ivankiss Posted June 2 Author Share Posted June 2 To summarize the day... Epic fighting in the car, some really nice hang out time with some old and new friends on a ranch... Horses, bunnies, a pregnant cat, zen goats and dogs. Many, many dogs. Drove off into the sunset. And then... rain. Heavy, heavy rain. More fighting, mad, passionate love - making and pizza. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 2 Author Share Posted June 2 Lashing in for too long may result in lashing out, violently and uncontrollably. Take no more than two a day, 4hr interval minimum. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 2 Author Share Posted June 2 Is it let it go or let it be? Let it pass through, perhaps? I can't tell anymore. Fells like it's almost done, whatever it is. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 2 Author Share Posted June 2 Ahh... I see. Purging, is what it is. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 2 Author Share Posted June 2 Complete disintegration The destruction of me now imperative To purge myself of this condition Complete this dissolution A necessity Break this deceitful machine Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 2 Author Share Posted June 2 Spend 3 minutes longer than you should at pride and you're slammed right back down to guilt and shame. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 2 Author Share Posted June 2 An ever-downward dive, only to surface Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 2 Author Share Posted June 2 I came to a conclusion that it is not possible for one to both keep their zen and also full heartedly participate in the game of life. Trying to make some sort of a remix. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 2 Author Share Posted June 2 Not being afraid to be burned here and there might just be the ultimate zen. I'm thinking it has something to do with that Chinese ying yang stuff. Probably not. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 2 Author Share Posted June 2 Today's final conclusion, to overrule all previous conclusions is... Dial down the temperament. Dial up the chill. More rélaxación... Less stréssación. More of who the fuck cares, and less of enlightenment master level 9000. I leave you all in peace and prosperity. Good night. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 3 Author Share Posted June 3 I can't lie... I am a big fan of distortion. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 3 Author Share Posted June 3 One of my favorite things to do, is holding on to truth as tightly as possible, and distorting the fuck out of everything surrounding it. See... I did it just now. It's epic. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 3 Author Share Posted June 3 Trying to get over yourself is a funny paradox. Seemingly possible, but not really. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 3 Author Share Posted June 3 Looks like I had at least 113 thoughts, since Thursday only. So un - enlightened of me. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 3 Author Share Posted June 3 At enlightenment level 9000 one does not sit down and meditate every day, for an hour straight. No... At enlightenment level 9000... Meditation is non stop. Cooking? Meditation. Eating? Meditation. Pooping? Meditation. Walking? Meditation. Working? Meditation. Having sex? Meditation. Just not too much with this one because it can freak you out bad. Call it an ego backlash if you will. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 3 Author Share Posted June 3 Only a nondual parrot would suggest that one should drop the duality between the inner and the outer. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 3 Author Share Posted June 3 Jester is here. Oh yes, we are good buddies. I let him work his magic, but we both know who's the true master. No one. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 3 Author Share Posted June 3 We believe - so we're misled We assume - so we're played We confide - so we're deceived We trust - so we're betrayed Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 3 Author Share Posted June 3 Ok. No more düking around. Entering pure being now. Guiding the breath through tension, using "yoga" as a passage. (btw, did you know that "OK" stands for "zero kills"?) Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ivankiss Posted June 3 Author Share Posted June 3 I obviously rock at creativity and fantasy. What I want to rock a bit more at, is clarity and wellbeing. Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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