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Equanimity and Unbearable Pain

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last week I went to the doctor and they performed tests on me and one of them was so painful that I couldn't think, I squeezed the other nurses hand and was screaming in agony. 


As funny as it sounds, I felt like Jesus on the cross "Why have you forsakened me?" came to mind. There was just extreme pain, no good feeling whatsoever. 


Afterward my body was shaking and I left the doctors office and just went home. 


It's difficult to reconcile the alignment and goodness with moments of extreme pain to point of shaking. 


I think the greatest thing Jesus did was to forgive everyone after he was brutally tortured.


Pain is a form of love, it's a complete helplessness, just crying in agony. 


But there's a preference to not go through that again 😆


After that experience I moved on and everything's great! But I wanted to share this experience.

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