Mandy Posted June 19 Share Posted June 19 @ivankiss The coworker is a mirror of you, not your girlfriend. Trigger = mirror, something unaccepted, unseen, believed to be other than. Quote Mention Youtube Channel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 19 Author Share Posted June 19 1 minute ago, Mandy said: @ivankiss The coworker is a mirror of you, not your girlfriend. Trigger = mirror, something unaccepted, unseen, believed to be other than. I might be a slut, but definitely not this trashy and deluded. I have manners. I know when something is appropriate or not. I am chill and professional at work. Everything she's not. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mandy Posted June 19 Share Posted June 19 @ivankiss The more you make her other than using pride as the excuse to do so, the more of her you'll attract. Even if you left the job or got her fired, it would be like playing whack a mole. Quote Mention Youtube Channel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 19 Author Share Posted June 19 Don't get me wrong. I love my girlfriend. I am glad we ended up together. But do I hate seeing this sluttiness inside of her. Fuck yeah I do. In fact, I hate it so much, I've been fighting it for nearly two years now. Supposedly, all in vain. As she's never been slutting around, in her words. She's only ever been with less than 10 men. And the reason I saw her slutty side, is because she just got out of a relationship when I met her and she was letting loose a bit. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 19 Author Share Posted June 19 I don't know what kind of a story the mirror is trying to put together here, but it's twisted. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 19 Author Share Posted June 19 1 minute ago, Mandy said: @ivankiss The more you make her other than using pride as the excuse to do so, the more of her you'll attract. Even if you left the job or got her fired, it would be like playing whack a mole. So I just have to kill the slut within me, is what you're saying? Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mandy Posted June 19 Share Posted June 19 1 minute ago, ivankiss said: I don't know what kind of a story the mirror is trying to put together here, but it's twisted. It's always twisted because there aren't any straight lines. If you throw a boomerang while expecting that there are truly others who are less than or to blame, or whatever else, the boomerang always takes a turn, and comes right back at ya. If you want people to leave you alone, leave them alone. That you're triggered by her is making you attract her, so much she's literally begging to merge with you. So much unnecessary emphasis on physicality. Quote Mention Youtube Channel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mandy Posted June 19 Share Posted June 19 2 minutes ago, ivankiss said: So I just have to kill the slut within me, is what you're saying? Awareness is a total Whore. Loves everyone, excludes no one, says no to no one. You can't touch it though. Quote Mention Youtube Channel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 19 Author Share Posted June 19 @Mandy That's cool, thanks. It kind of sort of helps. What I'm looking to do here, instead of drawing conclusions about slutty mirrors, is to just act and resolve this with a few swings of my wand. Preferably today. Leaving to work in two hours. Glad I vented a bit beforehand. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mandy Posted June 19 Share Posted June 19 5 minutes ago, ivankiss said: is to just act and resolve this with a few swings of my wand. 😐 I'm going to assume that's a metaphor. Quote Mention Youtube Channel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 19 Author Share Posted June 19 Just now, Mandy said: 😐 I'm going to assume that's a metaphor. Haha it is, but now that you point it out, I might use the word "wand" for when I'm talking about my penis too. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 19 Author Share Posted June 19 I can't stop being hot and attractive. But what I can stop is being friendly and giving her attention. Gray rocking it is. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted June 19 Share Posted June 19 14 minutes ago, ivankiss said: resolve this Tell her you didn’t realize you were experiencing insecurity under the arrogance and pride. Be born again. Jealousy too, of her absence of insecurity for the deeper win. ♥️ Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 19 Author Share Posted June 19 Just now, Phil said: Tell her you didn’t realize you were experiencing insecurity under the arrogance and pride. I would be lying. I am way too aware of my insecurities. I am too weak and that's why I'm targeted. Or maybe it's just because I'm hot and brilliant. Who knows. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 19 Author Share Posted June 19 13 minutes ago, Phil said: Be born again. Jealousy too, of her absence of insecurity for the deeper win. Arguably, I was being a bit too reborn at work, shining a bit too bright, that's why I'm so irresistible. Jk If I understand what you are saying, which I most likely don't, then silence is the answer. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mandy Posted June 19 Share Posted June 19 @ivankiss It's a game you aren't really playing... throwing boomerangs, pendulum swinging from pride to insecurity, actions and reactions. Quote Mention Youtube Channel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 19 Author Share Posted June 19 4 minutes ago, Mandy said: pendulum swinging from pride to insecurity, actions and reactions. It's more like the pendulum swings from I am the Son of God to holy fuck why are you nailing me to the cross. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mandy Posted June 19 Share Posted June 19 1 minute ago, ivankiss said: It's more like the pendulum swings from I am the Son of God to holy fuck why are you nailing me to the cross. That's a tad dramatic. Quote Mention Youtube Channel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 19 Author Share Posted June 19 @Mandy I am sorry, but we don't like hippies around here either. Maximum drama. Maximum epicness. Maximum heart. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mandy Posted June 19 Share Posted June 19 @ivankiss Yeah, we nail hippies to crosses. Quote Mention Youtube Channel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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