[Pure hell of solipsism. I need help.]

4 hours ago, Forza21 said:

I'm in hell. I've never felt so much pain in my entire life. 2 weeks ago I had LSD trip, God realization. It was my 14-15 trip, and a couple of years of meditation. On the trip I felt like GOD is everything, and everything is imaginary, and I imagine all this. I felt so alone, that I wrote every book there is, every music, etc, and i'm here stuck for infinity. I felt like I imagine other people. I wonder if that Solipsism thing from Leo forum, was something I felt into.  TThis idea got really got into my head just before tripping. I was afraid of it... so it happend.


Since then, I question everyone and everything, if there are even there.

What is this "I", "me", "my"?

Solipsism will be no more once you know.

But first, go do something fun, recharge. Ground yourself and recover.

Climb a mountain and then ask if it's real 😂

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5 hours ago, Blessed2 said:

It seems that often true insight is not an answer / knowledge, it is seeing the question for what it is.

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4 hours ago, MetaSage said:

It looks like making conclusions beforehand is a self-imposed obstacle.

Yes it is. Though we aren't talking about conclusions.

What I basically meant was that I feel as if at some point questioning start losing its value as the question itself starts to "get in the way". It's quite strange for me to find myself in this "state" as questioning was such a strong tool "before".

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Have you been in a position where any question about anything is automatically a wrong one, no matter how you would frame it?

[What Is Understanding?]

Understanding is Knowing. True Knowing comes from Not-Knowing. Not-knowing comes from questioning. True questioning comes from curiosity.

Where does curiosity come from?

On 3/13/2022 at 4:34 PM, Phil said:

What is the experience of, the witnessing, the observing of, understanding?

Itself.

[Hi 🙂]

Hope everyone is doing well. 

Pleased to be here with all of you eNliGhtEneD beings. 😉

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