Orb Posted May 8 Share Posted May 8 An issue or "sticking point" I experienced for a LONG time is reconciling uncomfortable sensations/experiences with Unconditonal Love. I would spend the whole day in zero distance intimacy infinite boundless being etc. and yet, I'd wake up in the morning feeling groggy with a stomach ache. Or I'd experienced anger of sadness or anything that seemed to go against the grain of whatever the Ego considered to be in alignment with Truth. This morning I sat on my exercise bench in my garage super groggy with all the dull sensations that come with waking up, I was on 5 hours of sleep, feeling a slight headache, and overall just slow. But....for the first (and last) time ever, something beyond "me" went deep into the experience and suddenly the resistance disappeared. Suddenly what was once uncomfortable and unfavorable was Fresh, it was brand new, it was genuinely interesting. "I" explored the whole moment of this grogginess and found it akin to a beautiful field. ❤️ This is always the most interesting "thing" ever. Quote Mention "Mediocrity is gone. Mind is clear of limitation. I seek no state of enlightenment. Neither do I remain where no enlightenment exists. Since I linger in neither condition, eyes cannot see me. If hundreds of birds strew my path with flowers, such praise would be meaningless." - A Comment on the 8th Ox Herding Picture Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Enlightened Cat Posted May 9 Share Posted May 9 4 hours ago, Orb said: This is always the most interesting "thing" ever. Hell yes. Never describable by anything. Always open to infinite exploration. 4 hours ago, Orb said: Suddenly what was once uncomfortable and unfavorable was Fresh, it was brand new, it was genuinely interesting. "I" explored the whole moment of this grogginess and found it akin to a beautiful field. ❤️ Hell yes. 4 hours ago, Orb said: This morning I sat on my exercise bench in my garage super groggy with all the dull sensations that come with waking up, I was on 5 hours of sleep, feeling a slight headache, and overall just slow. Ego is very quick to explain such things away, but when the explaining is noticed as simply just explaining, it quickly dissolves and you are left in the ineffable. Quote Mention Describe a thought. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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