ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 Truth is, if I really, truly believed that you are the one... we would be married already. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 I was hesitant and sceptical from the very beginning. And you were too. Arguably a bit less than me, but still. Again, this is hardly a surprise. But the way it went down... is quite shocking, to say the least. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 I wish I could tell you all this, instead of talking here to myself... But I don't have that right, as of now. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 I know you are partying, enjoying yourself, etc. And I almost feel like you should. I think you have been surprising that side of you for too long. It's no surprise that it burst out eventually. But would I rather hear that you are alone, contemplating this relationship and healing your heart, like I am... Yeah, for sure. I'd like that much more. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 Ok. I see again just how awesome I am. Just how ridiculously strong and loving I am. Not to mention resilient and brave. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 Any moment now, the funny will be back. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 And just because I am going through a heart break, it doesn't mean you can't read about it while smiling. I just read through a few of these latest pages, and I laughed at least 3 times. The funny is totally there. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 And even more importantly so... Just because I am going through a heart break, it doesn't mean I am any less enlightened or conscious. Perhaps more. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 I am still, very much so, enlightenment master level 9000. Currently, I am teaching you about how to deal with a heart break, like a pro. Pay close attention. This shit is real. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 I mean... What are the odds... It's so unexpected, yet so perfectly on time. Of course I had to go through a heart break now. It makes complete sense. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 There it is again. Now I feel bad about being a bit too enlightened, when really, I should be grieving and crying my eyes out. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 Hilarious. One single moment of peace and clarity, and I'm already going all dark zen humor on you. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 God I fucking hope at least one single individual gets these jokes and is laughing historically and uncontrollably, non stop. It's too funny! Way waaay too funny! And it's also real and raw as fuck. I love it! Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 Ahh... There it is. I love myself again. I really, truly do. It was just like a short little pause. A moment of doubt. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 I mean... Is this ok? Is this allowed? Can I just... be in love with myself? Regardless of this break up situation? Should I enjoy myself, too? Celebrate?! I don't know man... Something smells fake about it. I am pretty sure that would backfire way too soon. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 I say... If it wants to hurt, let it hurt, while it must hurt. Be there for yourself, and nobody else, when it hurts. That's the most love you can show yourself during a heart break. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 I've proven to myself that I can reach the top and feel amazing in no time. Now, I must respect the process I'm in and stay real. It would be foolish to assume that it's through with me already. I know it comes in waves. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 aM i cREaTinG ThE hEaRT bReAK?! Of course I am. And of course I am not. What are you stupid? Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 At this point, someone should really hand me over my trophy and my fat ass check haha! I'm too good! Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted July 5 Author Share Posted July 5 Truth is, I really want to talk to you, heart to heart, but I am also very afraid that one of us or both of us would not be real. Not ourselves. We would have too many walls in between us. Let's hope that doesn't happen, if we do end up talking, that is. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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