Isagi Yoichi Posted February 5 Share Posted February 5 (edited) start date 2/6/2024 Day1 : 50% Edited February 6 by Isagi Yoichi Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted February 6 Author Share Posted February 6 (edited) I did only 1 hour yesterday today I will try to do 2 hours Day 2 : 50% general feeling : Edited February 7 by Isagi Yoichi Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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Isagi Yoichi Posted February 13 Author Share Posted February 13 I hate dealing with people they're fucking assholes people here are too racist i dont want to continue in this fucking job anymore or anykind of fucking wage slave job where there is fucking favouritism and inequality Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted February 13 Author Share Posted February 13 I really feel fucking bad and oppressed with my situation in the fucking job i have i knew jobs are shit Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted February 13 Author Share Posted February 13 I really want to fucking have a big fucking scary ego so assholes cant get what they want from me Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted June 14 Author Share Posted June 14 Meditating after a long time feels better than meditating every day like a grind when I am serious about it I don't enjoy meditating or feel better like when doing it after periods rather than discipline. Why is that? Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted June 14 Share Posted June 14 The narrative about a sep self is what feels off. Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted June 14 Author Share Posted June 14 1 minute ago, Phil said: The narrative about a sep self is what feels off. Yeah but I feel that meditation is more potent after some time of not doing it Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted June 14 Share Posted June 14 There’s nothing at all wrong with thought attachment, but that is the same thought narrative about a sep self, and will also feel discordant. Meditation is allowing the narrative to come to rest, fizzle out. The narrative is sneaky in that it can include meditation on behalf of a sep self, ‘the doer’ / meditator. One way to frame or consider, if you went to a doctor’s and they asked “how do you feel”, would you say “that meditation is more potent after some time of not doing it”? Probably not, as that is sharing a thought and isn’t actually how you feel. Meditation is thought to be ‘more potent’ as more discord of self referential thoughts is experienced. Meditation is absolutely without levels (which is just a thought), such as more or less potent. The worthwhileness of seeing this is recognizing discord is of thoughts, rather than framing the opposite - about meditation - that meditation is more or less effective or potent. Maybe it’s ‘seen’ how this & emotional guidance are one & the same…? Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted July 13 Author Share Posted July 13 Fuck my thoughts , Fuck my beliefs Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Isagi Yoichi Posted July 13 Author Share Posted July 13 How to stop the mechanism by which beliefs seem to be created? Quote Mention Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phil Posted July 14 Share Posted July 14 The “mechanism” by which beliefs are created is presumption. “My”. The reality of is innocence. Me. Quote Mention YouTube Website Sessions Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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