Jump to content

Visions

Member
  • Posts

    5
  • Joined

  • Last visited

Posts posted by Visions

  1. 22 minutes ago, Nowt said:

    @Visions ❤️

     

    24 minutes ago, Serenity said:

    @Visions

    Sorry to read this.

    Lots of Love to you.

     

    So heart warming you two, thank you ❤️. My family and I are struggling to come to peace with it but we are doing a prayer each night to both hope for the best and prepare for the worst. My father is a great man, very humble and simple. He never asks of much, always gave a lot so its great to be for him as much as possible now. I will be taking a flight with my son and daughter to his city to be with him in the hospital in the next couple of days. We'll stay in a hotel, they can visit him as much as they want and we'll try organise the best possible arrangement for him. I'm crying right now as I type this... It's a big release. I have to be strong for my family. 

  2.  

    On 3/19/2022 at 5:27 AM, Forza21 said:

    Can truth be painful? 

    The big struggle i have, is when I suffer, and I see "God-Realization" through the lens of ego, which claims itself to be God. So it's basically pure solipsism trap, and madness, because ego claims itself to be the only real thing, and everything else is imaginary. All the world, doesn't exist, but this ego-mind of Forza. It's Sick.

    When there's suffering, there are also thoughts like " what if it's how reality really is, and it's all pure suffering and hell? Maybe when i think otherwise, I avoid the truth? Perhaps "I' (the ego) created all this? Maybe when "I" die, i'll see all the people were imagined by me, (my ego) ?

    BUT if this was true, and there was no other way to create reality, me, as Forza-God (haha), would never, ever, would want to awake. Like never. Because it would be awaking to pure hell.  I would design such reality, without even a single trace of possibility of awaking. 

    So if God leaves all the possibility to one's awaking, through spirituality, meditation, psychedelics, all the spiritual gurus, religions, and much more, it means it wants the best for itself. It serves some purpose.

    Therefore, the TRUTH must be blissful, must be love, must be happiness.
    As God, i would want all the best for myself, right?

    So, the implication of all this is: IF YOU SUFFER, IT'S NOT THE TRUTH. You are missing something. 

    My bet is, what you miss, it "no self" realization. Ego claims God's throne. Because God is truly selfless, so there's no one to be lonely after realization. God is also love, so there's only that. 

    is it correct way of reasoning?   Can truth be something other than blissful experience? is reality really perfect? and why? OR MAYBE, Could it be designed other than the way it is? 

     

    My father has cancer. We've been told that he only has a few months to live. 

    When we see our parents through our eyes growing up it can be so difficult to let them go in adulthood. 

    My father did everything for me, my mother died of a drug overdose when I was only 13. I'm in my late 20's now.

    When we speak to each other over the phone now because he's in a different city, knowing he's only got a few months to live underneath... I'm lost for words. So I feel the spaces with as much calmness and story that I can, just to push the words out. Listen to whatever he wants to talk about. Love him as much as I can.

    So it's difficult to accept all of this, it is painful. 

    I see what you mean though.

    Truth and love to you! 😄 

×
×
  • Create New...

Important Information

By clicking, I agree to the terms of use, rules, guidelines & to hold Actuality of Being LLC, admin, moderators & all forum members harmless.