildfire within me it is so pervasive you can find it in every thought it leaves me feeling as if everything is wrong feeling bad, is wrong feeling good, is wrong if I am with you, that's wrong if I am I'm not, that's wrong all I give myself is rejection i can't help myself because i am stuck hating myself this demon has made me my only friend Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Gianna Posted October 10 Author Share Posted October 10 Armin, you've touched my heart more than you know. Makoa, you're truly a gift to this world. Charles, your being fills mine with joy. 🖤 Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gianna Posted October 15 Author Share Posted October 15 10.15.22 you don't think we should talk. well, I don't agree but you're gone. it's been months and I don't even know if you're alive. what do you think? how do you feel? did you stop loving me? I still brag about you to my friends. I still think about a life of us together. I would move to africa to be with you. it's not only my fault we're not together. I needed more than you would give. so if that's not you is it right that we're not together? how do I let you go? how would I ever become interested in anyone else? I feel like you two years ago, when you gave up on people. you took the idea of 'relationship' with you when you left. a friend told me he saw me on a dating app. I didn't realize I was on there, so I downloaded the app to log in and delete it. but right before I did, I saw a guy who looked just like you. I messaged him to get closer to you. at least he will message me back. do you really want us to end? how are you okay with us ending? i guess my answers are in that question. you really are gone. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gianna Posted October 21 Author Share Posted October 21 I'm going on a date and I don't know why. I'm not too happy; trying to be okay with not smiling. The guy I'm going out with is okay that I am depressed, he seems nice. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gianna Posted October 21 Author Share Posted October 21 Gianna can be depressed and I will watch. I feel her love as clouded, her desires distorted. Her heart blocked, and her mind upside down. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted October 26 Share Posted October 26 Dreamboard makes desires clear to the mind, and co-creating ensues. The emotional scale brings clarity to the whole experience. Crazy as it might initially sound, the clarity is such that it is actually seen & felt everything is already working out for you. 🤍 Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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