Orb Posted January 9, 2023 Share Posted January 9, 2023 I've been crying for these last few hours after finally finding the repressed emotion within and found that my main "hindrance" is shame/inadequacy. I think this feeling comes automatically when there's mind-identification. I hope I can feel the true Love. Quote Mention "Mediocrity is gone. Mind is clear of limitation. I seek no state of enlightenment. Neither do I remain where no enlightenment exists. Since I linger in neither condition, eyes cannot see me. If hundreds of birds strew my path with flowers, such praise would be meaningless." - A Comment on the 8th Ox Herding Picture Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Loop Posted January 9, 2023 Share Posted January 9, 2023 You are feeling deeply looking within, you are true Love. Keep noticing that automatic contraction/ reaction, and feel the thought-stories about it without judgement/ creating more stories. I’ve been crying on and off lately, Infinite Love ❤️ It is all good, nothing is better than the crying of embracing what you really are, And the burning away of all you really aren’t. Wishing you well my brother! 🙏🏼 Quote Mention Ten thousand tears, One Belly Laugh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Orb Posted January 9, 2023 Author Share Posted January 9, 2023 @Loop thanks a lot 💙🙏. I appreciate you. It's pretty tough sometimes but interesting as hell, this emotion work is like going to the root of collective suffering, feeling all the fundamental emotion wounds felt by all peoples. Quote Mention "Mediocrity is gone. Mind is clear of limitation. I seek no state of enlightenment. Neither do I remain where no enlightenment exists. Since I linger in neither condition, eyes cannot see me. If hundreds of birds strew my path with flowers, such praise would be meaningless." - A Comment on the 8th Ox Herding Picture Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Loop Posted January 9, 2023 Share Posted January 9, 2023 @Orb Totally, I feel ya. Understand how the knots start, pull up the shame weed from the root, feel the contractions relax. 💚 Love tending to the gardens. Quote Mention Ten thousand tears, One Belly Laugh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted January 9, 2023 Share Posted January 9, 2023 Fundamental Sense of Shame & Inadequacy Sense as in sensory, like perception… or sense as in sensation? Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Orb Posted January 10, 2023 Author Share Posted January 10, 2023 10 hours ago, Phil said: Fundamental Sense of Shame & Inadequacy Sense as in sensory, like perception… or sense as in sensation? Emotional stuff and then the attempt to explain it all. There was def some letting go going on though Quote Mention "Mediocrity is gone. Mind is clear of limitation. I seek no state of enlightenment. Neither do I remain where no enlightenment exists. Since I linger in neither condition, eyes cannot see me. If hundreds of birds strew my path with flowers, such praise would be meaningless." - A Comment on the 8th Ox Herding Picture Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted January 10, 2023 Share Posted January 10, 2023 @Orb An offering of a different framing, that it might be resonating, clarifying & freeing… If shame & inadequacy aren’t fundamental, sense or emotion, but are conceptual, in the belief category… then there is a great potential for ‘unstuckness’, and a ‘place to go’ expression wise, in that the emotions experienced in regard to how the concepts or beliefs feel could be expressed. The heart of the insight in the reframing might very well be along the lines of the truth of true innocence. That it, whatever it is, is not your fault & does not define you, and you are already the true love which is feeling & experiencing the concepts. Understanding & expressing the emotions felt, when the concepts arise, stands to shed understanding, allowing likely long sought after alignment & inner peace, bringing an end to confusion about ‘which one you are’, if you will. An understanding which essentially stands to ‘bring you’ back to Good. Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Orb Posted January 10, 2023 Author Share Posted January 10, 2023 @Phil I will have to let this sink in for a bit. But I'm feeling way better right now, starting the day off in the vortex! Quote Mention "Mediocrity is gone. Mind is clear of limitation. I seek no state of enlightenment. Neither do I remain where no enlightenment exists. Since I linger in neither condition, eyes cannot see me. If hundreds of birds strew my path with flowers, such praise would be meaningless." - A Comment on the 8th Ox Herding Picture Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted January 10, 2023 Share Posted January 10, 2023 @Orb 🥰 🙏 Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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