ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 Don't stress. It will all make perfect sense, if you want it to. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 Did you know it's possible for one to just sit in an enormous amount of emotional distress, discomfort, pain... and not try to negotiate with it, rationalize or explain it away...? Oh yeah. It's raw. It's powerful. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 Indeed. Recently, I casually walked through hell, at least 3 times, without letting you know anything about it. Simply because this time around I decided to exclude any and all mind chatter. It's not part of the script. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 I can turn the other check on any thought, any word, any action. It just doesn't always seem like the smartest move. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 Facing anything, anywhere, anytime... Now that's powerful. There's always wisdom there. And misery too. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 If you're looking for the fastest way out of hell... as a frequent visitor, I tell you, the fastest way out is jumping directly into the pit of fire. From there, you're just a few deep breaths, some honest tears and 3 back flips away from freedom. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 See how I can be "arrogant", "cocky", "self absorbed", "proud", "egotistical", "stubborn" ... And I still remain standing tall, centered in truth? See how it only makes it all that much more truthier and funnier? Why do you suppose you struggle with being truthful? Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 Could it be that what you judge and try to banish from town... Is actually what's begging to be invited in, included, integrated, loved... For you to witness the beauty of your own completion...? Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 I'm so good with words because I'm even better with feelings. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 Oh yes. I am tuned in AF. Every emotion I hear as a specific and well defined note. A frequency... And I know what notes to use to respond. Not just to create beautiful harmonies, but also temporary tension and drama filled moments of dissonance. So that when things do eventually yet inevitably resolve and we arrive back home, it's all that much more meaningful, satisfying, fulfilling and delightful. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 An off day. Finally. She's having an online therapy session at home, with a therapist she likes and trusts. I'm out in the forest, chilling, being awesome and having an online therapy session with a therapist I like and trust. Myself. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 Have to deal with some papers and documents and shit, of course, an off day wouldn't be fun without that... But after that we should be heading towards the beach and send our mozak na pašu. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 Don't even get me started on rhythm. I am so masterful at rhythm, one single straightforward rhythm cannot possibly satisfy me or even grab my attention. It has no be at least 2 or 3 seemingly contradicting rhythms playing simultaneously, that all meet and resolve at a specific set point in time. Look into polyrhythms and polymeters if you wish to know more. That's where I live. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 It's only an odd time signature if your ears are still in kindergarten. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 7 Author Share Posted August 7 I'm on a boat! Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 8 Author Share Posted August 8 Now that's just the definition of a perfect quickie. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 8 Author Share Posted August 8 When I am resting my head on her naked butt, taking a nap before work, I have no doubt in my mind... This is heaven. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 8 Author Share Posted August 8 Worked for 7 hours already, came home for 2, heading back to do another 4. True heroism. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 9 Author Share Posted August 9 Every moment of free time I have I could be using for music, but I won't, because everything else is more important and I love coming up with brilliant excuses. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted August 9 Author Share Posted August 9 Seems to me I am rewarded only when I perform well. Dunno why. I clearly don't write the rules of the game. Do I? Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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