Orb Posted March 16, 2023 Share Posted March 16, 2023 Last time I stopped pmo for nearly 3 weeks, I was cleaning my room/bathroom regularly, felt more excitement and passion got life, and felt stronger. It's come to my attention that immediately after orgasming to porn there's a physiological response, the entire system feels dull and burnt out. Like today I didn't watch porn for the majority of the day and was at a 6/10 mood wise. Then I pmo'd and now I feel like I'm at 2/10. Nearly touching suicidal thoughts. I refuse to be a victim, I will not give up! I can do this! Quote Mention "Mediocrity is gone. Mind is clear of limitation. I seek no state of enlightenment. Neither do I remain where no enlightenment exists. Since I linger in neither condition, eyes cannot see me. If hundreds of birds strew my path with flowers, such praise would be meaningless." - A Comment on the 8th Ox Herding Picture Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Orb Posted March 16, 2023 Author Share Posted March 16, 2023 Let's go!!!! Day 1, going smoothly, feeling tired asf though. Quote Mention "Mediocrity is gone. Mind is clear of limitation. I seek no state of enlightenment. Neither do I remain where no enlightenment exists. Since I linger in neither condition, eyes cannot see me. If hundreds of birds strew my path with flowers, such praise would be meaningless." - A Comment on the 8th Ox Herding Picture Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Orb Posted March 17, 2023 Author Share Posted March 17, 2023 It's day 2! Going strong, feeling better. Had too much caffeine last night and freaked out on the forum. Today I had 1/2 teaspoon of matcha and I'm feeling awesome. Quote Mention "Mediocrity is gone. Mind is clear of limitation. I seek no state of enlightenment. Neither do I remain where no enlightenment exists. Since I linger in neither condition, eyes cannot see me. If hundreds of birds strew my path with flowers, such praise would be meaningless." - A Comment on the 8th Ox Herding Picture Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Orb Posted March 17, 2023 Author Share Posted March 17, 2023 I find that transmitting this energy lies in just doing things I wanna do. Like reading a book, going for a walk, eating a nice meal. It's quite easy, all I gotta do when the energy gets intense is participate in a different task that will take my mind off of sex. Easy! Quote Mention "Mediocrity is gone. Mind is clear of limitation. I seek no state of enlightenment. Neither do I remain where no enlightenment exists. Since I linger in neither condition, eyes cannot see me. If hundreds of birds strew my path with flowers, such praise would be meaningless." - A Comment on the 8th Ox Herding Picture Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Orb Posted March 17, 2023 Author Share Posted March 17, 2023 I'm feeling better already in these 2 days. No longer having crusty socks, no longer feeling dirty talking to people knowing the monstrous amounts of **** I busted earlier. Life's good. I think weight lifting and stretching can help a lot too. I also plan on going on another shroom trip in the near future. Shrooms are so fun! Especially at a moderate dose. Quote Mention "Mediocrity is gone. Mind is clear of limitation. I seek no state of enlightenment. Neither do I remain where no enlightenment exists. Since I linger in neither condition, eyes cannot see me. If hundreds of birds strew my path with flowers, such praise would be meaningless." - A Comment on the 8th Ox Herding Picture Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Orb Posted March 22, 2023 Author Share Posted March 22, 2023 My energy levels are increasing! It's feeling easier to do chores. I looked at my laundry machine this morning and for the first time in months feel okay with doing laundry. Quote Mention "Mediocrity is gone. Mind is clear of limitation. I seek no state of enlightenment. Neither do I remain where no enlightenment exists. Since I linger in neither condition, eyes cannot see me. If hundreds of birds strew my path with flowers, such praise would be meaningless." - A Comment on the 8th Ox Herding Picture Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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