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Last time I stopped pmo for nearly 3 weeks, I was cleaning my room/bathroom regularly, felt more excitement and passion got life, and felt stronger. 

 

It's come to my attention that immediately after orgasming to porn there's a physiological response, the entire system feels dull and burnt out. 

 

Like today I didn't watch porn for the majority of the day and was at a 6/10 mood wise. Then I pmo'd and now I feel like I'm at 2/10. Nearly touching suicidal thoughts.

 

I refuse to be a victim, I will not give up! 

 

I can do this! 

"I shall give you what no eye has seen, and what no ear has heard, and what no hand has touched, and what has never entered into the human heart. "-Jesus (Gospel of St. Thomas)

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Let's go!!!! Day 1, going smoothly, feeling tired asf though. 

"I shall give you what no eye has seen, and what no ear has heard, and what no hand has touched, and what has never entered into the human heart. "-Jesus (Gospel of St. Thomas)

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It's day 2! Going strong, feeling better.

 

Had too much caffeine last night and freaked out on the forum. Today I had 1/2 teaspoon of matcha and I'm feeling awesome. 

"I shall give you what no eye has seen, and what no ear has heard, and what no hand has touched, and what has never entered into the human heart. "-Jesus (Gospel of St. Thomas)

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I find that transmitting this energy lies in just doing things I wanna do. Like reading a book, going for a walk, eating a nice meal. 

 

It's quite easy, all I gotta do when the energy gets intense is participate in a different task that will take my mind off of sex. Easy!

"I shall give you what no eye has seen, and what no ear has heard, and what no hand has touched, and what has never entered into the human heart. "-Jesus (Gospel of St. Thomas)

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I'm feeling better already in these 2 days. No longer having crusty socks, no longer feeling dirty talking to people knowing the monstrous amounts of **** I busted earlier. Life's good.

 

I think weight lifting and stretching can help a lot too. I also plan on going on another shroom trip in the near future. Shrooms are so fun! Especially at a moderate dose.

"I shall give you what no eye has seen, and what no ear has heard, and what no hand has touched, and what has never entered into the human heart. "-Jesus (Gospel of St. Thomas)

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My energy levels are increasing! It's feeling easier to do chores.

 

I looked at my laundry machine this morning and for the first time in months feel okay with doing laundry. 

"I shall give you what no eye has seen, and what no ear has heard, and what no hand has touched, and what has never entered into the human heart. "-Jesus (Gospel of St. Thomas)

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